Chapter Three Hundred and Fifty Nine: A River Forgotten(1/2)
A thought flows like the sky and the sea, a river forgets the deep love of the river.
The flowers on the other side bloom like bright red, and the ephemeral flowers appear in the smoke and clouds of the world.
Looking at the stream in front of her, Ye Yilan thought that he would take her to another place she had never been before, but she never thought that she would still be under the tree with purple cherry blossoms, enjoying the beautiful scenery under the moonlight.
Since everything that happened here that night, no matter when and where I think of it, I will naturally feel that it is too childish.
But no matter what, the divisions and reunions between them are not uncommon. I don't know where it turned into a quarrel.
If you calm down and think about it carefully, you will feel that everything you did was wrong. In the beginning, you should not have hurt each other.
On the contrary, in this way, this love for myself and him may be deeper.
She secretly glanced at the person next to her and couldn't help but lean on him. For her, as long as the two of them sat here so quietly, everything that passed by would not go so quickly.
"do you remember?"
Suddenly hearing his question, I felt a little at a loss. I closed my eyes and listened quietly, asking, "What do you remember?"
Remember?
How could he speak to her about this matter? It was just an unfounded dream. She had always been just a reflection, accompanying her all day long.
He laughed at himself and said slowly: "I think you don't remember it either."
Hearing his words, he was unwilling to speak at all. I am afraid that this temper will not change him in the end.
Gradually he opened his eyes, curled his lips helplessly, and whispered softly: "What difference does it make whether you say it or not."
the difference?
Naturally, when she didn't know anything, this difference still existed. But, for him, this matter still became a dream in his heart, and he should not be broken by the current situation.
He didn't want to show this beautiful dream in front of her one by one.
She just wants to hide it in her heart forever for the rest of her life, that's enough.
He leaned down with his eyes, tilted the tip of her nose playfully, and smiled fondly: "In my opinion, you don't need to know."
Even if he doesn't want to tell it, he doesn't want to know how magical this secret is. According to his temperament, he naturally won't tell it. He can only pretend to be mysterious. What's more, after being with him for a long time, he doesn't want to think about it.
Knowing too many things is just because I am afraid of getting angry.
"This scene looks very much like us in the cave."
Ye Yilan looked at everything in front of her. Although there was no fire in front of her, the scene of just two people cuddling each other in the quiet night was really the same. It was also a month since then that he married
The eldest grandson Guanji.
But at that time, the person she belonged to in her heart was not him. She couldn't help but panic subconsciously, and slowly calmed down.
The smile that slightly raised at the corner of Qian Ran's mouth was like a spring breeze, and Wen Ran said: "At that time, you were always deliberately distant, but after all, there is still this little difference between me and others."
different?
Just because, in his heart, he has always had such a deep love for her. And that love has long been ingrained in his heart, and naturally others cannot compare with it.
Even if he continued to pretend as if nothing had happened, the love for her in his heart could not be concealed at all. The more he tried to conceal it, the more arrogant his longing would become. All along, she had not known what she was thinking, so naturally she had to suffer from hiding it from beginning to end.
Every time she stood in front of him, he couldn't bear to be so cold to her. Even on the day of the wedding, he shouldn't have treated her like this. That night, he was always upset and blaming himself.
The strength in his hands was not as tight as before, and he was so tender that he did not dare to hurt her at will.
Instead of thinking about the past, it is really fascinating.
"Perhaps after that time, grandson Guanji wants to deal with you even more. It's just because I care about you too much and love you too deeply."
Even though he knew he couldn't have too many feelings for her, he still couldn't control it.
He never expected that his eldest grandson Guanji would be extremely smart about this matter, and would only seek her aunt whenever something happened.
Affectionate kisses covered her cheeks one by one. Tonight, I just wanted to make up for everything I had lost in the past.
He knew clearly that his eldest grandson Guanji would harm him and try to take him away from him. But she would never understand that even if she did not exist, Murong Haochen would not fall in love with her. She was just the eldest grandson.
Just a chess piece.
He can understand everything about his eldest grandson Guanji, so naturally he understands everything clearly. But in his heart, there is one thing that is unclear.
He stood up silently from his arms, and through the slanting light of the moon, he could clearly see his angular face. He couldn't help but lower his head and asked softly: "Then, what do you plan to do with Changsun Wanji in the future?"
"
deal with?
When the position of queen was mentioned, she remained silent, but she wanted to ask about it. Little did she know that after asking about it, her eldest grandson Wanji would depose her when the truth came that day.
