As soon as she walked out of the yard, Ye Yilan felt extremely uncomfortable when she saw the dazzling sunlight shining in her eyes.

"This light is quite dazzling."

Dazzling?

Upon hearing this, Murong Haochen immediately stood in front of her, blocking her from the dazzling light, and asked in a deep voice: "You have never been out in the past two days?"

Seeing that she was so afraid of the light, it was obvious at a glance that she had never left the house in the past two days. Even though she was sad, she told Xiao Yanlu to bring her out, but when he saw her today...

She didn't lie in front of him, she just nodded silently and said casually: "A person is so lonely. Only the night can cover up his inner uneasiness, and others can't see it."

The darkness of the night can only cover up the uneasiness deep in the heart, but how can it reveal all the pure emotions in a person's face in front of others.

Just like Nian Qing, he always likes to walk alone in the night. In the past two days, he gradually felt what he felt at that time. Loneliness, loneliness. Being alone, it was suffocating and desperate.

Hearing her understatement, I felt very uneasy for her.

Looking at the smile in the corner of her eyes, it was basically a forced smile. She had never smiled so heartily.

"With me, do you feel depressed everywhere and never happy?"

Depressed, happy?

Hearing this, he suddenly stopped and looked back at him, full of self-blame.

"I certainly have never been happy."

Every sentence in this sentence was true and there was no falsehood at all. Naturally, there was no deception. After all, she didn't want to hide anything in front of him.

Never?

I heard these words in my heart, but they penetrated into the deepest part of my heart.

But in my heart, I was still a little unsure, so I asked again: "Are you serious?"

All of this is naturally true, so how can anyone be false.

"How can I do whatever I want with your identity? Besides, we are already bound by these rules, so how can we be happy?"

From beginning to end, the words he spoke were just expressing all the feelings that he had always had in his heart. After all, from the first day they met, from the various events when they entered the palace, she had never

There was never the slightest sense of pleasure.

Just because, the palace is like a cage, always suppressing herself and restricting everything. Just like that imperial edict, which has already locked her whole life in this palace, how can she resist the edict and disrespect it?

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What's more, he has never shown any slight to him, and they have been inseparable for a long time. But there is always one thing that makes him upset.

"I said, you don't have to care about my identity. If you really care, tell me, what should I do?"

At that moment, he really didn't know what to do to make her completely let go of everything and not care about anything happening in front of her. But no matter what he did, he probably couldn't change the thoughts in her heart.

But how should he do it so that she wouldn't be like this...

"I can't change you, and the one who wants to change is always me. It's just that I'm too extreme, and it's just that I keep making myself uneasy."

She had never blamed him for the reason for this matter. After all, she had always been alone with her random thoughts, so what did it have to do with him.

But she has never been able to restrain her dissatisfaction with everything he did and the long-term uneasiness in her heart.

Holding his arm, he just exerted force, causing the wounds on his body to tear apart again. He endured the pain on his body, bit his lip, and after relaxing a little, he breathed out slowly and meditated for a while, slowly

He opened his mouth and said, "Hao Chen, I'm sorry. It's always been me selfishly wanting to have everything, and you keep putting up with it. In fact, you're obviously disgusted by everything I've done, but you're still tolerant of it, and I still treat you like this."

.Do you really dislike me?"

Disgusted?

He has been tolerant of everything she said from beginning to end, and has never been moved by his love for her. After all, he has never disliked her in the slightest.

I just felt that no matter how many questions she asked, she would still be dissatisfied with her status, which would cause her to have many struggles in her heart.

But these are not her fault. The root cause of everything is caused by herself, so why should she dislike her.

"If I really disliked you, how could I treat you the same as before? Besides, I shouldn't have such deep feelings for you."

If that were the case, how could his love for her be so deep? He should have abandoned her like that month. This Qinlan Palace would be her eternal cold palace.

All these years, he has been waiting for her, all these years he has been silently guarding her, just to spend the rest of his life with her today.

How could he give up and have any prejudice against her?

If the dissatisfaction and unhappiness in her heart were not caused by herself, she would never have become so petite and dependent. Everything is her own fault and has nothing to do with her.

He still loves me.

"Lan'er, why have you never said something to me?"

He hoped that she would not hide everything in her heart, but open her heart and talk to herself. Every time, she would not be worried or angry because of this incident, but maybe another time.

He didn't want any of this to happen, nor did he want her to be in such a state of mind.

Hearing this, Ye Yilan slowly raised her eyes to look at him. The admiration in her eyes had never been so emotional before, and she spoke silently.

"Once I say it, you will definitely have concerns in your heart. And I will also have random thoughts in my mind. I know clearly that all these are pros and cons. As soon as I said it today, I feel better."

There were some things that she didn't want to say in front of him at all, just because she could bear them silently like him. But gradually she realized that she was not him at all, and she couldn't get used to everything he did.

"You said this, and I won't be angry with you." Unless there was too much indifference in her words, he would just feel irritated and want to calm down. Naturally, he would not pursue the rest of the matter.

He leaned close to his ear, covered it and whispered softly: "Are you so afraid of me?"

She didn't want to tell her, and besides being afraid, she had no reason to tell her all this.

Afraid?

In the past, she was really afraid to face him. After all, there were some things she really didn't dare to say. With this timidity, she naturally hid everything in it and naturally she would not speak out.

Nowadays, if we say we are afraid, there are some things that we just don’t want to say. We can only mention them casually when we are in a bad mood.

Unexpectedly, as soon as I mentioned it, everything changed.

He hesitated to speak, and just when he was about to speak, a figure suddenly appeared behind him.

"Uncle, everything is ready."

"Go down."

"yes."

Prepare?

Hearing this, I felt extremely confused and uneasy and asked, "Where do you want to take me?"

Just now, he clearly said that everything would follow him, but he had arranged everything properly. But why did he need to ask again? It was just unnecessary.

bring?

When did he say that he would take her there?

He smiled affectionately and said gently: "If you want to go there, I will take you there."

"Just the two of us?"

"No, there is one more person."

"who?"

There is one more person?

If it was with him, then who else would be with us?

"Of course it's our child." Seeing her confused and thinking, she couldn't help but smile sadly. She coughed softly and whispered in her ear again. "You forgot, you are pregnant now."

"Of course I haven't forgotten, but you keep forgetting."

When he mentioned the child, he had never thought about it. He actually said it from his own mouth. On the contrary, especially when he said it today, all the previous confusions dissipated resolutely.

Three people.

But after all, she hoped that after giving birth to the child safely, even if it was only for a short time, it would be enough for the three of them.

Seeing her looking down at her belly, her heart dimmed, but she forced a smile on her lips and resolutely smiled tenderly: "You forgot, I only care about you."

"The only reason you care about me is that I am pregnant with your flesh and blood."

If you say you care, it doesn't mean that you are in good health. The child in your arms is still fine. Of course, you care about yourself.

But unfortunately, these words were said casually, and there was no need to take them to heart.

"Do you still need to argue with me about this little thing?"

He knew clearly that she was asking the question on purpose, but instead he raised his eyebrows to tease her, and couldn't help but smile.

I heard that Ye Yilan didn't want to have any more arguments with him. The two of them stood here for a while, but they didn't take this step yet and kept standing here.

"If you don't leave, I won't want to go."

"That's just right. The boat ride is tiring and your body won't be able to bear it, so just rest in peace at home."

Looking at her pretending to be angry, it's the same as her. If she wants to be angry, then let's go together and see who loses completely.

On the contrary, not long after he finished speaking, he saw that she was about to leave, and he suddenly pulled her body in a panic, frowning and asked uneasily: "Where are you going?"
To be continued...