Chapter three hundred and forty seventh: why is the heart uneasy(1/2)
The eyes are eager to see, but the heart is not yet resting.
Why do you relieve your worries and feel uneasy?
When I find the sound of thinking, my heart is not worried.
When the person lying in his arms opened his eyes slightly, he saw that he had not rested yet, but was looking at the memorial in his hand.
In the past few days, I don't know why he was worried. Unexpectedly, he has been frowning. Suddenly, that level of identity seems to be far away. There may be an obstacle between them, preventing each other from being together safely.
He couldn't help but reach out and touch his eyebrows. How could he stop frowning and think about one thing.
Before Murong Haochen could even look at her, he held her hand tightly before looking back at her affectionate pair.
Instead, when he saw her, he immediately pulled his hand away and stopped looking at her.
"Lan'er, are you worried?"
Worried?
I couldn't help but feel nervous in my heart. I raised my eyes with a forced smile and said, "No."
I thought he would question me after I said these words, but instead he was extremely indifferent and didn't investigate anything at all. This was a lot different from the past.
Nowadays, he is focused more on memorials. He has never seen him. He has been busy with government affairs these days and feels uneasy.
If she wanted to comfort him, she didn't know everything and how she could help him out.
He heard the words "nothing", but he was extremely worried that she had something and refused to say anything. Now, whether it was Ye Xunyu's matter or the Changsun family matter, all these things were weighing on her.
In other words, more often than not, I have to bear all this silently.
But the most unbearable thing is that she has been by his side but never told the truth.
When I saw him put down the memorial in his hand and hugged me into my arms, I felt very much like last night. After lying down indifferently, I didn't say a word.
She moved her body slightly, her fingertips hesitated on the side of his face and did not dare to touch him at will. Looking at his resting appearance, she whispered: "Tomorrow, Man'er wants me to leave the palace."
"Today, I asked her to enter Chenlan Palace, not to ask you to accompany her out of the palace."
If she hadn't been bored all day in Chenlan Palace, she would have let Man'er come in to accompany her, but he never thought that she would have to leave the palace. Naturally, he didn't want to in his heart.
Hearing his reluctance, he pretended to be indifferent and let out a long sigh: "I remember that there is a jade on West Street, and I wanted to give it to you on the Mid-Autumn Festival. Since you don't want to, I won't go."
Suddenly, Murong Haochen opened his eyes and looked at hers from the opposite side. He stretched out his hand to touch her face and looked at each other affectionately: "What you said is nothing more than asking me to promise you.
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Listening to it, naturally these words were just meant for him to hear. What's more, what Man'er said is right, people in the palace will become anxious all day long. Now, my brother is not in the palace, but he has not visited his father for some days.
.In the middle of January, my father often came to visit me, and then left in a hurry.
How could it be like this if it were in the mansion?
"Now that you know, what are your plans?"
With this affectionate look, he didn't even hear what she just said clearly. He looked at her and couldn't help but said: "If there is something that concerns the entire Ye family, will they hate me?"
Hold a grudge?
Suddenly, she seemed to feel extremely uneasy in her heart. She stood up from his arms and looked at him with focused eyes: "But what happened?"
At that moment, even he himself didn't know how to say these words. He smiled lightly and said: "I was just joking with you, why should I take it seriously."
"But please tell me, this matter is not a joke."
If he was joking, the charm in his eyes just now could not be deceived.
Distraught, he turned to his side and said lazily with a sigh of relief: "You are overthinking it."
Think more?
Seeing that he didn't want to stand up and hug her at this moment, but instead turned his back. He raised his eyebrows and pretended to be annoyed and whispered angrily: "Is it because I'm overthinking it, or you have something to hide? It's obvious to me that you are
..."
Before she could finish her words, he lifted up the quilt and said indifferently: "It's late at night, you should rest."
Seeing him about to leave, I felt extremely uneasy: "Where are you going?"
"It's too stuffy in the house, let's go out for a walk."
Too boring?
In the past, he would never have said these words. It must have been those words that made him so upset.
Resolutely, he also got out of bed, but he saw this situation, so he immediately took her hand and asked in confusion: "What are you doing?"
