PART47 Maybe it’s obsession [Part 2]

Many years later, when I think back, I can't help but laugh at myself at the time, at my youth and ignorance, at my own overestimation of my abilities, and at my own self-righteousness.

Suddenly looking back, I realized that while I was gaining more and more, I could never get back what I lost...

2020/05/03 Sunday

The five-day holiday on May Day is a happy thing, but...it's so boring.

I feel like I have finished playing with my mobile phone in this life - I have read all the novels, TV series, and comics that I had not finished before... I downloaded King of Kings and Chicken Dinner again, and then played them for a few days and lost interest again...

…Anyway, I’m going to vomit when I see my phone now.

In the past, I would have been writing helpless questions in the dormitory or in the classroom...

Sigh... I hated such fulfilling days in the past, but now I miss them so much. I probably have a masochistic constitution.

"What are you doing?" I sent QQ to Shou Qianqian out of boredom.

"Playing games~" After a few minutes, he replied to me.

"You're playing chicken again...you're a game addict."

"Do you have any opinion???"

"...No." I rolled my eyes silently.

"What's wrong? Miss me?" Shou Qianqian made a big smile.

"Yes, yes..." I want to slap a slipper on your face.

"Let's have a round?"

"No..." I refused immediately. Eating chicken is really not suitable for me, I will be held back~

"Hey, get out." Shou Qianqian showed no mercy.

"...Hmph." I immediately bombarded her with a bunch of emoticons.

Then, she ignored me...

She ran away without saying anything, as expected of her.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

I was so irritated that I rolled on the bed...

Buzz buzz...

I looked at my phone, and the dormitory group became inexplicably active——

Guo Guo: [Picture]

Guo Guo: (*^ω^*) Which cutie gave this to me?

Teacher Zhang: I gave it to you. Happy birthday to the lovely dormitory leader!

Guo Guo:?Love you

Teacher Zhang: I love you???

…

Guo Guo... birthday?

Emma is so awesome!!! I haven’t bought a gift yet...

But... I just lent a few hundred yuan to a certain woman a few days ago, and I haven't asked my dad for money for a long time. Now I am completely destitute...

Then I started frantically searching for gifts??... Finally, I picked a light luxury series of earrings. I thought people like Guo Guo who like to dress up would like it...

Teacher Zhang gave her a bag. I originally had my eye on a bag and wanted to give it to her, but I didn’t want to miss it...

I have to say that Teacher Zhang is really good at choosing gifts - just a few days after the small fan she gave me arrived, the temperature in Guangdong, which was originally okay, became extremely hot...

Give her a like?? It all depends on the little fan to keep me alive...

Suddenly, Yueyue gave me a proposition——

【Picture】Can'er, can you do it?

What the hell... I clicked on the picture suspiciously.

Is it a math question??? or a function question...

Yueyue: Will you still do it?

me: Probably...maybe...maybe...not.

Yueyue:……

me: I'll try.

So I stared at the question, turned my mind around several times, and came up with several methods, but none of them worked...

me:1? Oh no, 2.

Yueyue: Stop struggling, the answer is 2/3.

me:……

Suddenly I felt my heart skip a beat.

Yueyue:??I also forgot, I still look at the answer.

me:??Goodbye.

I feel empty in my heart - this kind of question is not difficult, and is even very common. It was a small case for me at the time who kept answering questions, but what about now?

…

math class

"Find someone to come up and write this question..." The math teacher pushed up the frame of his glasses, glanced casually, and then——

"Dong dong..." My table was hammered.

My eyes suddenly widened.

"Write it down."

"..." I stood up silently and walked to the blackboard...

"This step must be written. One point is achieved. This step... is well written."

The mathematics teacher who has always cherished her words like gold, although she talks a lot when explaining problems, she almost never praises anyone. Even the math class representative is scolded by her all day long...

Inexplicably...a little happy. Although there are only four words.

…

recess

"Cancan, why are you so powerful!" Xing Xing rested his chin on my table.

"...What's wrong?" There was a question in class that I didn't understand, so I calculated it several times with a pen on a piece of paper.

"Teacher Liang praised you just now. I have never heard her praise anyone since I entered the key class...and do you know?" Xingxing paused deliberately.

"...Huh?" I raised my head and glanced at her.

"The midterm exam results are out, and the rankings have just been announced in the lobby. I just came back from there." Xingxing said with a smile on his face.

"Then you must have done well in the exam, right? You're smiling so happily." I smiled.

"Hee hee, thanks to you giving me lectures every night, I have made a lot of progress, and now I am in the top 100 of my grade~" Xing Xing smiled happily.

"That's because Xingxing works the hardest, and those who work hard will not have bad luck."

"Hehe, but this is not the most enjoyable thing..." Xingxing looked mysterious.

"...What's wrong?" I put down my pen.

"Do you know...where did you get in the exam this time?" Xingxing's smile grew deeper and deeper...

"What's...?" My eyes widened. How could it be possible... I'm not the fiftieth in a thousand years? This time will be no exception.

"...Second ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" Xingxing slapped my thigh excitedly.

"???!" As soon as she slapped her, the people behind me and my desk mates came up to me and asked what was wrong (because I was sitting in the first row, there was no front table)

"...It's okay, we are just joking around." I sneered.

"First in the political grade, twelfth in the mathematics grade... Cancan!!! I admire you so much!!!" Xingxing is like a little fan girl.

"...Um, did you see it wrong?" It's too exaggerated.

"No... Xie Yinglei, the number one in the grade, can't be moved, and Lin Shiyu, the second-year-old in the millennium, is actually pushed out for the first time! How could I be wrong about something that only happens once in a century???" Xing Xing said, "You don't believe me.

” expression of frustration.

"I mean, how could I be second in grade? You must have seen the second column." I curled my lips.

"Wuli Cancan, you underestimate yourself, don't you? If you don't believe it... I guess my old classmate will come over later to give me the ranking list and you can take a look at it yourself~" Xingxing originally wanted to say something more, but then the school bell rang for her.
To be continued...