Chapter 2718 He can't forgive himself
"Are you sure the second child is much better now than it is worse?"
Xuan Fei choked his throat and suddenly his eyes widened with horror. In the past month, because the new virus in Sister Rong's body and his own system were still mutually exclusive, he fell into danger several times and was critically ill more than ten times alone. Uncle Xiao didn't even dare to walk away at the sterile isolation room. It was not until last week that Sister Rong's condition gradually stabilized.
Xuan Yu collapsed, suffered, and was at a loss at the beginning... and then he suppressed, restrained, calmed down when he heard the news of her critically ill... until he finally became almost a numb feeling...
"Indeed, it's even worse." Xuan Fei nodded his head seriously, and the two cousins continued to stare at each other with their faces, while expressing their respective opinions.
Ji Yicheng sighed,
"Actually, I can probably understand the second child's current feelings, because I have experienced it too.
At the beginning, the boy Shin-Ying came to seek revenge for Xiaoqi. I was poisoned and almost lost. In order to get the antidote to save me, Qing Baoer agreed to Shin-Ying's request without telling me. When I woke up, she was no longer by my side.
At that time, I could hardly imagine how scared she would be to be hijacked by Shim alone, but just to make me live well, she did it without hesitation.
I am a man, she is my woman, and I should protect her, but I have become the one to be protected."
Until now, Ji Yicheng still listens to the recording that Jing Qingge left to him on his mobile phone from time to time. Every time he hears the last sentence she said,
"May my lover have peace and joy for the rest of his life."
He still couldn't help but turn red eyes, happy and sad, and felt even more distressed. It was the kind of pain that was shaking and trembling in his heart.
...
Ji Yicheng paused, his eyes faintly dark, and then continued,
"Now my second child is the same as I did at that time, and is even more cruel than me and Qing Baoer.
Because the person who is about to die is Rong Li, and she is the one who suffers from beginning to end.
In order to make the second child easier, Rong Li concealed the fact that he was seriously ill and was about to die. Uncle Xiao asked her to lie to him together, and also worked hard to bring him the sweetest happiness in his last days and make him feel happy.
When the second brother knew the truth, he felt great pain, pity, guilt, and even resentment towards Rong Li, because Rong Li made a decision without regard to his firm desire to suffer with her and pushed him away. She herself was alone and endured everything cruelly, and was destroyed alone.
These painful emotions that were too tormenting and painful would become deeper every time he saw Rong lying there without any vitality, like a heart-eating storm that destroyed his psychological world.
The second brother can’t forgive himself yet.”
At the end of the story, Ji Yicheng sighed more helplessly. He glanced at Xuan Fei inadvertently and saw a little fairy staring at him with admiration and starry eyes.
"Wow, Damn! Brother Cheng, when did you become an emotional expert? You are so sensitive and delicate, you don't look like a domineering president!"
"Get out / egg!" Ji Yicheng rolled his eyes decisively. It wasn't because of love, but he glanced sideways at him with disgust.
Chapter completed!