Chapter 383: Long Companion Haoyue(1/2)
The scattered branches and leaves slowly fell into the lawn, and everything was so quiet. There was only a stream of water, and the gurgling water was like a melodious music.
Intoxicated without knowing the dream, nightmares haunt oneself.
When I heard her detailed story, I never thought that this day would come so early. All of this was unexpected, and I had no idea that because of this incident, all plans were completely disrupted.
.
He reached out to touch her face, but she avoided her. This behavior was more of disgust.
She doesn't want to be deceived, but there are some things that she doesn't understand. Once she understands, she loses everything. Sometimes, no matter what the purpose is, she still chooses to hide it. Only in this way can she live a carefree life.
, unencumbered by anything.
This is everything he wants to give her, and he doesn't want to live in such a place full of evil. This is not what she needs, nor is it everything he wants to satisfy her.
In this palace, he can't protect her for a while, nor can he stay with her every day. More importantly, he just wants to let go. Even if she knows the truth of a certain matter, maybe she shouldn't come here to do anything.
question.
What he fears most is her questioning, but sometimes his impulse will make the other party angry.
This was the last thing he wanted to see, nor did he want them to have a dispute over anything.
"I have no choice but to do this."
Forced?
On the contrary, these things he concealed were all out of necessity?
In fact, she had never been angry about this matter, because she knew in her heart what he meant by what he did, but she just didn't know what the purpose he was hiding was.
"I have never forced you to do this. Why didn't you tell me the truth? Why did you let me..." Seeing his unsmiling look, she didn't want to argue with him at all. Instead, she got into it.
She fell into his arms and whispered softly, "If I hadn't known about it, I'm afraid you wouldn't have known what to do in the future."
"Actually, I had already planned it before doing this."
If he was not completely sure, he would not act like this, nor would he want to hide it.
Listening to what he whispered softly in my ear, I never thought of that plan after all, and he actually...
His cold eyes were full of endless ridicule, his eyebrows were furrowed, and he said in confusion: "Murong Haochen, what do I mean to you?"
"What does it mean?" What she said was actually a bit ridiculous. The uneasiness she suddenly felt in her heart had been running through her own thoughts, and she gradually calmed down secretly and spoke slowly. "
Of course you are my wife, Murong Haochen."
"If you have anything to discuss with me, you can just discuss it with me. On the contrary, you are hiding a lot. I'm afraid you have never trusted me before."
wife?
Every time, what he said sounded so good, but once it came to any moment, I was afraid that he no longer had himself in his heart.
Murong Haochen, what on earth can you do to tell me all the things you have been hiding from me?
If he was told everything, wouldn't it be forcing him to do something he didn't want to do? He never wanted to be forced, and he would not let anything block his thoughts.
All of this, what happened, if you think about it carefully, it was all for yourself. And how could he destroy everything he was thinking about now, otherwise it would be a big mess.
His resolute eyes suddenly softened, and he lowered his eyes and apologized softly in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't be like this, and I shouldn't influence you according to my own thoughts."
Hearing that, his heart was full of debt to her. He thought that after becoming the supreme emperor, he would be able to give her the unique love in the world, but everything he experienced in this year turned out to be so difficult.
Everything seems to be a beautiful couple, but in fact, he is forcing himself step by step. Even if she treats each other sincerely, he can still feel uneasy. Because, after all, he is still afraid of losing.
Looking at the side of her face, he kissed her lips very affectionately, stretched out his hand to soothe her back, and comforted her in a warm voice: "To be honest, is there anything better in this body?"
After parting that day, I saw that she had never felt any discomfort due to the wounds on her body, but how could she bear the wounds because of her body. I guess she must have been tolerant.
"What, do you want to see it?" I said this without any confidence in my heart, just because I didn't want to see it.
look?
Now, he didn't dare to look at the wound casually.
He smiled secretly and said, "I'm afraid that if I watch it here, you will reject me again."
"Actually, this wound..." She didn't want to tell him the truth at all, because the wound on her body had not healed after all. She was too eager to return to the palace and had been holding back. But when he asked,
Even though he knew he could see through something, he still had a trace of hesitation, so naturally he wouldn't believe anything he said.
