After Ye Yilan saw the Empress Dowager leaving, although she didn't know what the two of them said, she couldn't help but feel worried when she saw his solemn expression.

Walking to his side, she stretched out her hand to calm his emotions. Before he could speak, he saw what he said before.

"fine."

fine?

He is clearly taking pleasure in suffering and pretending that nothing has happened. Why is he suffering like this?

"If something happened to you, you wouldn't have thought about what the Empress Dowager just said for so long." If he hadn't met the Empress Dowager, he wouldn't have blamed himself so much for his own troubles. Just now, he had the intention to take care of himself.

The siege was rescued, but the Empress Dowager still failed to appreciate it after all.

Every time because of her own affairs, the Empress Dowager would preach a few words. Even if it was natural that she would not go too far in front of him, those words would still be heard in her heart, and no one would know their meaning.

If we talk about private matters, it would be the period before the Empress Dowager returned to the palace. Presumably there would not be many worries. But after all, the Empress Dowager is his only relative. No matter how selfish he is, how can he be like this?

Think about it like that.

Holding his palm, he lowered his eyes and said guiltily: "I'm sorry."

sorry?

Hearing her say these words, I felt extremely distressed in my heart. It was not her fault at all, so why should he apologize? He loved her too much, so it was certainly not his fault. But it happened that he was born into a royal family.

Everything must be done according to the rules.

He didn't force himself on her, just because he didn't want to put too much pressure on her, which would cause her to lose everything. If he wanted to give her the best, he would have no way to restrain her and make her feel trapped in anything.

Silently sighed and said: "You are right, why should you apologize?"

"If it weren't for me, how could the Empress Dowager say that?"

The cause and effect of all this comes from oneself. Could it be that neither of them is willing to let go of this love? How could the Empress Dowager seize all the pain points and deal with them one by one? What if the pain points in the past came from the son Lan Shan was pregnant with?

, but not anymore.

After that night, she knew more clearly that nothing had happened between the two of them. She just didn't know whose child was in her arms.

He looked at her side with raised eyebrows. With such a sad face, when and where could he be truly happy and carefree? It was just like that when he first saw her. This was the most real smile he had ever seen.

, is also a person whom I fall in love with. Come to think of it, I will never forget her important position in my heart in this life.

She held it in the palm of her hand, but held it in reverse, and sighed silently: "Even if the person I love is not you, this will still happen. This is nothing that can't be changed."

Even if he falls in love with her rather than Ye Yilan, he will still have this love and will never change it. This is because the emperor's grandmother feels that she and her father are both infatuated lovers, and they will never fall in love with her.

Just truly trust yourself.

The person you love is not yourself?

These words, even if they were false, felt like needles pricking my heart, making me extremely uncomfortable. Pretending to be a smile, the corners of my mouth raised slightly, and I smiled lightly and asked: "What if the person you saw was not me at the beginning?"

, will you fall in love with me?"

"Perhaps, I will slowly fall in love with you."

In his heart, there is no such thing as a contingency. Just because this has already happened, there will be no way back, and there is nothing that can be done to stop it.

If it were to be done over again, perhaps it would still be the same choice. No one would change my love for Ye Yilan.

"You don't dare to think about it, just because all this has happened. You are just afraid of losing everything you have gained."

She could tell that he was afraid. Otherwise, he wouldn't not think about it. If he really thought about it, he might not downplay it so lightly.

"I'm not afraid of losing the throne, I'm only afraid of losing you." Holding her tightly in his arms, he realized the fear of loss at that moment. Only by locking her tightly to him, this fear of loss,

will not exist.

But in her heart, she may have this feeling of being lost. But her heart is too easily swayed by others. She warned: "Lan'er, you are too easy to be swayed by others, so you can't follow the rules."

Do you want to do things according to your own will?"

Your own heart?

But she doesn't want to be influenced by others, because there are some things that she doesn't have full control over.

"This is still a palace after all."

Gradually, he realized that it was the palace that bound her after all. If they were not in the palace, they would not be bound by many rules.

"Forget it, just pretend what happened today never happened."

"Haochen, I..."

For a moment, she really didn't know how to speak.

