The lotus flowers are thin, the geese are hard to stay, I am alone in my boat holding the Yao Qin, and the wind blows the lake water.

The water is long, the moon is like a hook, it is difficult to get drunk with a thousand cups of lovesickness wine, and the autumn rain makes the heart sad.

The soft light of the moonlight shines on a person's face.

Everything he looked up at seemed to be waiting for someone, silently waiting for him to come. From the beginning to the end, after returning to the palace these two days, he never came to visit.

She had been watching him every day and night, thinking that he would come, but her expectations were too high, and everything came to nothing.

She couldn't help but hug her body with her hands, and a cool breeze slowly spread into her body and mind. There was a moment of bone-chilling pain, but there was no chill at all. It was just an illusion in her heart, just random thoughts. But unfortunately, she had been

Everything she was looking forward to felt like it was a lifetime ago. In the future, she would not dare to look forward to anything anymore, and her feeling of loss would only become worse.

"Since the last few days of the Emperor's life, you have been depressed all day long. Your body has not recovered from the injury, and you are still pregnant. You should be more careful."

Ye Zixu has always seen her depressed these past few days. She has never looked like this since she was a child. On the contrary, once she entered the palace, she became even less calm.

She specially took a piece of clothing and put it on her body, because her body had not recovered yet and she was pregnant, so it was inevitable that her body would be a little overwhelmed.

Pregnant?

When talking about this matter, he seemed indifferent and never thought that he was pregnant. He never mentioned it in a word.

He leaned against the side of the pillar and sighed softly to himself: "Dad, I always feel that he doesn't care at all about the child in his arms."

I don't care, what are you talking about?

"What do you mean by that?"

"Since the injury, he has never mentioned a word about the child. Instead, he seems indifferent."

After she asked him about his eldest grandson Guanji before, he had nothing to say to her. On the contrary, he didn't want to say anything.

He even left in a hurry the next morning. Or maybe, he left in the middle of the night while he was sleeping. What's more, he never knew when he left, so naturally he had everything in mind.

Once the arrangements are made, no one will be informed.

Naturally, I won't let anyone ask or worry.

But at this time, he is no longer alone and helpless. Now that he has himself, why should he be like this?

Murong Haochen, you broke your promise after all, but you never said a word.

"It seems that you still haven't been able to calm down in the past few days." In the past two days, apart from resting in her room to recuperate, her mind was still the same. After all, she still couldn't be as quiet as usual.

"Dad, what you said is..."

She couldn't feel at ease because in her heart, she just wanted to hope that one day he would be by her side. For the past two days, she had been fantasizing about when and where he would appear, but these...

It is ultimately a loss.

"The emperor can't let you go, so he naturally asks dad to always take care of your emotions. On the contrary, once you enter the palace, your past temperament has become so worried. The children of the Ye family shouldn't be like this."

To him, the children of the Ye family should not be so weak. Even if they are hurt a little, they should cheer up. Because she has been weak since she was a child, she has never been harsh on her.

"But he is the emperor after all, so he is inevitably very uneasy."

What makes her uneasy is the women in the harem. She has always been afraid of entering the palace because the emperor is ruthless. Even if he only loves her now, she is still uneasy after all. She doesn't want to appear like Lan Shan. She is really afraid.

Can't stand it.

After Ye Zixu glanced back, he understood something in his mind and said slowly: "In the entire harem, the emperor has never accepted a concubine. Even the ministers in the court have made reports one after another to accept concubines. You have to know

, The Emperor has not been blessed with any concubine until now. Now that you and Jin Shuyi are pregnant, you, on the other hand, have to take every step carefully."

After she entered the palace, he had always been reluctant to enter the palace. If Murong Haochen hadn't been so determined, he wouldn't have handed her over like this.

The harem is the only one who is always uneasy. How can you not know what is happening to the women in the harem?

"Even in the palace, there are still people who want to frame me."

Step by step?

In the past, she had always wanted to spend the rest of her life peacefully in the palace, but after spending time together, all her original thoughts were shattered one by one.

He grabbed the clothes tightly with both hands and sighed indifferently: "Dad, my daughter is really scared."

She was afraid of seeing everyone with fake smiles and cheerful faces, and she was afraid of spreading rumors behind his back. She didn't care about these rumors. All she cared about was what his heart was like, and that was enough.