"Since it's not ready yet, don't force it."
Ye Yilan slowly stood up from his arms, shyly covering up her uneasiness, and pretending to be calm: "I'm not forcing myself."
"You have to be careful not to inflate your fetus."
The moment he saw her standing up and her body swaying a little, she felt extremely uneasy in her heart. So she stood up resolutely and hugged her, while whispering a warning in her ear.
"Murong Haochen, you..." After hearing this, Ye Yilan couldn't help being angry but said nothing, shyly turning her head away and saying, "You will make fun of me."
Seeing the situation, he looked so shy, but he couldn't help but stepped forward and kissed her. The affectionate kiss was in his ear, but he didn't want to leave for a moment.
I just want to hold her and kiss her for the rest of my life.
Life after life, I don’t want to leave.
His affectionate words were filled with tenderness and sweetness, and he said slowly: "I will remember such a shy you in my mind for the rest of my life, and I will never forget you."
Won't you forget?
She hoped that she would never forget it in this life.
Every relationship has gone through a very difficult and dangerous road, and they have to walk a long way in disbelief and doubt between the two of them. These difficulties and dangers are not caused by them, but caused by themselves time and time again.
I should have had a happy life, but I shouldn't have to live it by chance amid doubts.
On the contrary, Murong Haochen turned her body towards him, looking at her with her eyes lowered, still showing an affectionate smile at the corners of her mouth, unable to hide it at all.
"Let me ask you, did you come out just now when you saw that it was me?" She just wanted to know whether he really recognized her at that moment, or was it because of those words that she felt vaguely strange?
come out.
"To be honest, I really can't tell." At that moment, he didn't have the slightest doubt after all. If he hadn't thought about it gradually, those eyes were indeed too familiar, and he was too familiar to dare to guess casually.
Helplessly, he mocked and smiled: "I only know that you are in the house now, not here. Naturally, I didn't think about it. But what you said made me half-believe it."
Doubtful?
How could he have such thoughts as half-belief and half-doubt about this?
Pretending to be arrogant, he replied: "It seems that you can't even recognize me, so how can you understand me?"
"Then, can you understand me?"
"That's natural."
"If you really understand, why can't you tell the difference?"
Hearing her speaking so lightly, I couldn't believe that she really understood. If she understood, some things would be clear at a glance. How could she be led one by one into the endless abyss by herself.
She simply doesn't understand. Or maybe, sometimes she really doesn't want to understand it in depth again.
Distinguish?
When Ye Yilan heard this, she was even more confused about the purpose of his words. She smiled suspiciously and asked, "What do you mean by this?"
He smiled calmly and said: "It's nothing, just talking casually."
Just talking?
Every time I heard him say something casually, it was not really casual.
He stared at it with disbelief for a long time and said, "Your casual remarks made me deeply suspicious."
"Actually, you don't have to pay too much attention to what I say every time."
doubt?
Sometimes he also thought about what he should say to prevent her from having the slightest hesitation in his heart. After all, she was not like other women who could be fooled by just a few words.
Naturally, he never meant to actually fool around in every sentence.
In fact, he was just afraid of one thing, that is, the more she cared about it, the more things she would worry about. He really didn't want her to be like this.
In fact, it's more of just my own selfishness.
This selfishness has been in his heart for many years, and he doesn't care about this moment.
care?
If he didn't care about these things, he might have to hide some things from him. Rather than that, it would be better to care more. In this way, he would not be fooled by him at will in the future.
She didn't want to remain in his arms, nor did she want to be bullied by others.
After all, what she wants is just one person. She doesn't ask for him, she just wants peace of mind.
"You can care about me, why can't I care about you?"
Hearing this, he hugged her tightly and whispered softly: "Lan'er, you are too extreme."
extreme?
If she was too extreme, everything would be out of control. If she didn't want to do it, she would be an unreasonable woman in his eyes. She also didn't want to be someone he despised.
To be continued...