Chapter 309: A lifetime of hopeless hope(1/2)
The embroidered curtain is half-rolled with silk fabric, and it has tied itself into a cocoon, but I don't even know it.
It's as if we don't know each other, spring has passed and winter has passed, and we meet again after a long journey.
Writing a pen evokes lovesickness, and the falling flowers are heartlessly buried in the mud.
Leaning on the railing and looking forward to the king's shadow, spring has passed and winter has passed, leaving me to sigh.
A lamp of oil seems to be gradually extinguished, and the whole courtyard is filled with lovesickness.
Looking up all my life, spring has gone and winter has passed, and I will end up old and helpless.
A man stood under the tree in the courtyard and couldn't help sighing. His face was full of sorrow, and he could not tell the glory of his life.
A lifetime of glory and a lifetime of prosperity?
It's far worse than having one person to look after each other all your life. Even if you give me a little tenderness, it's like living in this jade palace, suffering from wasted and lonely nights.
She is not as good as the empress, and the emperor goes to Fengque Palace every month. But her understanding of the emperor's temperament is probably just pretending.
The Emperor has only entered this Qiongyu Palace once, and has never given him even a single favor.
And the emperor was so in love with Ye Yilan that he was still a virgin. If Lan Shan hadn't told her, how would she have known about it. Anyone who heard this would be surprised. After all, the emperor and Ye Yilan spent the whole day together.
They are inseparable, so how can they be without bed curtains?
However, I learned from Lan Shan that when she informed the Empress Dowager about the matter, she was afraid that the Empress Dowager would express her condolences according to her temperament. However, I don't know if this condolences will have any results.
Watching the leaves falling lightly with my own eyes, I reached out my hand to catch them without any hesitation. A bitter smile appeared at the corner of my mouth, and I sighed silently: "It's not yet the season of withered leaves, but these leaves have also followed suit."
It's just about my own state of mind. Do you think I'm too lonely?"
He threw the fallen leaves in his hand aside with disdain, his eyes filled with a deeper look than before: He asked why there are so many unfair things in this world and why everything is so cold and cold. It makes people feel pain all their lives.
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"Where are you going, Madam?"
After hearing this, Xia Muling never stopped walking and warned, "You don't have to follow me."
She had always been in this palace in the past, and no one had ever been completely comfortable. She did not want Qiongyu Palace to become a cold palace. It was no colder than Changsun Wanji Fengque Palace here.
The only thing that is cold is the human heart.
But when I remembered that Princess Wenxuan came here yesterday, she mentioned that her brother had cut off contact with King Wenxuan since he came back from Jiangnan. He said that he would never interfere in the affairs between King Wenxuan and the emperor again.
Although Xia Muling didn't know what happened, she said she wanted to persuade her brother, but she might not be able to do it.
She understands her brother's temperament and how once a decision is made, it cannot be changed by others.
Xia Qianyi walked slowly, with a happy smile on her lips. She had just come out of Huizhu Pavilion, and she had been embroidering silk handkerchiefs for several days along the way, and she actually smiled foolishly.
The moment he raised his eyes, he saw the figure in front of him and immediately put the silk handkerchief in his arms carefully.
"I didn't expect to meet Miss Su here."
When Su Xiaoman saw this person appearing here, she was also curious to meet him here. Obviously the matter had been settled long ago, but she still felt a little afraid of him.
"You, how did you know..."
Xia Qian also saw her silently taking a step back. It must have been that everything that had been done to her had become the most feared thing in her heart.
"The emperor took your family back and changed your surnames back to you. How can we hide this matter?" After looking at her carefully, there was one thing that he didn't need to remember, but he had to remember it as soon as he saw her.
Don't mention secondary matters.
He raised his lips and smiled and said, "Miss Su, on the other hand, put on a good show that night and made me fall into the trap set by the girl."
trap?
That night, she had indeed set up a trap. After all, the incident had long since passed, and he could not do anything to him at the moment. Pretending to be indifferent, she looked directly into his eyes and said without fear: "If I don't do this,
Cui Hao will not get the antidote."
Meeting him again now, for some reason, Su Xiaoman felt that he was completely different from the first time they met.
Unexpectedly, one knows that the Yin Mansion has become the Su Mansion. And who is he and why does he appear here?
Antidote?
Hearing this, Xia Qianyi frowned, grabbed her hand, and asked in a low voice: "What do you know?"
Only he and Ye Yilan knew about this matter. He didn't believe that she had already told others about it. And Ye Yilan was by no means such a person who did not believe her words.
"I don't know about this. When my cousin took out the antidote, I knew it must have been given by you yourself." This time, she really didn't panic. After all, how could she care if she was so happy when she got the antidote that day?
