Chapter three hundred and seventy seventh: I don't know(1/2)
sarcastic comments?
Indeed, what she fears most is that he is sometimes too indifferent to her. Once her cold heart hits rock bottom, she really doesn't know how to save herself.
If he hadn't protected her, there would have only been a corpse in this endless darkness.
Everything she wants to have is a thousand times more valuable than others. But these are all gorgeous and undesirable things after all. What she really wants is just a necessity in a moment. Why should she covet any bit of it?
Drops of gorgeousness.
If he were not an emperor, these gorgeous things would be short-lived after all.
In silence, tears fell silently from the corners of his eyes.
Seeing her worried eyes, I never thought that she would shed tears easily now.
He caressed her face and was about to kiss away her tears, but she subconsciously avoided him. She couldn't help but secretly smiled in confusion: "What do you mean by hiding from me?"
"I don't want you to see me crying."
She turned around and secretly felt the tears in the corners of her eyes, but she was pretending to smile. Even she didn't know why the tears were so uncontrollable. The tears she had just held back were difficult to hold back, and she gradually
Eliminate it, but you still can't restrain yourself after all.
After hearing this, he gradually realized that what she had always cared about was his words and deeds. At the beginning, he had said that he did not want to see her cry, and he also warned her. But she still remembered it in the end.
Sometimes, there are certain things that he really doesn't want her to keep in mind. This will actually make her feel any restraint.
In this way, they will become a little more distant from each other.
He put his hands on her shoulders, kissed her face affectionately, and whispered in a comforting voice: "I've never seen you cry like this."
Seeing this, the tears fell involuntarily again. He couldn't help but turn her body around, resolutely stretched out his hand and hugged her into his arms, whispering softly: "If you want to cry, you can only rely on me to cry. Qian
Don't secretly wipe away your tears. I will feel distressed and sad."
Seeing him slowly wiping away her tears, her eyes were red from crying and she didn't dare to raise her head to look at him. Only in this way could she better conceal her inner worries.
Now, she has to hide her thoughts better. Only in this way will her mood naturally feel better.
No matter what happens in the future, she will be able to handle it one by one, and she will no longer have any worries that bother him many times.
In fact, he wants to change back to his former self more. Only in this way, he will not be so tired. On the contrary, he is clinging to him, which delays many things.
She gradually stood up from his arms, her lips that were hesitant to speak became choked with sobs, and she slowly said: "I don't want to listen to your sweet talk anymore."
"These are just sweet words. These are my feelings for you."
rhetoric?
How could she think that everything she said was just such "sweet words" from her mouth?
What's more, for her, there was never any need to use other methods to gain her affection for him. She also didn't need to please herself, after all, she was not a concubine who was not favored by the harem.
From beginning to end, he never regarded her as his concubine, but always as his wife.
Only when the two of them are alone can he forget their identities and give her the wish she has always wanted in her heart.
She was born to be peaceful and naturally did not like noisy places. The same was true for herself.
"Lan'er, to you, whatever I say..."
"I said it casually, but you took it seriously."
Listening to his words, you can sense his mood for a moment. That's why you intercepted his words.
Just say it casually?
Even if she says it casually, she will take it seriously. What's more, for herself.
"I always take your words seriously and cannot make any jokes."
Looking into his eyes, he was extremely serious when he heard his words. If it were normal, he would raise his eyebrows deliberately, but now he is more serious than before. But unfortunately, the more he speaks, the more serious he is.
It's still a bit uncomfortable to have such a serious look. Ever since I got along with him, I always felt that everything he had was not what he wanted. Only in front of himself could this disguise be removed.
But what he was unloading was still himself after all. But he didn't know that in the process of unloading, he still had a hint of imperial arrogance in it.
He whispered his head silently and said softly: "Then if you say that, I am wrong."
She also didn't know that he kept every word he said to her in mind. But sometimes, he still failed to do it after all.
Hearing this, Murong Haochen couldn't help but smile secretly, concealing the smile in the corner of his mouth, and coughed softly: "If you think it's wrong, then you are wrong."
"Murong Haochen, you are being unreasonable."
I thought she would say that she was never wrong as before, but now she has gone too far.
unreasonable?
After Murong Haochen heard about it, he couldn't help but snicker at her. If she was the unreasonable person, I'm afraid she was the one. Thinking of all the things that had happened to her before, he couldn't help but laugh at her.
He brought his face close to hers, looking at her with scrutinizing eyes, without any intention of letting her escape his gaze. No matter how she avoided it, she could not escape.
