Chapter 195 Please keep her
Su Qing just wanted to be angry with Mu Shen, but in fact she felt extremely distressed. How could she provoke so many men in the past few years? And there was no peach blossom, all of them were bad peach blossoms.
Guan Mushen put his hands in his pants pocket, staring at Su Qing with a pair of dark eyes and said, "Even if they all have deep love for you, so what? You can't fall in love with them at all. In your heart, you can't forget me."
Although Guan Mushen's words were arrogant, they also completely touched Su Qing's pain.
She didn't want to defend him anymore and gave him a blank look. "It's so shameless!"
After saying that, Su Qing turned around and was about to leave.
When he passed by, Guan Mushen reached out and grabbed Su Qing's arm. This time, the force on his hand was very light.
Su Qing frowned and felt that today's he seemed different from the past. Although he was still domineering, he was obviously not arrogant. There was a hint of melancholy in his eyes. He would touch the weakest string in his heart when he saw it.
His voice softened, as if there was a hint of prayer in his tone. "Su Qing, this child was given to us by God, please leave her!"
Looking up at the man who had hurt himself all over the body, Su Qing reached out and lifted his hand away, and said firmly: "Guan Mushen, this child was given to me by God. I have nothing to do with you. Don't say anything about us in the future."
Seeing her coldness, Guan Mushen frowned, then looked at the endless river water in the distance and said slowly: "No matter what you say, I am the father of the child's blood relationship, and you will never erase this."
"Hmph, my bloody father has nothing to do with me now." Su Qing snorted coldly.
"I don't want to argue with you whether I am the father of the child in your belly. I'm here to remind you that our child died last time. This time I hope you can give birth to the child smoothly to make up for the misfortunes in the past!" Guan Mushen said calmly.
When Su Qing mentioned the dead child, his eyes couldn't help but turn red.
That child is an eternal pain in her heart. If the child was still alive, he would have called him mom now, and it was the time to be cute.
Su Qing admitted that Guan Mushen's words worked. Thinking of the deceased child, her maternal love began to flood all her concerns and defense like sea water. She couldn't bear to give up this child. No matter whether the road ahead was a flat road or a thorny path, she would give birth to the child in her belly.
Seeing Su Qing in sadness and silence, Guan Mushen's eyes slid over a hint of pity, but this light only flashed by.
Then, he looked at Su Qing and said solemnly: "If you want to give birth to this child, I can provide all the conveniences you need!"
Hearing this, Su Qing sneered: "What convenience can you provide? Is it a house or a money? Guan Mushen, don't be too self-righteous, I can give birth to this child by myself!" xdw8
Guan Mushen probably knew that she would definitely refuse, so he did not argue with her, but said softly: "You are a little excited. Go back and calm down. I will look for you in two days!"
After saying that, Guan Mushen, wearing a white shirt, turned around and walked towards the direction he came.
Su Qing looked at the white back disappearing on the road ahead, and felt that he was exhausted. He staggered a few steps and walked to a row of chairs and sat down.
I reached out and stroked my flat belly. It was hard to imagine that there was a small life already fostering here.
Su Qing seemed to be able to feel her existence, and at this moment, she became more determined to keep this child.
Suddenly, Su Qing felt that the ideological pressure she was carrying was too great, and she wanted to put down all the burden.
From now on, she would not think about anything, and as long as she gave birth to this child safely, she would be her greatest happiness.
This child is her hope for life in the future. With her, she will not be lonely in the future, and she will also have a goal to strive for.
Whatever others say or what others think, she doesn’t care about anything. So what if she is an unmarried mother? She has the ability to raise a child by herself and has the confidence to raise her well.
As for Guan Mushen's entanglement with him, he doesn't care if the soldiers come to block him or the water comes to cover him. Even if he has the power, he cannot deprive her children.
After thinking about it, Su Qing stood up again with a lot of confidence and went home with her bag on her back.
As soon as he entered the house, Chu Fen scolded Su Qing.
"Qingqing, where have you gone? Why don't you turn off the faucet? Do you know that when I got back from buying vegetables, there was water in the bathroom and living room?"
Su Qing saw that the water in the living room had been wiped clean and there was an inch of water flowing in the bathroom.
Su Qing took a photo of her forehead. When she went out, she forgot to turn off the faucet. She wasted her sins, and she wasted her sins.
Seeing Chu Fen holding a mop and dragging the water into the sewer, Su Qing quickly snatched the mop from her mother's hand and smiled and said, "Mom, I should have bought a few fish just now and put them in our house."
Chu Fen was amused all of a sudden. Seeing that her mother smiled, Su Qing also laughed.
However, Chu Fen then said with a frown: "Be careful in the future, the water bill this month will explode again!"
"Mom, I'll pay you two hundred yuan in a while, it's enough for you to spend a year." Su Qing said with a smile.
"Damn girl, I'll argue with me!" Chu Fen muttered, then turned around and went to the kitchen to cook.
Su Qing finally dragged the water into the sewer, and suddenly his stomach felt a little nauseous again. He quickly closed the bathroom door, lowered his head and vomited sour water on the edge of the toilet for a while.
After standing in front of the sink, Su Qing looked at herself in the mirror with a slightly bad face and thought to herself: Her pregnancy reaction will definitely get bigger and bigger, it seems that she must leave home as soon as possible.
My mother's conservative thoughts were so angry that Su Zi was pregnant before marriage. Fortunately, Su Zi and Zheng Haoran got married successfully.
If the mother knew that she was pregnant before marriage, she would definitely be angry to death. Moreover, she could not tell who the child's father was. She and Guan Mushen would definitely not get married. It would probably be even more difficult to deal with it at that time. The mother would definitely abort her child resolutely.
No, she has to find a way to leave quickly and not let her mother know all this.
It was agreed that she would spend more days with her mother, but it seemed that she was about to break her promise again, and Su Qing felt very guilty.
Instead of feeling guilty, it is better to do more practical things while you haven't left.
Then, Su Qing opened the bathroom door and went to the kitchen to cook for her mother.
"Mom, I'll take you to the mall to buy two clothes in the afternoon." Su Qing said with a compliment.
"I have clothes to wear, so I don't have to spend money indiscriminately." Although Chu Fen refused, she was still very happy.
"What are you spending money randomly? Is it a filial piety to be a daughter! By the way, there are several attractions near Jiangzhou, which are very good. I will take you out for fun tomorrow." Su Qing said with a smile.
Chapter completed!