Chapter 1489: [Fanwai] You love me touch your conscience (1)
"Sikong Zeye!" Bai Yunshang shouted heartbrokenly... If she could, she really wanted to slap him twice to wake him up. What on earth was he doing? How could he become so unreasonable?
She bit her lip and stared at him with resentful eyes, and kept staring at him...
For a long time, Sikong Zeye looked away and said secretly: "I won't let this possibility happen."
"..."
"If one day I become disabled and I don't need you to chase me, I will leave."[
Bai Yunshang's staring eyes suddenly became moist, and her body was weak. She wanted to squat down and cry regardless. Why was she so tired? This love made her feel so tired.
I ran away because I felt tired. Why did I feel more tired when I ran away? Is it because I didn’t run far enough?
Bai Yunshang stepped forward, rolled down his hospital bed, and covered him with a quilt.
"I know that in your eyes, I am a selfish woman who only pursues her own happiness..."
"Whether you think I'm timid, selfish, or cruel... Sikong Zeye, I beg you to take good care of yourself... The person in the world who I most hope will live happily is you... I
The person you least want to hurt is you..."
Her eyelashes trembled, and a tear rolled down and landed on his face.
Bai Yunshang took a deep breath: "Take care of yourself, even if it's not for me, it's for yourself..."
Suddenly her shoulders were grabbed hard.
Sikong Zeye's eyes were like an endless sea. Looking at her, he would drown her...
"Look at your heart clearly... Yunshang, only I can give you happiness..."
He kissed her hard, took her arm, and held her tightly in his arms.
Whenever something happens to him, she will be the first to arrive more anxiously than anyone else; if he is injured or in pain, she will be more hurt and sad than him;
Even if he is hungry, she will be anxious...
Sikong Zeye really didn't believe that she could forget his existence and live happily with Mo Liuyuan.
"You love me, touch your conscience..." His hand slipped from her pajamas, and his rough fingers pressed against her heart, "I don't want you to do something you regret, and I don't want you to regret this.
I decided to live in guilt and self-blame for the rest of my life..."
His voice became hoarse:
"Unless you forget me and don't love me anymore...otherwise, no matter how you escape, I will live here..."
"Lying in that man's arms, you promise you won't think of me?"
"Yun Shang, it's not that I won't leave, it's that you haven't let go of me yet... If you can't let me go, why bother looking for the happiness that is self-deception..." [
He murmured in a low voice, and when she was confused and seemed to be in a nightmare, he captured her lips again.
His voice kept playing in her ears, and he kissed her tightly, destroying her sanity.
He was right, she could never forget him, her heart had never let go of him. Her body was so familiar with his touch that it was easily ignited as soon as she got close...
But with Mo Liuyuan, she felt that kissing him was committing a crime and tainting him. She felt that it was wrong!
But what does it matter? There is no love. They have family ties and can live a lifetime...
Bai Yunshang shook her head and tried to push him away, unable to be assimilated by his thoughts.
Chapter completed!