Hearing his words, there was still some worry. He pursed his lips and smiled sadly, pretending to be angry and said: "I am not used to living in Chenlan Palace, so I want to go back."
"Are you going to have a disagreement with me over this little thing?"
He finally let her stay with him, how could he let her leave like this halfway.
He will never let her go.
"But you just wanted to go out for some fresh air. Naturally, I was afraid..."
They hugged each other tightly and affectionately, and said with guilt: "I have indeed been a little upset in the past few days, I'm sorry."
His behavior just now was indeed too extreme. Just because he didn't want to face all her questioning, he could only leave her. He didn't want to make her unhappy, but he didn't want to have too much trouble in this matter.
conversation. What’s more, this incident all started because of myself.
That "I'm sorry"; instead, Ye Yilan buried herself deeply in his arms and couldn't help but laugh muffledly. It seemed that only in this way would he put down all his body to coax him.
Gradually, he lowered his eyes and looked at the woman in his arms. He suddenly frowned and pushed her away, but he saw that she was actually snickering. She narrowed her eyes and smiled coldly: "How dare you lie to me."
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When Murong Haochen saw her smile, he realized that he had been deceived by her just now. He hugged her into the bed and pressed her hard under him.
When he bit her neck hard, she knew it was a punishment for herself, but he knew it was a scam and didn't get angry.
"Haochen, please let me go."
Hearing this, Murong Haochen looked at the bite marks on her neck, but the corners of his mouth slightly raised, he reached out to hook the tip of her nose, raised his eyebrows and said, "Now, do you know how to beg for mercy?"
Ye Yilan smiled and whispered, "You haven't promised me what to do tomorrow?"
promise?
Regarding this matter, he didn't want her to leave the palace at all. If she hadn't been polite to her, otherwise he would not have allowed her to leave the palace. Pretending to be indifferent and sighing, he frowned and said: "If you would be happy to serve me,
I promise you."
Hearing this, Ye Yilan slowly moved her body and turned on her side. At this moment, she had no intention of playing with him anymore. Whenever she thought of the Empress Dowager's warning today, her heart became completely silent.
"What happened to you today?"
Seeing her like this, he gently lifted her body up and kissed her ear affectionately.
"You are the emperor, how can you say whatever you want?"
"You don't need to take what the Imperial Grandmother said to heart."
How could she have cared about what she said in the past? If the imperial grandmother hadn't come today, she would have acted rigorously all day long. Such rigorousness finally happened without any obstruction, and it happened again. He didn't want it to happen again.
, there is such a gap between each other.
"The Empress Dowager is targeting me, and it has nothing to do with you. How could you realize that?"
The person he has always been closest to is the Empress Dowager, so naturally he will not argue with the Empress Dowager about his affairs. No matter what the Empress Dowager says, she knows it, and naturally knows it better than anyone else.
"sorry."
As soon as he said these three words, his heart felt extremely painful.
"Should I not force you? After all, you don't want to make such a choice."
After hearing this, Murong Haochen shook his head with a warm smile, hugged her and pressed close to her face, saying affectionately: "If I have some support for a belief, are you willing to accompany me all the way?"
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"I have never regretted this path."
Even if she had regrets before, she would never do so again. She would never be moved by anyone again. She only belonged to Murong Haochen.
"Since I have never regretted it, I am not allowed to have any worries in the future." She is just afraid that once she has worries, she will have random thoughts. In this case, she would rather she live peacefully without any worries.
He soothed her face, slowly slid his affectionate lips down her neck, and whispered softly: "Let Feiyu be with you tomorrow."
After hearing this, he raised his eyes and asked, "You don't believe me?"
"Of course I want to protect you." Since the last time she went out with Han Xin, she no longer allowed her to walk away without him. But he still couldn't escape after all. For the time being, he could only
You can give in. "If you want to go back home and rest, I have no complaints."
No complaints?
Hearing these words is extremely comforting to my heart.
Murong Haochen, you are still the emperor after all, and I am just your concubine. I know that I can't change anything, but maybe only when the two of us are together will we get a different feeling.
"In the future, don't take everything upon yourself. I will feel bad if you do."
To be continued...