Chapter One Hundred and Seventy-Fourth: Heart and Mind(1/2)
His dim eyes kept staring at a certain place. The vague feelings of gains and losses in his heart gradually came to his mind.
He slowly untied his belt with both hands, and just as he was about to take off his clothes and put them down around his waist, the door slowly opened. He turned around and stared, seeing the situation, he subconsciously put it on again in a panic.
As soon as Murong Haochen came in, he saw her looking so flustered when she was changing clothes, and the corners of her mouth could not help but slightly raise.
"What are you doing to see me so scared?"
Walking behind her, he stepped forward and hugged her body, leaning against each other, and whispered slowly: "You don't have to pay attention to what your brother said. We don't need these identities between us. It's not easy to get along with her."
If there is no barrier between you and me, I don't want to go back to the way it was at the beginning."
He would always remember that she was so indifferent to him at the beginning, without even looking at her. Now that he finally got her letter, he didn't want to love her like this again.
He never understood her heart, but he never felt truly tired.
"Actually, what my brother said is correct."
Holding her clothes tightly with both hands, she turned around and snuggled into his arms: "When we return to the palace, we will always be separated no matter in private. You will always be the emperor. This is an identity that cannot be erased."
The love of an emperor is always timid. He dares not love or give his sincerity. True and false become eternal.
And she didn't know what kind of feelings they had for him, but this love was so tiring.
"If you are willing, once we have a child, I will pass the throne to him, just the two of us without anyone disturbing us. If you don't want our child to inherit, I can give the throne to my tenth brother."
Hearing this, she gently pushed his body away from his arms and looked at him with annoyed eyes, but he had a meaningless look on his face.
"You're talking nonsense again. How can you do this randomly?"
As soon as she finished speaking, she gradually realized how she could lose her temper with him. She held his hands, lowered her eyes and whispered: "You can't say these words because of my carelessness, which will make me completely guilty."
"
He actually likes the way she accuses him when she is angry, instead of being obedient and well-behaved. She is the most real Ye Yilan. He clasped the back of her head with one hand and whispered in her ear: "
Then don't care about each other's identities."
Don’t care? Seriously, can you not care?
Looking at him dubiously, Ye Yilan couldn't see any impurity in his eyes.
He slowly let go of her body and walked to the side to undress and take off his belt. Seeing that she was still there, he couldn't help but jokingly said: "If you don't change your clothes, I will have to wait on you."
Hearing this, Ye Yilan looked at herself subconsciously, turned her back to him shyly, and slowly took off her clothes.
Instead, they saw that he had already laid down on the mattress and walked slowly to the bed, but the two of them kept looking into each other's eyes.
His affectionate eyes made her lower her eyes shyly, and she didn't know when her body had been lifted up by him and put on the mattress. A gentle voice gradually reached her ears: "Go to bed early, tomorrow
You still have to go back to the palace."
"Are you going back tomorrow?"
They had been outside the palace all day today, and the time passed very quickly, and they were about to return to the palace in a blink of an eye. It seemed that she had become accustomed to all this and did not want to go back to the palace.
"If you don't want to go, I can pick you up later. After all, the time for marriage is running out." These days, he will not force her to return to the palace, but she will live more comfortably outside the palace.
He had never seen the long-lost smile before. He curled his lips and leaned over to kiss her forehead. "Stop talking and get some rest early."
Ye Yilan turned around and fell asleep on her side. In the past, he would hug himself to sleep, but now...
When he closed his eyes and fell asleep, he noticed that the person behind him was close to his body, hugging him tightly. He smiled and slowly opened his eyes: "What's wrong? But you can't sleep?"
"Every time I am angry with you, you will cling to me. Do you ever feel tired? Do you think I am unreasonable?" She has hidden these words in her heart for a long time. If she doesn't say it tonight,
The worries in her heart will trouble her.
Tonight, she felt that she had gone too far and should not treat him like this. She regarded all his love as random and unreasonable.
"It's really tiring. How to think about giving you the best, how to win your heart, all of this is very tiring." He reached out and hugged her body. He knew that she needed safety, but now he didn't want to give it any more.
, afraid that all this will become a habit instead of love. But once I meet her, my heart has always been soft, and I can't help but want to give her everything.
"However, these are all things I do willingly, so why do you have to worry about it? If you really feel guilty, then fall in love with me."
It can be seen that as long as he falls in love in his heart, maybe everything will change.
But it seems that this love cannot be given back.
"Haochen, I..."
