Chapter 1689 Unbearable
After walking away, Ning Xiner's tears flowed down unsatisfactorily.
She never expected that everything she saw and everything that broke her heart was arranged by Guan Qizheng.
He didn't know how much love she had for Su Qing, but even if he no longer loved Su Qing, she couldn't accept everything he did.
What did he regard himself as? He came when summoned and left when he swayed? Although he was considering his own safety, she could not accept it.
Has he thought about his feelings? Her heart seemed to have been hollowed out in those days. If it weren't for the child in her belly, she really didn't know if she would have survived it.
In fact, she would rather choose to stand firmly with him. No matter how rugged the road ahead is or how dangerous it is, she just wants to face it with him, rather than hide herself. Compared with emotional injuries, what does physical harm count?
Tian Tian really joked with her. She stroked her belly, felt her legs numb and her waist sore, so she turned around and found a row of chairs on the side of the road for passers-by to rest and sat down.
She knew she was still pregnant now, so she couldn't be excited. If it weren't for the child in her belly, she would definitely rush forward and swing her fist to beat Guan Qizheng to enjoy!
But now, she can't do anything. She can only tell herself to hold back her anger and put all her energy into the child in her belly. The baby in her belly cannot make any mistakes, otherwise she will regret it for the rest of her life.
When Ning Xiner returned home, she had not recovered from the confusion she had just now.
These days it was like a dream. She was still in the rain and fog. The only thing she felt was the movement of the child in her belly.
Ring... Ring...
During supper, the doorbell rang.
Ning Xiner didn't want to open it because she thought that the people outside must be Guan Qizheng.
It was not until Jane's shout came outside that Ning Xiner realized that Jane was coming, so she hurried to open the door.
Jane held two bentoes in her hand and smiled, "Have you not eaten yet? I bought you a bento."
"Why are you guessing so accurately again?" Ning Xiner felt hungry when she saw the bento and hurried to get the chopsticks.
The two women then sat on the small dining table.
Jane lowered her head and ate and laughed, "I guess you won't be in the mood to cook tonight, so I bought a bento to find you to eat. Anyway, I don't want to cook."
"When did you think about cooking?" Ning Xiner smiled.
However, Jane happened to guess her own thoughts. After meeting Guan Qizheng, she was indeed unintentional to cook and did nothing.
Jane couldn't help but look up and said, "Yes, I have been working hard all these years. I'll eat work meals when I'm hungry, or I'll have to takeout. So I'm lazy. Don't say I'm unwilling to cook. I feel that my hands are all born, and I don't want to eat what I make."
Unlike Jane, her favorite thing over the years is cooking, maybe because of Guan Qizheng. Because he likes to eat the food he cooks, the more she wants to improve her skills, but in the end she finds that what she insists on is just a dream.
Then, Jane said, "But when I have a baby in the future, I can't buy bento like this every day. It's not hygienic and waste money. Oh, I'm so damn, I'm going to get 10,000 yuan a month. I want to rent a house, pay for water and electricity bills, and I have to raise a baby in the future. Milk powder and diapers are so expensive!"
"He has two families to support, but in fact he is under a lot of pressure!" Ning Xiner smiled and shook her head.
Upon hearing this, Jane said, "You seem to understand him quite well?"
Ning Xiner pursed her lips and said, "You said this man has a good life, but he has to enjoy the blessings of all people. Now, he has to raise two wives and two children. I think he has to work hard every day."
"So men are mean, just don't treat them too well!" Jane sighed.
Then, Jane suddenly asked, "By the way, what is your ex-husband coming to you for doing? Are you trying to save you back?"
"That was his one-sided idea." Hearing this, Ning Xiner stopped the smile on her face.
Hearing this, Jane said, "Hey, don't be reserved anymore. Guan Qizheng is really good, rich and capable. In fact, he treats you well, so you should pack up and go back to Jiangzhou with him. Single mothers really can't do it. I can't do it. You are not, you don't have to suffer this hardship with your children!"
Ning Xiner knew that Jane was for her own good, but she shook her head. "Since I made the decision at the beginning
If I have a firm mind, I will not change my original intention. I feel like I can live a good life without him."
When she said this, her hand stroked her raised belly, as if she was comforting the baby. You are as happy as other children without your father.
Seeing Ning Xiner's stubbornness, Jane shook her head helplessly. "Hey, otherwise this is fate. Someone wants you and your baby, but you don't want me. If my devil says that he wants to marry me after divorce, I will probably wake up in a dream."
Seeing Jane's sadness, Ning Xiner patted Jane on the shoulder and said, "Jane, don't blame me for being bad at speaking. People still have to rely on themselves. No one can rely on them. You should still be prepared to take care of your own baby without children!"
Upon hearing this, Jane nodded and smiled, "I know you're right, but women don't want to find a support. With this support, you can always suffer less in this life."
Ning Xiner was speechless about Jane's words.
Indeed, women don’t want a lifelong support, but this support is hard to come by.
During the days that lasted, Ning Xiner accidentally looked downstairs and found Guan Qizheng wandering downstairs.
Seeing his shadow, Ning Xiner couldn't breathe.
However, in the past few days, Guan Qizheng has not bothered me, nor has he called me.
Ning Xiner originally thought that if she was cold for a few days, he would give up, not to mention that the law firm in Jiangzhou was still waiting for him, so he could not stay in Sanya for too long.
However, Ning Xiner's judgment was still wrong.
A week later, Ning Xiner saw that Guan Qizheng still took photos downstairs every day.
He seemed to have nothing to do, turning downstairs every morning, in the afternoon, and in the evening he sat back on the balcony opposite to her.
So, these days, as soon as night falls, Ning Xiner will pull the curtains tightly.
However, every night in the cracks of the curtains, Ning Xiner would still see him sitting on the balcony until the moon is bright and the stars are sparse, until the night is late.
Chapter completed!