Chapter 193 I am a failure
Hearing Zheng Haoran's words, Su Qing stared at him in shock.
He knows Su Zi so much? But now he doesn't seem to know Su Zi at all.
Zheng Haoran then said, "I know Su Zi too much. She will push all her mistakes on others. It's all other people's faults, but she doesn't make any mistakes at all."
Upon hearing this, Su Qing's first reaction was to refute Zheng Haoran. "Zheng Haoran, I don't allow you to say that Su Zi, don't forget that she is your wife!"
Zheng Haoran was a little excited when he saw Su Zi, and was silent for a moment. He did not argue with her, but said calmly: "Su Qing, you will understand slowly in the future, and you will know that I am right."
For a moment, Su Qing was a little confused.
Recalling what Su Zi said to him just now, Su Qing was also very panicked because Zheng Haoran was right. Su Zi just pushed all the responsibility to Su Qing.
"Zheng Haoran, are you prejudiced against Su Zi?" Su Qing's heart was still towards Su Zi.
Seeing that Su Qing didn't believe his words at all, Zheng Haoran smiled bitterly and said, "I know that I didn't say anything about Su Zi. Not only do you not believe it, but you will also blame me. Just pretend that I haven't said it."
He spread his hands and felt very depressed.
Su Qing knew that she could not convince Zheng Haoran, and she could not agree with what Zheng Haoran said.
So, she then said to Zheng Haoran: "Now Su Zi is in confinement after all, and your daughter is very young, so you should be more grateful for many things and don't be as knowledgeable as her. As for what kind of person Su Zi is, I also have my own judgment. You should hurry up and I'm leaving!"
After saying that, Su Qing pulled the box and turned around and left quickly.
She didn't want to say anything more to Zheng Haoran. As for what Zheng Haoran and Su Zi would do in the end, she couldn't control her. As long as she could stay out of the matter, it was the best choice now.
After leaving the community, Su Qing did not call a taxi, but felt exhausted. He pulled the box and walked in a daze for a long time before he found a row of chairs on the street for people to rest and sat down.
Looking at the calm wave of artificial lakes not far away, Su Qing felt that the days of these years seemed like a dream.
She never knows what will happen in the next moment. Every time she is caught off guard and faces something difficult to face.
If everything could be done again, she hoped that she would not go on a blind date with Zheng Haoran that day, so that she would not know Zheng Haoran, maybe Su Zi would not know Zheng Haoran, maybe Su Zi is still happily enjoying life in the pyramid in college.
If everything could be done again, she would never let herself get drunk that night, and would not have any connection with Guan Mushen. If she had not known Guan Mushen, maybe she was still working in the prosperous world. Not to mention worry-free, she would not have lived in such a miserable life as she is now.
Unfortunately, not only can't be done again, but even regret is useless. Now her relationship with Guan Mushen is complicated and embarrassing, and she is almost an enemy with her biological sister. Su Qing really feels that she has failed in this life.
She can’t even grasp love, career, and family affection. How could she put herself in such a situation today?
Ring... Ring...
While Su Qing was thinking about it, his phone suddenly rang.
Su Qing took out his cell phone and saw that it was Guan Qizheng who called him.
Somehow, Su Qing felt very friendly when she saw Guan Qizheng's number. Maybe she needed someone who could give her strength now, and she was really going to be knocked down.
"Hey?" The next moment, Su Qing answered the phone.
"Su Qing, I heard Jiang Hui say that you resigned. What happened? Why did you suddenly resign when you did a good job? And where are you now? Why can't I find you in Qingshan?" Hearing Su Qing's voice, Guan Qizheng asked a series of questions anxiously.
After hearing so many questions, Su Qing didn't know which one to answer first, so he could only answer in a general way: "My sister gave birth and no one was taking care of her at home, so I went back to Jiangzhou to take care of her confinement."
Hearing this, Guan Qizheng was silent for a moment, and then said, "What do you mean is that you won't go back to Qingshan in the future? Are you going to be in Jiangzhou for a long time?" xdw8
This made Su Qing unable to answer because she herself didn't know where to go.
"I don't have any specific plans yet." Su Qing said with a wry smile.
After hearing this, Na Duan smiled and said, "You can plan slowly if you don't plan. You can take good care of your sister's confinement period. I will treat you to dinner in two days. Don't give me a favor. I also want you to see if the clothes I wear you bought are so beautiful!"
"Okay." Su Qing said lightly.
Last time, I changed my clothes and packed them and mailed them to Guan Qizheng. Finally, I returned him a favor.
When Guan Qizheng heard Su Qing agreeing, he was overjoyed, and Su Qing could hear his hearty laughter.
"Then let's just say that, goodbye!"
"Goodbye." Su Qing then hung up the phone.
Su Qing sat in the row of chairs for a long time before calming down his emotions and dragged the box back home.
She didn't want her mother to know that she had a quarrel with Su Zi, for fear that she would worry, and it was really embarrassing to quarrel because of such a thing.
One afternoon, Su Qing was forcing her to smile in front of her mother.
It was not until late at night that Su Qing returned to his room and completely relaxed.
Locking the door, Su Qing leaned against the door panel, feeling complicated...
Life always has to go on, and she has to continue living. The next morning, Su Qing came back strongly and told herself: She is really a young hero who can't be beaten! Although she feels very funny.
"Su Qing, it's time to eat!" Chu Fen shouted at the dining table.
"Here you come." After Su Qing finished washing up, he walked out of the bedroom.
Sitting on the dining table and seeing the sumptuous breakfast on the table, Su Qing couldn't help but widen his eyes. "Mom, is it New Year today?"
There were cured meat, a few pickles, rolls, porridge, and small meat buns on the dining table. It took two hours to prepare these meals in the morning. You can imagine how early my mother got up.
"Damn girl, it's because of you that you haven't eaten at home for so long, so you're afraid that you want to eat the food I cook!" Chu Fen gave Su Qing a blank look and placed a bowl of porridge in front of her.
"I knew my mother loved me the most." Su Qing patted Chu Fen's back of her hand coquettishly.
"Just make me angry." Chu Fen shook his face, but the corners of his mouth were still upturned.
"I will definitely listen to my mother in the future." Su Qing said sweetly, then began to lower her head to eat.
Chapter completed!