Murong Haochen listened to her hesitating voice, tilted his head, kissed her cheek with hot lips, and said with relief: "If you don't know what you want to say, you don't have to speak."
She really didn't know how to speak, there was too much gap between them. The secrets in her heart and his hiding everything were obstacles that they could never get over.
"Are you tired?"
Hearing his long sigh in response, you knew that he must be tired today. Your hand slowly reached into his chest and whispered softly: "Tonight, just let me hold you to sleep, okay? You don't want to in the future
If you hug me, you don’t have to hug me."
He closed his eyes and couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth slightly after hearing this.
Sometimes, he really couldn't do anything to her.
Before, it was just because of the fear of alienation, but now she has to learn to guess his thoughts, and can't just rely on what she sees in front of her and make herself worried.
Listening to his gentle breathing, I raised my eyes slightly and stared, seeing that there was no frown between his brows, I didn't dare to disturb him anymore.
Murong Haochen, I have never dared to face you, for fear that all you have given me would be in vain. I also don’t want to see the two of you split up.
I said that if such a day comes, I will definitely choose to stand by your side and support all your decisions. However, I don't want that day to come.
All because of fear.
The cold moon is full of love, which makes it worthy of anger and infatuation.
The heart is tender and lingering.
Parting with deep grudges and deep roots of love.
next day
Ye Yilan opened the curtain and looked at her father and brother standing outside the house. The smile on her lips was just to cover up the reluctance in her heart.
The figures looking at them like this gradually disappeared from his sight, and he recovered in an instant.
Seeing him sitting calmly and calmly, with the doting look in his eyes, I watched him deeply.
"If you don't want to go back, it's still too late to get off the bus."
Ye Yilan knew the meaning of his words. After all, the marriage was not far away. Presumably his thoughts were not on her. In this way, she naturally had to know everything she planned about Han Xin.
Sitting next to him, holding his arm tightly, she pretended to sigh and said, "What if I'm not here and you sleep with other concubines?"
Murong Haochen looked down at her and pursed her lips secretly. He was extremely serious and said coldly and arrogantly: "Isn't that just right? You don't want to have children with me, so of course they can."
Hearing this, Ye Yilan raised her eyes, without the slightest hint of smile on her lips, and stared with indifferent eyes: "In your eyes, are children really that important?"
Whenever the subject of bedtime is mentioned, he will always mention the word "child". If he really likes it, but he...
"Are you overthinking it again?" He hugged her body and leaned against her ear very intimately, whispering softly. "It's just that there is nothing about sex between us, so I'm naturally worried that you won't want to be with her in the future.
What if I come together?"
In fact, he wasn't worried about this at all, after all, he had never really gotten her.
He raised his eyes, and at that moment they looked at each other, without any room for escape.
"Then you want to solve it as soon as possible so that I can't escape, right?"
He deliberately raised his eyebrows, nodded and said, "It's naturally a good thing that you have this awareness."
The smile that raised at the corner of his mouth gradually disappeared. There was a hint of melancholy in his eyes, staring at the curtain blown by the breeze from a distance in front of him.
Xiao Yanlu once said that her body was delicate and needed good conditioning, and sex should not be rushed. But sometimes he wanted her, and would stop as soon as he saw her tense.
He said this just to let her know that he needs a child that belongs to them.
He just didn't know if she could fully accept him at this moment. He would wait, and she would wait for another opportunity.
But unfortunately, he never knew whether she would change.
Ye Yilan looked at his extremely intimate behavior with his arms around her waist since he got off the carriage. She felt a little uneasy for him while walking in such a conspicuous place.
"What's wrong?"
Murong Haochen looked back and saw that she looked lost, and asked with a smile.
"Everyone knows that the emperor has contracted the cold, but now..."
Hearing this, he laughed softly and sighed leisurely. Seeing that she was so worried about everything, he shook his head helplessly.
He stopped, held her face in his hands, and looked at her affectionately: "If anyone dares to discuss it, there will be no way around him."
Ye Yilan subconsciously reached out to cover his lips and warned softly: "Don't get angry, but you forgot?"
"I forgot." The doting smile stretched upwards endlessly, outlines the tip of her nose in an amusing way.
"Don't worry, no one will pass by this road."
Murong Haochen's affectionate eyes kept staring at her, and when he slowly leaned down for a kiss, Ye Yilan immediately hid behind him shyly when she saw the situation.
Wan'er's smiling face made him look deeply at her smile.
To be continued...