On the contrary, it was him who reacted so greatly. He shook his hand away hard and asked with a slight smile, "Why, is the young master feeling guilty?"
"Guilty conscience? It's a joke."
He would feel guilty about this matter again. Seeing that she didn't know anything about it, Murong Haochen must not have known about it either. If he knew, how could he let it go. On the contrary, everything has been too peaceful recently.
The moment Xia Qianyi was about to speak, a very familiar voice suddenly came from behind her, and she firmly put the words in her heart.
"Brother, why are you here so early in the morning?"
As soon as Xia Muling walked in, she saw her brother and a woman together, so she couldn't help but curiously stepped forward to ask. Instead, when she saw your woman in front of her, standing between the two of them, she asked in confusion: "This
yes..."
"She is the emperor's cousin." He was very impartial about her appearance. Fortunately, he did not hear the previous words between them.
"It turns out that you are the emperor's cousin."
Hearing is better than seeing, but she has been wearing a veil all the time, so her face has not been seen clearly. On the contrary, as soon as she gets close to her, she avoids him.
At that moment, Xia Muling was a little overwhelmed and smiled and said: "In the past few days, I have heard that the emperor's cousin has entered the palace, but today I got to see her."
"I didn't know that he and his wife were brother and sister."
Just now she saw that she called the man her brother, but she was dressed like a queen, so she concluded from this. And the expression of that man at this time was indeed different from before, as if he was a second person.
"Brother, you and this Miss Su know each other."
"It's not that we are acquaintances." Seeing this scene, he explained. "It's just that Miss Su was looking in the wrong direction in the palace and came here to ask."
Looking in the wrong direction?
After hearing this, Su Xiaoman gradually realized that the delay here was too long, and slightly bowed her head: "Since we already know the way to Qinlan Palace, I won't disturb you two."
Seeing that she was in such a hurry, Xia Muling said that she was going to Qinlan Palace. He must have gone to the palace to see her these days. It turned out that in everyone's heart, only Ye Yilan was the most important.
"Ling'er, why is there no one following you?"
He saw that no one was following her, so he couldn't help but ask what she was doing.
"In this palace, identity is just a decoration after all. It is still not as good as the one from Qinlan Palace."
Now, she has seen through it. As long as she passes by, why don't the surrounding slaves call her Concubine Shu. But in this palace, the person with the highest status is not the queen Changsun Guanji, but Chen Zhao, who is deeply loved by the emperor.
instrument.
Based on this, everyone can clearly see who the emperor's most favored concubine is in this palace. No matter how high the concubine's position is, she is not as good as the previous Zhaoyi.
From beginning to end, no matter how hard she tried, she still couldn't get it. Even if the emperor gave half of the queen's rights, it was probably just charity.
Xia Qianyi heard what she said, and felt that there was a bit of jealousy in it. He turned her body back in front of him, and looked at her accurately in his eyes. He frowned and said in confusion:
"In the past, you said you were pretty well-behaved, but today you seem a bit mean."
"Brother, is this how you look at your own sister?"
mean?
This sentence has always been said to me since I was a child. On the contrary, that sentence has also become a mean person in the eyes of my brother.
What should I do now to stop being so mean?
He shook his head silently, but smiled helplessly: "Ling'er just doesn't understand why she can get the emperor's favor if she also has a brother. And brother, you never ask me what my sister is doing in the palace.
Anyway, let me fend for myself in this palace."
Obviously, Ye Yilan also has an older brother, and the distance is really big. Now, Ye Xunyu is in charge of the army in the palace. He is just a mentor to the Ye family, but now he is nobler than anyone else. Because
, is it a title bestowed upon a talented woman of the first rank by the late emperor?
And she couldn't look like a loser just because she was inferior to Ye Yilan in everything.
"What you're saying is all nonsense. It's getting more and more ridiculous."
What is self-destruction?
Xia Qian also heard that these were all excuses for her nonsense. In the past, Ling'er was not an unreasonable person. Now, maybe for a favor, she has turned herself into what she is now. At the beginning,
Then you should not agree to enter this palace.
"If my brother doesn't help me, who can help me?"
When she saw her brother angry, she grabbed his sleeve tightly and begged him several times: "Brother, have you forgotten that Ling'er is your sister?"
"Of course I will never forget it. No matter what happens, my brother will protect you."
Even if in the end, she really hates her out of love and does ridiculous things, he will naturally protect her. After all, from the moment Lan Shan got pregnant, he noticed something strange about her. Naturally, she has the most temperamental
She couldn't understand it. Naturally, even if she couldn't protect her, there would still be Ye Yilan. She had promised to do this, and she would not break the contract.
To be continued...