If you walk through all the mountain streams and search the world in this life, just to always look at your face.

If in this life she wears plain clothes and has a clear face, and touches the strings with soft fingers, it is just to tease the nightmare again.

If in this life, my eyebrows are furrowed and my makeup is ruined, my love is in poetry, just to see each other until the end of my life.

If you go to the underworld alone in this life and stick to the other shore, you will only forget the love of crossing the river.

If there is no such life, I hope this life will be haunted by dreams.

My soul is haunted by dreams, just because I only have room for you in my heart.

The moonlight is floating, and the night is caged today. There is wine today and I am drunk now. I am dreaming about joy and the sound of love.

The ink on the tip of the pen smudged and spread. She wanted to record everything. No matter what her mood was, her heart had always been sad and she had never been truly happy. Perhaps it was because of the absence of one person that she was like this.

Put down the pen in his hand, walked to the courtyard, and looked at the word "lan" carved on the purple magnolia tree.

The bitter taste has been spreading in my heart, refusing to fade away: "Do you think I went too far?"

She shouldn't ignore him because of her temporary emotions. But when she heard that he was canonized, she felt extremely uncomfortable in her heart.

"My queen is not wrong."

Zi Ling stood behind her and was concerned in silence. Her Majesty shouldn't blame herself for this matter for so long. After all, women understand women better. The Emperor just pursued blindly and forgot about his original intention.

Seeing that the empress's face was always sad, he suddenly felt a little anxious for her. He slowly stepped forward and comforted him: "The empress has been tolerant enough. If the empress insists on not keeping the child, the emperor will not have any worries. Everything the empress has done is because of

Your Majesty. Your Majesty, you should lower yourself when your Majesty is in a mood."

Put down your posture?

Over time, she almost forgot that he was an emperor. Even though she had no figure, she could not change this fact.

What Zi Ling said was nothing more than saying that no matter how he treated himself, the invisible identity in him had never dissipated.

If a man loves face, how can he be criticized by a woman?

Is there any real complaint in his heart?

He stretched out his hand to touch the lines of the word, and when his fingertips were gentle, he could recall the original scene in his mind. It seemed that nothing had changed, but he had become himself. What he had given me had always been something I had never cherished.

He slowly lowered his hand, raised a faint smile at the corner of his mouth, and stared at a trace of confusion in his eyes, asking: "This time, he didn't catch up. Do you think he really can't tolerate his temper?"

Could it be that what I said yesterday became a necessary dream?

"No. Your Majesty, don't think wildly." So he concealed it. "Your Majesty asked Your Majesty to calm down, for fear of making Your Majesty unhappy again."

"He, really said that?"

Meditation? He feels that he is not calm enough at this moment?

Zi Ling nodded silently and said: "The Emperor will come later, please rest early."

But she didn't tell him that. Only in this way, the empress would not make random guesses.

"Mother, the night is already dark, but you still want to relax?"

"No need to follow."

Zi Ling watched her empress walk out of Qinlan Palace, feeling a little uneasy: Although the night had just fallen a few hours ago, her mood was extremely difficult to recover, and she was afraid...

Just as he entered the threshold, a figure suddenly appeared. Before he could see his face clearly, his hand was held in his palm.

The feeling was extremely familiar, and I didn't want to break away at all.

But I heard that deep voice: "Follow me."

Under the moonlight, she saw his face clearly. His appearance never felt the slightest surprise.

Under that mask, I have never really seen clearly. But with him by my side, I have a lot of things to say in my heart.

"Miss, I feel that my mood is much more relaxed here."

Ye Yilan was sitting on the steps in the pavilion, looking at the stream in front of her. The sound of gurgling water, and the moment she closed her eyes, her mood seemed to have changed slightly.

He slowly opened his eyes and smiled: "You better understand me."

When Nian Qing saw the corners of the young lady's lips rising involuntarily into a smile, she felt extremely happy in her heart.

"Young lady has never been able to hide her worries in front of Nian Qing."

What's on her mind? Her heart was indeed very heavy, weighing her down so much that she could hardly breathe. She leaned against his side and said with a faint smile: "Do you know the meaning of 'the leaves have morning dew, and the hibiscus branches have no flowers'?"

?"

After hearing this, he couldn't help but look at her. The smile in her eyes was bitter.

She had never been truly happy. The smiles she had in the past were only for a moment.

