Two hundred and thirtieth chapters disturbed heart
Su Qing lowered his head and thought for a few seconds, then looked up, looked back at Guan Qizheng with a firm look, and said, "Qizheng, you are Chunchun's godfather. You are now playing the role of a father. As for me, I have long been calm and I don't want to talk about feelings anymore. At least I don't want to talk about it now. And you are so outstanding, with good character and ability, you should have a better person, not a woman like me who has divorced and has children!"
After so long of understanding, Guan Qizheng is indeed a man who can entrust his life, and he is also moved by his deep affection, but he is not the man who makes his heart throbbing.xdw8
Moreover, Guan Qizheng is too outstanding. He is all of the best in appearance, character, ability, and family background. She cannot be so selfish and put the responsibilities that others should bear on him.
At this moment, Su Qing regretted it a little, regretting the sweaty behavior of holding him last night. Maybe he gave him a hint of hope, so he had such thoughts and actions today.
Originally, she did that out of guilt and gratitude, but now she is in love with her.
"But I think you are the best woman, at least for me." Guan Qizheng looked at Su Qing stubbornly.
Upon hearing this, Su Qing frowned.
She was divorced and brought a child less than one year old. She was born in a grassroots family and had no dazzling career. Is she still a good woman? I wonder what Guan Qizheng's criterion was? Su Qing smiled bitterly in her heart.
Seeing that she didn't say anything, Guan Qizheng said again: "Su Qing, I don't want your answer now. I just hope you can seriously consider my proposal."
"No need to think about it, I can answer you now, I can't agree." The next moment, Su Qing met Guan Qizheng's eyes, his tone was firm and there was no room for negotiation.
Upon hearing this, Guan Qizheng frowned, rubbed the steering wheel in his hands with his hands, and said, "Chunchun is getting older and older. She needs a normal family. Have you ever thought that when she becomes a little sensible, she will ask your father where he is? How do you fill in the father's column when she goes to kindergarten? And Chunchun's mental health issues, have you considered these? Children from single-parent families will encounter many problems in the future, which is very unfavorable to their growth. If we can make a decision when Chunchun is still ignorant, then she will be my daughter in the future. We are a happy family, and Chunchun will not be affected at all."
Hearing this, Su Qing was silent and his eyes were no longer so firm.
She actually thought about these things, but she always thought it was still early. Chunchun still has two years to go to kindergarten, but time flies, and that day will eventually come. She really has no solution to this problem.
"Of course, you have to consider your own happiness, Su Qing, I have loved you for a long time. My feelings for you are real. I can confirm my own feelings and take the responsibility I should bear in the future. I just want you to give me a chance!" Guan Qizheng looked at Su Qing sincerely and said.
Su Qing must admit at this moment that Guan Qizheng's words really had a great impact on her thoughts, especially Chunchun's problem.
However, she still didn't want to force herself to do things she didn't want to do, not to mention that Guan Qizheng deserves better. Her current situation in front of him is really ashamed of herself.
So, the next moment, Su Qing decisively interrupted him. "Qizheng, don't mention this to me again in the future. I treat you as a good friend. There is absolutely no love between men and women. Moreover, Chunchun has a godfather like you, which is already her fate. She really doesn't have the blessing to make you her guardian! I'm late, I won't say much to you, goodbye."
After saying that, Su Qing resolutely got out of the car and walked quickly towards the building ahead.
Guan Qizheng looked at her leaving back until she disappeared into the building ahead, then pounded the steering wheel with her fist, and the horn made a sharp whistle sound. Then, the car quickly drove into the lane and disappeared from the spot like lightning...
That day, Su Qing was still late.
She sat at the desk a little absent-minded and absent-minded. Guan Qizheng disrupted her peaceful heart.
In terms of relationships, Su Qing knew very well that she only had gratitude and appreciation for Guan Qizheng, and did not feel the same as being moved by her heart. However, the problems Chunchun had to face in the future were what she cared about and was most tangled.
After thinking about it, Su Qing knew that it was futile to entanglement. She definitely could not accept Guan Qizheng's proposal because she did not want to repay her kindness with emotion, so she still did it down-to-earth and was more meaningful to do it now, be yourself, and support a sky for spring and spring.
So in the future, Su Qing worked harder and worked harder to build his own Taobao store, hoping to earn enough money and buy Chunchun a home that really belonged to them, mother and daughter.
In the following days, Guan Qizheng went out early and came back late, and did not see anyone. Su Qing also consciously avoided him. He felt a little embarrassed to meet the two again. He hoped that maybe after these few days, everyone would forget about the things that day and they could get along like before.
That night, Guan Qizheng couldn't help but run over to see Chunchun and bought a new doll for Chunchun.
Guan Qizheng was holding Chunchun and Chunchun was holding a doll. The two were extremely happy. Chunchun liked Guan Qizheng very much, and the fat little hand touched his face from time to time.
Seeing this scene, Su Qing felt a little moved. She was grateful to Guan Qizheng in her heart. He played the role of a father. Chunchun is not much different from other children now. But gradually she became sensible and maybe things would be different. Su Qing felt a little unwilling to let Chunchun grow up.
After playing for a while, Chunchun's upper and lower eyelids had a little fight. Sister Yu stepped forward and smiled and said, "Lawyer Guan, Chunchun is sleepy, will I take her to bed?"
"Okay." Although Guan Qizheng was still a little reluctant to leave, he lowered his head and kissed Chunchun's chubby little face, and then handed Chunchun to Sister Yu.
Chunchun, holding the doll, was carried into the bedroom by Sister Yu. For a moment, only Su Qing and Guan Qizheng were left in the living room.
Su Qing pursed her lips and smiled: "Chunchun is still a child. The doll you bought is too expensive. Just buy a cheaper one for her to play with."
The doll that Guan Qizheng bought for Chunchun was a Barbie doll, which was very expensive. Su Qing thought that one would cost seven or eight hundred yuan.
"I can't buy something bad for my goddaughter. Don't worry, I'm a lawyer and earn a lot of money!" Guan Qizheng joked.
Chapter completed!