What I am most grateful for is that you have not changed, nor have I changed.

1,

The hot summer weather was lively, and finally it became cooler in the next few days when August was about to end. Speaking of which, this sudden coolness was a bit off guard. Fortunately, I just bought autumn clothes some time ago, so I didn’t know what to wear if I opened the wardrobe.

Because it was raining, the sky entered the night mode early. I was tidying up the wardrobe when I went out in the morning. After I was done, I lay on the bed and looked at my phone. I thought of a friend who had not been in contact for a long time and sent a message last month: Brother Ming, I am getting married this month and I am in Beijing. I hope you can enjoy your face when you have time.

Suddenly, I fell into memories. Because there was a friend with a duplicate name in the address book, I clicked on her avatar to confirm which friend she was. She had changed her avatar to a wedding photo, no wonder I didn't recognize it. After confirming, I didn't reply in time. But suddenly, everything in my mind was the scene of running around on campus with her during college. We went to class together, we went to the library together, and we witnessed each other's glory and embarrassment together.

At that time, we could eat all the streets of the campus for 10 yuan. She knew that I like pink, and she would be particularly concerned about all the gifts related to pink. At that time, the bold words and ambitions were realized one by one under the testimony of each other. For example, at the end of the period, we were not only the scholarship winners, but also the title of the Three Good Students. We cheered together, celebrated together, and encouraged each other to cheer. At that time, we had seen each other's most embarrassing and saddest times. I understood the loneliness behind her silentness, and she also understood all the stories behind my silence. At that time, we all had a pair of eyes that loved to smile. At that time, our friendship with each other must be sincere and irreplaceable.

Later, after graduation, we separated, not in the same city or under the same sky. At first, we would contact each other's new lives on the Internet and complain about each other's current situation. Because of the environment, because of growth, and because of values. Gradually, we no longer contact each other frequently, we no longer inform each other's new lives frequently, and we no longer complain about every bit of life in each other. We only say one sentence on each other's birthday: Happy birthday, Momo. We only say one sentence when sending blessings during the New Year: Happy New Year, Momo.

All the pictures related to her are spinning back and forth in my mind like movie replays. I still remember the summer when I met her, and we agreed to be friends for life. Time is really a double-edged sword, leading us to mature all the way, but at the same time, it also makes us lose many of the simplest and innocent smiles at that time. I will remember that in the sun, on the playground, the girl who smiled and narrowed her eyes into slits, and will also remember that in the past and in the future, this girl who has always occupied a different position in my heart.

2,

After a long time, I came back to my senses. Reply to her: I happened to arrange my job that day, and I might not be able to go. I am really sorry. But please accept my most sincere blessing. She said: Oh, it was just my family urging me to meet someone I like, and it was just right. Just like this, she said, "I said, we seemed to have accumulated all the words from the past few years that we had not been in contact with each other." She said her happiness little by little, and I blessed her beautiful love. I told her experience in recent years, and she also sighed that we have become different. I don't know if we talked until late. Just like that year in college, we stayed up all night and had endless words. We were full of energy and had endless fantasies. This feeling is strange and familiar, but it has been a long time since.

On the day of her wedding, I was busy and I didn’t have time to browse my friends until very late. I saw her posting photos of the wedding scene and felt happy and happy for her. Seeing every bit of the wedding scene, I felt so good. Later, she sent me a private message and said: Dear, I received your gift and knew that you loved me the most. I replied to her with a smile: Haha, just like it. I have been very grateful for so many years that you haven’t changed, and of course, I haven’t changed either.

Later, we chatted a few randomly and ended the chat because of busy work. The chat dialog box in WeChat was replaced by people and group messages from the front. If you want to find the dialog box again, you have to search manually in the search bar. This short and frequent contact is like the waves surging when the waves walk across the beach, and like the calm waves of the sea sometimes. We have returned to normal life. I will read all her circle of friends, but I will not comment or like her. My circle of friends can't see her. I think that if I live a good life, I won't be sick in the circle of friends*. If I live a good life, I won't feel a lot of emotion in the circle of friends. Life will be calm, and we will also be calm. If we don't contact, not disturb, there will be no waves. Perhaps it is the original way we live together.