But what should he do to make her truly happy?

Ye Yilan heard that he had no reaction at all, and raised the corners of her bitter mouth slightly, muttering to herself: "People's hearts are fickle. Even he doesn't know why I gave her the word 'Hibiscus'."

He murmured to himself: "People's hearts are changeable?"

"Actually, everyone's heart changes. Even I started to become different from who I was before."

My original self?

If it were me back then, maybe there shouldn't be love between them.

There was a trace of redness in her slightly moist eyes, and the pearly light had already covered her sight. She slowly said in a choked voice: "Do you think if nothing had happened, would he and I still be like this?"

What if it didn't happen?

Hearing the choked voice, it was extremely harsh and harsh to his ears. He lowered his eyes and looked at her eyes, which were moistened several times.

However, his hands could not restrain themselves from wanting to comfort her, and gently stroked her hair. The eyes under the mask were full of love: "Nian Qing heard about that incident. The emperor went too far.

"

"What if I was the one who forced you to do this?" He stood up from his shoulders, turned sideways, and raised his eyes to stop the tears from falling.

Nian Qing saw that she was unwilling to cry, and kept his hesitant hand behind her, but resolutely clenched his fist and slowly put it down.

After Ye Yilan choked up several times, she started talking to herself, as if just to speak to herself: "Actually, I also regret it. If I didn't keep that child, he might be happy. But not, so I have been adapting to it.

I."

regret?

In fact, you really shouldn't stay.

He lowered his eyes and looked at his hands, but he shook his head bitterly and said, "Miss, your heart is too kind."

"Are you kind?" When she turned around, she looked at him with doubtful eyes. For some reason, tears fell involuntarily.

She has never felt that she was kind.

The moment Nian Qing saw her crying, he could no longer control his heart and took her body into his arms. Hearing the voice of grievance, slowly spread.

"When Lan Shan knelt in front of me and told me to keep her child. She kept saying that this was the emperor's only flesh and blood. At that moment, I really wanted to make the decision for him. That was because I knew him, and he wouldn't

He wants that child. He only said that he only wants me and his child. But I just care. Since he has done this, why didn't he tell me."

Only in front of Nian Qing would she have the courage to tell her what was in her heart. From beginning to end, he was the only person she could trust. Only he could tolerate herself and listen to these ridiculous secrets.

He bit his clenched fists, not wanting to make any crying sound. But his tears had already wet his clothes.

"Perhaps the emperor just doesn't know how to speak, and he doesn't want the young lady to know. But who would have thought that such a thing would happen."

The hand on one side was already clenched into a fist, but a trace of affection flashed through his eyes under the shadow.

Listening to her suppressed cries, whenever she felt better, she felt pain.

"Actually, I have been angry with myself and have no intention of arguing with him. Why can't he be more tolerant of me?"

In her heart, what she fears most is that one day he will no longer have any tolerance for her. In fact, he cannot be blamed at all for this matter. After all, what happened because of herself made him feel sad along with her, and the real culprit was

The culprit is himself. Otherwise, that person will have another opportunity to take advantage of him.

She always believed what he said, "Murong Haochen only loved Ye Yilan in his whole life." No matter how similar that person was to her, he had never been moved. That night, he was just drunk and confused his mind. This was not

It's his fault. After all, in his troubles, he still only loves himself.

She stood up from his arms, wiped away the tears with her own hands, lowered her eyes and said, "Do you think I have become selfish?"

"This is not selfishness, this is love."

After hearing her say so much, everyone has selfishness. But her selfishness is too deep. It is love.

Seeing her blaming herself so much makes everyone feel sad when they see her.

But love?

Hearing this, she grabbed his sleeve tightly, looked at him expectantly and asked: "Then tell me, does he still love me?"

Nian Qing therefore avoided her eyes, coughed lightly and said, "Miss, you should ask yourself."

"Can't ask." His words were like a sword piercing her heart, suddenly. "I don't dare to ask. Even if I cry, I can only cry secretly. I don't want him to see it, because this

He feels guilty and makes amends to me for this matter. But, it’s really tiring."

Seeing her full of tears, her affectionate smile and genuine doting, he reached out and gently stroked away her tears. A gentle voice came like a stream, gurgling: "If you want to cry in the future, you can go to Nian Qing. The emperor won't see you."
To be continued...