disappointment
Under the dark light, Ning Xiner's eyes were filled with sharp light for the first time, and there was also a strong sense of sadness and in the light.
Guan Qizheng faced her eyes and said helplessly after a while: "Xin'er, I can only give you all this."
"But I don't want these!" Ning Xiner's voice was already choked.
Then, Guan Qizheng lowered his head, rubbed his face with both hands, and then said bitterly: "When you got married to me, you knew that I couldn't give you the love you wanted, and I wanted to give it to you too, but... I can't do anything myself."
Guan Qizheng's words hurt Ning Xin'er's heart heavily. Yes, he also wants to love himself, but he just can't fall in love with him. Who can blame him?
Ning Xiner believed that Guan Qizheng's words were true, but the more truthful the more it was, the more hurtful it was.
"I'm sorry, Xin'er, if you don't want to have sex with me, I won't force you in the future." After that, Guan Qizheng got up and walked outside.
It was not until the bedroom door was closed from outside that Ning Xiner woke up like a dream.
In fact, he is just giving away a gift to himself once a month. Maybe he has a kind heart and doesn't want to embarrass himself too much, but his kind heart can make her heart even more heartbroken.
Haha, Ning Xiner just wants to smile bitterly now.
The next morning, Ning Xiner prepared a sumptuous breakfast for Guan Qizheng.
Because she knew that this might be the last time she had cooked breakfast for him. In fact, he didn't feel sorry for himself. He was willing to fly into the fire back then, but she was very clear about everything back then, but she overestimated herself.
Ning Xiner sat opposite Guan Qizheng, looking at him lowering her head while eating breakfast while reading the morning newspaper.
When Guan Qizheng was about to eat, Ning Xiner spoke. "Qizheng, there is one thing I want to... notify you."
In the past, Ning Xiner said she had to discuss anything with him, and she had never used the word notification. Of course, the discussion she mentioned was very ordinary, just to change the curtains at home or add something to her home.
The next moment, Guan Qizheng looked up and greeted Ning Xiner's serious face.
"What's the matter?" Since last night, Guan Qizheng has discovered Ning Xiner's unusualness.
"Qi Zheng, I want to continue my studies. I have contacted Southwest University." Ning Xiner answered expressionlessly.
After hearing this, Guan Qizheng was a little surprised, but after only two seconds, he nodded and said, "Okay, I respect your choice."
To be honest, Guan Qizheng's reaction made Ning Xiner sad.
She thought that even if he agreed, she would ask her why she suddenly had the idea of continuing her studies, and would ask her about her specific situation.
However, he agreed without asking anything.
The next moment, Ning Xiner reluctantly smiled and said, "Thank you for your support. It will take about three years for me to complete my studies. You also know that Southwest University is more than 2,000 kilometers away from Jiangzhou. In order to concentrate on studying, I plan to stay there and come back after completing my studies."
After hearing this, Guan Qizheng frowned and confirmed: "What do you mean is that you won't be back for three years?"
"Yes." Ning Xiner nodded.
Guan Qizheng stared at Ning Xiner deeply, and then said, "This is your home. You can come back at any time if you want to come back. If you are busy with your studies and don't come back, this is your home."
Hearing this, Ning Xiner felt a little better.
What he said was that he would wait for him for three years? Haha, except Su Qing, he shouldn't wait for anyone, probably he doesn't care who will be his wife.
Ning Xiner looked around the house, pulled her lips and said, "If you want to change your marriage with me in the past three years, just tell me and I will sign it right away."
Upon hearing this, Guan Qizheng touched his eyebrows, and then said firmly: "Xin'er, only you are qualified to say that the marriage between you and me will be terminated."
Hearing this, Ning Xiner was shocked!
However, she understood that Guan Qizheng said this not because he loved him, but because he felt that he owed him, and what she wanted was never owed.
At this time, Ning Xiner said sadly: "I know you didn't say that because you love me. You just feel responsible and guilty to me. But when marriage is only responsible and guilt, what's the point?"
After hearing this, Guan Qizheng felt very sad, and after a while, he said, "Xin'er, I can only give you so much. I can't give you what you want!"
When she met Guan Qizheng's apologetic and helpless eyes, Ning Xiner felt bored. She knew clearly, so why bother to say it? Maybe it was just to make herself feel better.
Then, Ning Xiner suddenly smiled hard and said, "I don't mean to blame you. I just... I just complained. After complaining, I feel very happy. By the way, Kuncheng is too far from Jiangzhou. You are busy with work and you don't have to visit me. If you have important things, you can contact me. You also know that my education is not high. I want to recharge while I am not too old. As for you, you will be a good lawyer. I hope that by the time I come back, you will be the number one gold medal lawyer in Jiangzhou!"
Ning Xiner felt her face froze, but she felt even more uncomfortable than crying.
Ning Xiner knew that her love for Guan Qizheng was not so easy to eliminate. It would take time if she didn't love someone, but she herself didn't know how long it would take for her to forget her love for Guan Qizheng.
Guan Qizheng is a smart person. Of course, he understood what Ning Xiner meant. The meaning was very simple. If there was no particularly important thing, he didn't have to find him or contact her. Maybe this was also the reason why she chose Kuncheng, which was far away in the sky, for further studies?
She doesn't need anything that Guan Qizheng can give to Ning Xiner now, so he can only listen to her and let her live the way she wants.
The next moment, Guan Qizheng said, "I understand what you mean, I respect your decision."
"Thank you!" Ning Xiner felt relieved after hearing this.
She thought he would ask questions to her, and then disagreed with her decision. Unexpectedly, he agreed so happily. Although Ning Xiner felt relieved, she also felt a hint of . She really didn't matter to him at all.
Then, Guan Qizheng asked with his hands entangled, "Xin'er, when are you going to leave?"
"Now." Ning Xiner replied.
"What?" Ning Xiner's answer shocked Guan Qizheng.
Chapter completed!