3,

I often think of a saying: If life is just like the first meeting.

I always feel that the beauty of the first meeting is really irreplaceable. But I have to accept the changes brought by time and distance. It is like a train running to the distance. At this station, someone will accompany you to see the scenery, and the next station will become another person. You have no way to control who will get off or get on the train at which station. You just need to cherish the passers-by or friends who have accompanied you to see this scenery. Not only you, we are all ordinary people who have such experiences, saying goodbye in time, and planning in time.

I once read this article "The best friendship is that you don't have to wait for me."

It said: "In the friendship of students, I like the same singer, I like a certain sport, and I often play ball and talk about gossip in the class, so the two of them can get together in a warm manner.

We cannot deliberately ask some people to stop and wait for us. The only thing we have to do is to keep catching up on ourselves. The best friendship in the world is that you don’t have to wait for me.” I think it’s great.

4,

Finally, I want to say: Dear, I want to tell you, don’t worry, although we don’t contact each other often, I hope you will remember that one day, as long as you are on WeChat, QQ, text messages, no matter which way, as long as you call me, I’ve been there, I’ve been there all the time. Just like that: No matter how storm is, as long as you come, I will pick you up. In the days to come, I wish you good health and happiness, wave your sleeves and not take away a cloud.

Of course, I also hope that when you mention me, you will also proudly say: This is my friend for many years. As soon as we open up, we will still be like we used to talk all night long, and we can talk about each other's tree holes without saying anything.

In the future, I wish you and me a good relationship, because this is a sunny day.

A heartwarming word for a friend is the greatest wealth in your life. When you are in a down-and-out relationship, the relatives you hear will never leave, and will help you to the right path. He will not dislike you now, even if you are in a down-and-out manner. He just remembers the sincere relationship between each other, and the joy of each other, without a worldly vision, and no heart to choose profit and justice.

Childhood is happy, childish, and makes people recall the time of their lives when they grow up. At that time, I didn’t know the warmth and coldness of the world, there was no distinction between status, only laughter and fight among my companions. I had three days to play, and three companions who were older than me. I remember I was a timid and introverted child, but we were together, and there were endless words and countless laughter and fight. I often carried my parents on my back to swim and play in the wild, secretly hitting the old hen and big yellow dog in my neighbor’s house. When I was fine, I could play cards all day, with notes on my face or cups of water. The loser drank it and made my stomach hurt...

The time of childhood is beautiful, but it is fleeting. In a blink of an eye, two of my playmates went to school in the city, and the other joined work, and I was sent to the city to study by my parents. From then on, we rarely meet each other, but only at the end of the year or during the summer vacation. When we meet, there is no fight and no more words. We just talk about our situation, talk about our own experiences outside, and then we just watch TV together...

Maybe it was my natural temperament, maybe it was because I was too spoiled by my parents, and I was very uncomfortable with the life of boarding school outside. From then on, my life seemed to be without happiness. I couldn’t fall asleep every night, and I couldn’t fall asleep with a little noise, and I had to study for a day during the day. At that time, I missed my parents all the time and missed my small mountain village. My body became thinner and thinner over time. Over time, I couldn’t support my thin body. Finally one day I chose to drop out of school. I didn’t graduate from high school, and finally realized my dream of thinking, returned to the small mountain village, and returned to my parents.

Since then, I have been taciturn and the pain of difficulty falling asleep has deepened. What followed was dizziness and headache, listlessness, sharp reduction in appetite, chest tightness and chest pain, and followed. At that time, I felt the strange eyes of neighbors and other people, and occasionally evasive words towards me. I often heard and felt my parents’ concerns about me. At that time, I could not feel the brilliance and beauty of the sun, nor could I feel the goals and future of life. Suddenly one day, the idea of ​​death suddenly popped up in my mind, and ended my illness and loneliness with death.
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