.

Even if he didn't say a word, she still understood his behavior, so why...

Murong Haochen, after all, it is impossible for everything to return to the past, and I am afraid that it will also return to the starting point. But, unfortunately, I still believe so.

"If you are afraid, you should trust me."

Suddenly, when I heard the familiar voice behind me, I never believed that he would really appear. But I always felt that this was just an unfounded dream.

The staggering body stood up slowly. The moment he looked back, he really couldn't believe that he would really appear.

What she had been looking forward to finally came. Even if it was a little late, it was like suffering for a long time.

He looked at everything around him, but his father was always behind him. How could he...

"Where's dad?"

"I asked the master to go back first. Wouldn't it be better for me to accompany you?"

Seeing her asking in such a surprised manner, she was even more surprised and disbelieving.

But this distrust was only because he failed to appear in front of her as before.

"As you said just now, you were always here?"

"yes."

Hearing him speak so simply, she thought that he had been here from the beginning. But she had never felt his breath.

She kept standing there, her eyes filled with infatuation, but she couldn't hide any trace of her admiration for him.

He smiled sadly and said softly: "You have always been here with dad, right?"

In fact, he had been following the master all this time, and it was only from every word she spoke that he realized that she was so scared. In the past, she was afraid of herself, but now she never thought that what she was afraid of was the palace.

Everything. Or perhaps, these competitions for favor in the harem should not happen to her. After all, it is still not suitable for her.

Murong Haochen walked up to her, stretched out his hand to support the clothes she was wearing, and smiled affectionately: "Have you never doubted this clothes?"

clothes?

Ye Yilan looked at the clothes he was wearing, and it was indeed something he had taken off. She never thought that he would appear in front of her in such a way.

Seeing him standing in front of her, reaching out to touch her face, she subconsciously turned to avoid him.

"You are afraid of me now, aren't you?"

Seeing the situation, he couldn't express any feelings. She was so resistant to his touch, but in his heart he also uneasily wished that she wouldn't be afraid of him.

"No." Ye Yilan held his palm tightly. He was almost filled with warmth, and there was no coldness at all, which hit people's hearts.

Murong Haochen looked at her clasped hands, but kept looking at his own hands in silence, feeling many feelings in his heart.

"Are you feeling better?" He lowered his eyes to look at her belly, stretched out his hand to touch it involuntarily, and said slowly, "My child, are you still..."

"You also know that I am pregnant."

As soon as he mentioned the child, this seemed to be his real question. Before, he had not mentioned a word, but the child had nothing to do with him.

After hearing her question, even though she saw a smile in her eyes, I still felt extremely uneasy in my heart.

He put his arm around her waist and gently helped her sit down, smiling resolutely in her heart: "What's wrong, are you angry just because I don't care about the child?"

"Have you ever had a word to say about your child?" Now, she didn't care about his concern for her body. He was never happy because she was pregnant. Instead, she felt that this time was just an accident.

"As long as you are in better health, the child will definitely be healthy." He could see that once she was pregnant, she would put the child first in everything, and everything she cared about was just one child.

Holding her forehead affectionately, he kissed her one by one for a long time before gradually letting go and saying softly: "Lan'er, don't worry. I won't let anything happen to our child, absolutely."

"But what you said made me so uneasy." She shouldn't have this uneasiness. But now that she has a child, she has to be so careful about everything, and she doesn't dare to make any mistakes at will.

.

Now her state of mind is as quiet as everything around her, but everything in the silence is just a little bit chaotic.

But everything in the wind has a warmth slowly floating around.

"Haochen, please tell me what I should do, so that I won't have any doubts about you or feel uneasy."

The more she thought about it, the more uneasy she became. She didn't want to be influenced by anything anymore and disturb her state of mind.

How to do?

She didn't need to do anything at all, because in his heart everything was perfect, without any mistakes. What's more, her doubts and restless thoughts had never been able to control her life at will.

Once she turned around, she could not find her way back at all.

"Hao Chen, if you really don't want me to give birth to this child, you can tell me and don't hide it from me."

Seeing that he had been silent all this time, Ye Yilan really didn't know what he was thinking at this moment. In such a situation, if you want to keep the child, you really have to...

I just don't know what he thinks about this matter.

"this matter..."
To be continued...