Seeing the situation, Murong Haochen still held her in his arms and said affectionately: "Don't worry, I will never leave first this time."

"I am afraid."

Fear?

She has always been afraid of many things, but she has never really resolved them.

He leaned over and kissed her forehead, and said softly: "With me by your side, there is nothing to be afraid of."

She was not scared by this incident, but because of the Empress Dowager's words, she always felt that the targeting was deliberate.

"What the Empress Dowager said just now was obviously meant for me. You said this..."

"I just said, don't worry about this matter." For her, there are some things that she never really worries about. Even if she has to deal with them, she is still like this. She smiles dotingly and comforts softly. "

Grandma Huang is just doing this for me and has no other intentions. Just rest assured."

"Haochen, I really don't know what I would do without you?"

Hearing this, Murong Haochen couldn't help but secretly rejoiced: "Then, do you still want to be angry with me occasionally?"

Angry?

How could she completely control this matter? She pretended to be indifferent and said, "It's better for you to have less restraint on a woman's heart. After all, no one knows what will happen in the future."

Murong Haochen looked at the shy figure in his arms and couldn't help but secretly raise a faint smile.

Unknowingly, Ye Yilan buried her face deeply in her arms. The moment she put herself down, she thought she was outside Chenlan Palace, but she never expected that she would be brought into the rockery.

But I saw him reaching out and hugging her, leaning against the stone wall, and his body was being held up by it. This posture was really embarrassing.

Seeing how tight she was, she never relaxed at all. Still, he pressed her body tightly against each other, pinched her chin, took it in his mouth and kissed her. He bit her lips lightly, and the lightness turned into a fast and crazy one.

Eroding everything about her.

The kiss at this moment was so tingling that one couldn't help but want to go and have everything at this moment. Ye Yilan had already forgotten everything and was immersed in the deep feeling and comfort of this kiss.

Murong Haochen's hands clasped her shoulders tightly, and slowly and affectionately roamed around her neck. Her body was seduced by it, and she couldn't help but take a deep breath.

The clothes on his body gradually became loose, and he knew that he could not stop it. He frowned and slowly said to stop him: "Haochen, don't do this. If someone finds out, this matter will be reported to the Empress Dowager."

Oh no."

"No one in this rockery will know."

Upon hearing this, Murong Haochen's eyebrows suddenly frowned, but there was still a trace of warmth in his eyes, and he asked coldly: "Why, do you think this matter is dirty?"

"Not really."

Dirty?

How could he just talk nonsense like this? No matter what they did between them, even this matter, how could it be described as dirty?

His eyes were obviously evasive, but he still said calmly: "I just feel that there is inevitably something..."

"In the palace, you also pushed and blocked me like this, so what's the difference?"

No matter when and where, as long as he wanted all this, she was still so worried and afraid. She thought that by being brought here, she would let go of her whole heart, but she didn't expect that she had thought too much. Not only

It's not like that, but it's getting more serious.

the difference?

The biggest difference lies in his random behavior. Now, at this time, I have nothing to hold back in front of him, but some things are inevitable.

Biting her lip, holding his clothes tightly with both hands, she said slowly: "But this is outside after all, so you didn't think too much about it, but you acted so impulsively."

"Lan'er, I can't wait any longer. Just once, okay?"

Seeing her shyness, Murong Haochen pretended to raise his eyebrows, whispered something jokingly in her ear. This joking never concealed his love for her.

He breathed slowly into his ear and whispered softly: "Don't worry, I won't hurt you."

Not long after he finished speaking, Ye Yilan could sense everything he did, bit her lip, and couldn't help but moan in a muffled voice.

After hearing this, he stopped teasing her body. He took away the scattered clothes and dressed her neatly one by one.

Seeing her blushing face, the corner of her eyes still showed affection: "Are you still so shy in front of me?"

"You are going too far."

His behavior just now was obviously intentional, and the more he fell into the trap he had set. But for some reason, his feeling was so strong.

But he knew that he didn't like it, so he insisted on doing this. This was obviously because he wanted to let go of his fear. But if he did this, it would make him even more afraid.

Too much?
To be continued...