He stretched out his hand and playfully hooked the tip of her nose, raising the corner of his mouth with a warm smile: "If you can really outshine me, why would you have to compromise like this?"
Trying to make ends meet?
When did she look like this in front of him? What's more, she really couldn't say anything. After all, if she tried to reason in front of him, she would be led into a trap by him.
This trap is like an abyss, and you will fall into it if you are not careful. But to him, it does not matter, after all, he is the one who is falling into this abyss step by step, and is also 'tempting' him step by step;
Own.
Murong Haochen hugged her body directly into his arms and warned softly: "Don't move."
He was most afraid of her moving, but he didn't dare to worry about the wounds on her body.
He gently put her body on the swing and sat beside her. He held her waist, just because he was afraid that he would fail to protect her body and make a mistake.
Murong Haochen raised his eyes and looked at the light illuminated by the moonlight, and couldn't help but recall the past.
But the past, now that I think about it, it is all calm and calm.
"Lan'er, in fact, in order to achieve what you think I am, I have been too strict with myself since I was a child. Just so that when I met you, you could look at me more and not think that I was born to be a nerd."
What he wants most is for her to take another look at him. No matter how high the threshold is for her choice of person, he will not back down. Just because he knows that he is the one who is worthy of her.
With a bitter look on his lips, he shook his head helplessly and continued: "Everyone says that the fourth prince is naturally cold and arrogant, and does not want to get close to him. Apart from his extraordinary talent, he has no shortcomings. But they don't know that my shortcoming is you after all.
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His shortcoming was only Ye Yilan from beginning to end. After all, he gave everything to her in his life, and all he paid was for her alone.
And he can bear these alone without any need for sympathy. Even for her, she only needs to accept it without saying anything.
These, he will do his best to give her now, without any dissatisfaction.
Over the past year or so, there have been countless days of separation and reunion, and even her heart has not yet been fully understood. Those ravings are still uncountable after all.
"I don't know when I said those words, which made you be too harsh on yourself. I just know that my father once said in my ears that the fourth prince is more talented than any other prince. Even the late emperor acquiesced.
You are the future heir. Naturally, you are someone I cannot reach."
In fact, after learning more or less about his deeds from his father, he would secretly go to ask his brother what the rumored fourth prince was like.
Apart from Leng Ao, it is true that his literary talent is also outstanding. But how many women wanted to enter his mansion, but in the end they were kicked out even before they could even cross the threshold.
But she knew in her heart that his identity was different from others after all, so naturally she no longer had any extravagant expectations in the future.
On the contrary, since that incident, he no longer pays any attention to the various things that happened to Murong Haochen. This is simply because his identity is not a good match.
Leaning on the rope of the swing, they looked at each other with lazy eyes, but his figure was full in the corners of their eyes. She reached out to hold his hand, but was clasped tightly by his fingers.
A cheerful smile appeared at the corner of his mouth involuntarily, and he said slowly: "I have fallen in love with you before, but naturally I still can't cross the threshold of status."
She had never said this to anyone. Even Nian Qing didn't know that she had ever had a crush on Murong Haochen.
Just because, at that time, I felt that there must be a talented person worthy of me, and that person was Murong Haochen.
But fate is like this, after all, I dare not get anything, but now it is in front of my eyes. Now that I think about it, it does feel like it is a lifetime ago. I can't believe the fate during this period. It is really wonderful.
"Lan'er, you don't care about your status, why do you care so much about me? Besides, why didn't you tell me in the past that you were attracted to me."
I thought it was just wishful thinking, but I never thought...
If she had told him earlier, he would not have behaved in any excessive manner, nor would he have left behind the edict that imprisoned her for the rest of her life.
Between them, each other has always missed themselves, not her.
If it hadn't been for today's conversation, he probably wouldn't have known a secret in her heart that he had never known before. There was even one thing that Ye Xunyu had never told him.
Murong Haochen hugged her body, hugging each other affectionately but unwilling to let go for a moment. When he closed his eyes, it was like a dream and he did not dare to wake up.
It's just that all this time, I felt that her heart was never in him, but I never thought that she actually had feelings for him.
"I don't want to marry into the palace, just because I envy my father for still loving my mother for so many years."
In fact, some things, once missed, will never be repeated. And with him, it seems that everything is just starting over. If I had put down all the grudges, I would have been like them. But after all, I am Ye Yi
Lan, you can't do such a thing.
Over the years, I have been very clear in my heart about who I want to marry when I grow up. I thought that the person I fell in love with could be forgotten, but the moment I met Murong Haoli, I don’t know why now I only think about the poem that moved me, not the poem.
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To be continued...