How many years does it take for a flower to bloom before another flower sees it?

Open and open tirelessly, withered until bright

How many years does a person walk before being met by another person?

Go and go, past the past, gone by like a cloud...

——"Flowers are silent"

People often think that Yu Qiuyu's sentimentality is artificial - real life is so busy, where do we have the leisure time to sing praises to nature?

However, this is the brilliance of poets - to find tranquility in the hustle and bustle, and to maintain the pure land of the soul while living in the bustling city.

No fighting, no grabbing, no panic, no chaos.

There are very few people who can do this. Therefore, that kind of tranquility is even more precious.

…I used to be so passionate that I would do whatever I wanted to do without any hesitation. Maybe I was a little naive, but I never lacked self-confidence.

Later, the south wall in reality gave me a heavy blow. My self-confidence seemed to be killed in an instant, and no bones were left. It was replaced by low self-esteem. It accompanied me throughout high school. And I was always

Ignore its existence intentionally or unintentionally.

However, I can clearly feel that I have become more irritable and impatient. This change did not make me care much at first, until...

Classroom corridor first meeting

"...Are you going back to the dormitory? Can you give me a ride?"

"OK."

"Thank you so much!"

"Little things."

…

Encounter in the first dining hall

"Hi! You got up so early to have breakfast too?"

"Come early so you can have corn!"

"I don't like corn very much. Hehe, I came here specifically to grab the fried noodles."

"Then you're in trouble, there's no fried noodles in the canteen so early."

“No way ＼(*T▽T*)／……”

…

Girls dormitory chat

"Hey, why are you back so soon?"

"I won't eat at noon."

"Are you losing weight? But I think you are quite thin."

"...I mean, I don't eat, I eat bread."

"oh!!!"

"What about you? Why is it so early?"

"I haven't eaten!"

"lose weight?"

"BINGO!"

"..."

Senior High School Sports Meet Classroom

"Why are you here? Aren't you going to watch the game?"

"...I'm bored, so I won't go."

"But it's easy to be discovered if you stay here, right?"

"...Are you still going?"

"...Huh? Actually I don't want to go, but it's so boring to stay here."

"Let's take you somewhere."

"...?"

5 minutes later~ The top floor of the school

"...Um, is this what you're talking about?"

"There is no surveillance here, you can play with your mobile phone."

"...That's what I said, but I don't have a mobile phone."

"I do! Do you want to join? My drama-watching team."

"What show?"

"'Splendid Weiyang'."

"Ah ah, the one that is very popular recently, is it played by Tang Yan and Luo Jin?"

"Yes!"

"JOIN JOIN!!!"

As a result, we became the only two people in the school who did not go to the sports field to cheer, but stayed in the teaching building to hide from surveillance cameras and did not forget to watch the drama...

I suddenly felt my dependence on her. It turns out that you can have good friends in high school...

At the beginning, I had a little expectation for the future...

High school sophomore class

"Which class are you in?"

"Class 20. What about you?"

"Same!!!"

"very nice."

"……Um!"

How lucky we are that even though we have left our current class, we are still together. Is this destiny? Does it mean that we will be good friends forever? Maybe!!!

But some things just catch people off guard...

Class 20, Class 2, Grade 2, Late Study Break Time

"Zhu, do you want to go get some water?"

"Ah? But I'm too lazy to move, why don't you help me?"

"Oh... I'm so lazy." I sighed but didn't forget to pick up my water bottle.

It’s great to have a good friend! I couldn’t help but sigh.

…

Second semester of high school, break

"Jiejie, would you like to fetch some water?"

"I haven't finished drinking yet, let's go to the next class."

"Oh, okay, then I'll go by myself."

Next class break

"Aunt He" sitting in front of us turned around and said, "Yang Jie, do you want to go to the bathroom?"

"Oh, go ahead."

"Let's go, let's go together."

Not long after, they came back and got the kettle and filled it with water.

Over time, they went to the toilet and fetched water together, and they seemed to have formed a tacit understanding. For the first time, I felt a sense of crisis.

She lives in a fragrant room for a long time without smelling its fragrance. Living in a smelly room without noticing its smell for a long time. Since when did the person around her start to be someone else instead of me?

Is it because I asked her a math problem and she became impatient; was it that I tried to integrate into the conversation between the two of them, but it was in vain; or was it that I was pretending to be angry and tried to prevent the two of them from interacting with each other, but was completely ignored...

Maybe, both.

And when I calmed down, she already regarded me as a stranger, no, not even a stranger. We didn’t even communicate - even if we met on the road, she would be as indifferent as she would not even say a word.

I'll lift it up...

I do not understand.
To be continued...