Chapter 1942 Difficult to choose
A few days later, Guan Jin came over to have lunch with Qi Xin as usual.
Qi Xin looked up at Guan Jin who was eating with his head down, and he stopped talking.
"Qi Xin, I want to go to Sanya in a few days. Why don't you be with me?" Guan Jin suddenly raised his eyes and asked.
Upon hearing this, Qi Xin couldn't help but frown. "The New Year is in more than half a month, why are you still going to Sanya?"
Guan Jin replied: "There is a project that I need to go and see in person. I can come back in about three to five days. If you and I get up, we can stay there for two more days."
Upon hearing this, Qi Xin lowered his head and said, "I am writing a manuscript now, which is a bit long. I have to finish the manuscript before the New Year, so I still won't go."
When Guan Jin heard that Qi Xin would not go, a hint of disappointment appeared on his face.
Seeing this, Qi Xin quickly reached out and held Guan Jin's hand and comforted him: "I'm waiting for you in Jiangzhou. You can work with peace of mind and come back early."
Hearing this, Guan Jin curled his lips and smiled.
After lunch, Guan Jin lay on the bed for a morning break, but hugged Qi Xin's waist and refused to let her go.
"I still have to... write a manuscript." Qi Xin wanted to get rid of Guan Jin's entanglement.
However, he kissed her earlobe and said, "I have a social event that I can't push away in the evening and can't come over. Why don't you reward me at noon today?"
At this time, Qi Xin touched her still flat belly and said in embarrassment: "I... feel a little uncomfortable these two days."
"What's wrong? Where is it uncomfortable? I'll take you to see a doctor in the afternoon." When he heard that Qi Xin was uncomfortable, Guan Jin immediately stared at Qi Xin nervously and asked.
Qi Xin said with guilty conscience: "It's nothing, it seems... my aunt is coming, so she has a sore waist and back."
After hearing this, Guan Jin's eyes flashed and he said regretfully: "Okay, since my aunt is coming, I'll take a few days off."
After saying that, Guan Jin closed his eyes, but his hands never let go of Qi Xin's hand.
Seeing this, Qi Xin had no choice but to sit by the bed and watch him fall asleep.
That day, after Guan Jin left, Qi Xin suddenly felt a tumbling in his stomach, and then ran into the bathroom and vomited.
Since yesterday, she has had morning sickness and vomited in the sink
After a long time, Qi Xin sat on the toilet tiredly.
These days, she has not been able to sleep well and can’t eat well. She has been wondering what to do with this child?
After thinking about it for a few days, she never came up with the result.
She knew that if Guan Jin knew that she was pregnant, she would definitely give birth to this child. However, if she gave birth to this child, then the child would be an illegitimate child and would always be labeled as an illegitimate child in the future. This is unfair to the child. She does not want her child to grow up in humiliation and ridicule.
However, she couldn't bear to let her abort. These days, she has been sleeping on her lower abdomen every day. This is her and Guan Jin's child, their first child, and she really can't bear to let her go!
After thinking about it, Qi Xin was in a dilemma and didn't know what to do. He could only think carefully and consider it.
That day, Qi Xin went to the supermarket to buy some things and came back.
On the way home, Qi Xin's steps were heavy.
When he was about to get home, Qi Xin suddenly heard two women talking about something in the corner of the wall.
Qi Xin naturally didn't want to eavesdrop on others' words, but the content of the two women's words reminded her of herself.
"The environment in your villa area is good. Look at the greenery and the landscape are much better than our garden villa. The neighbors living in your villa area must be high-end, either rich or noble!" A fashionable woman smiled.
Another woman who was dressed obviously had noble clothes curled her lips and said, "That's not necessarily the case. There are also many unreasonable women living here!"
"What an inappropriate woman?" the fashionable woman asked curiously.
The woman dressed up as a noble woman lowered her voice and said, "There are many mistresses, mistresses, and so on here. Some even gave birth to children for others, but they were all illegitimate children and were shameless!"
"That's right. That day, I saw a young and beautiful woman who seemed to be living nearby. She was chased and beaten by the concubine of the main palace. The child was also pitiful. She kept crying while holding the young woman's thighs." The fashionable woman said gossipingly.
"What's the pity? You don't think about it. Those unreasonable women want to seduce men everywhere because of their youth and beauty, and then destroy others.
In family, such women should be beaten, and they are beaten lightly! Although the children are innocent, the mistress's children are not that innocent. Who made him have such a mother?" The noble woman talked happily.
"If you want to say it, no one is innocent. He is not justified in his reputation and is unsatisfied in enjoying such good living conditions, destroying other people's happiness. It's really unreasonable to be beaten without being beaten a few times!"
"But looking at that child is also very pitiful. He cried while holding his mother's thigh, he should be frightened. Such a child must be mentally unhealthy, and it will be painful when he grows up. The child will be discriminated against by his classmates when he goes to school. Although he is also a child from a wealthy family, he will eventually be unwilling to the upper class, and it will be difficult in the future!"
After listening to their conversation, Qi Xin's face turned pale and then he quickly left.
Back in the room, Qi Xin sat by the bed, his ears were filled with conversations between the two women.
In fact, although their words are unpleasant, they are all true. The illegitimate child is indeed unwilling tolerate by society. Although he can enjoy the rich and frugal food brought by his father, he is not recognized by his father, nor can he enjoy the glory brought by his father. He even lives in people's contempt every day. Instead of letting his children come to the world to suffer, it is better not to let him come.
All day, Qi Xin was worried and touched his still flat belly with his hands, making it difficult to make a choice.
That night, Guan Jin had a social event at 7 o'clock and came to see Qi Xin at 6 o'clock.
"The coffee you make is so fragrant." Guan Jin lowered his head and took a sip of coffee and said.
Upon hearing this, Qi Xin pursed her lips and smiled.
"Why don't you drink?" Guan Jin saw Qi Xin poured only a cup of coffee.
Qi Xin quickly said, "Oh, I have a bad stomach these two days and can't drink coffee."
Hearing this, Guan Jin reached out and grabbed Qi Xin's hand. He said, "I will go to Sanya tomorrow. It will take three or four days to come back at the earliest. You promised me that you must take good care of yourself. If you have any trouble, you will find Secretary Li to solve it. I will leave him in Jiangzhou."
"I understand." Qi Xin nodded.
At this moment, I was a little absent-minded.
He will go to Sanya tomorrow? So she can go to the hospital tomorrow.
Chapter completed!