He stretched out his hand to comfort her face, his eyes were filled with affection, but they were extremely affectionate.
"You said, is it about her having an affair?"
Affair?
I heard that Ye Yilan's words just now were not directed at her affair. Instead, he spoke without any hesitation. This was obviously a bit unexpected.
She smiled so calmly: "If this happens, even if men in this world don't love this person, they will still be unable to bear it. But you can indulge her, why is that?"
Logically speaking, this is something that men in the world are extremely unwilling to endure. He knew clearly but did not reveal her crime at all.
Why?
Is it possible that the reason for this is the same? I still don’t know?
Murong Haochen smiled lightly and asked instead: "How does that feel to you?"
"Is it possible that you have other plans?" When she asked, she saw him smiling and saying nothing. She really didn't want to speculate alone. Besides, if he really had plans, it wouldn't be a good idea. She tugged on his clothes.
Xiu, pretending to be coquettish, said, "I just want to hear it from your own mouth, and I don't want to make any random guesses. After all, the eldest grandson Wanji is the wife you are marrying."
What he thinks is not necessarily what he said. It can be seen that she still doesn't understand everything about him, otherwise she would not have said a word at this moment.
And that sentence "The matchmaker is marrying" means that I don't know how painful it must be in my heart. Feelings that I have never experienced before are now rising up one by one. Such pain comes too late. Fortunately, everything is slowly coming.
The earth has endured it and is feeling better now.
"Nonsense. It's you who should marry, not her." He still remembered that the mandarin duck purse she gave him was his greatest shame. How could she see this and give it to herself and her that night?
, he just carefully put it away, hoping that this thing could only be a token between him and her.
He didn't want her to mention that past in front of him. But the most profound impression was her beautiful appearance in the bath that time. Indeed, he would never forget it in his life.
"I said that if we want to bring down the Changsun family, we must wait until their ambitions become arrogant before we can deal with them one by one. What's more, Changsun Wanji is the one she brought upon herself and she has no one to blame. After all, the person I love is always you.
Of course I don't care about this. It's just because I care about you."
He could regard the world as nothing, but he would be the least interested in Ye Yilan. Over the years, he had been holding back, just because he wanted to stand upright in front of her, and everything she wanted would come true, even when she was a child.
Promises will be fulfilled.
He doesn't care?
The eldest grandson Guanji loved him so much, so how could he do such a betrayal? She didn't know the consequences?
She is also a pitiful person.
"If the day comes, let her live."
Let her go?
Murong Haochen had never planned on this matter. If she let it go, it would not be as satisfactory as expected. What's more, what she did was humiliating. As a queen, she should be severely punished.
On the contrary, she was too soft-hearted after all. If grandson Guanji did something excessive to her again, he would still be so kind-hearted.
He lowered his eyes and held her hand, and warned softly and slowly: "If she can do something so insulting to the dignity of the royal family, even if I let her go, then the royal grandmother will not do it."
"Of course, for the dignity of the royal family, how could the Empress Dowager banish her eldest grandson Guanji." She had forgotten that if Murong Haochen really listened to her words and chose to let go of her eldest grandson Guanji. But unfortunately, the Empress Dowager
But she would not do this. After all, the queen was unethical and she should be punished for the sake of the royal family's face.
On the contrary, at this time, I felt a trace of sympathy: "Just because she is so pitiful."
"She is not pitiful."
Pitiful?
Naturally, her self-righteous temperament has never been looked down upon by anyone. Growing up, what he disliked the most were those villains who tended to follow others' influence.
What's more, how could he not know about his eldest grandson Guan Ji? He clings to Murong Haoli's mother and concubine just because he was appreciated and used as a chess piece.
Murong Haochen chuckled disdainfully: "How can there be any pity for the eldest grandson Guanji who has been supported by the Queen Mother since he was a child?"
Seeing how much he hated her, Ye Yilan felt very worried for him. Lying in his arms, she comforted her softly: "You have too much hatred for them."
"You have never experienced how I have survived these years, so you certainly don't know."
After hearing what he said, Ye Yilan always felt that she had said the wrong thing just now.
She has truly never felt anything about him and doesn't know.
"Haochen, I didn't mean it. Besides, I..."
"I don't blame you."
Seeing that she was so self-blaming, and everything he said just now was just for his own listening. Unexpectedly, she would have a trace of random thoughts.
To be continued...