Although I wanted to say goodbye to you, he still understood my kindness.

I bid you farewell and wish to see you with my eyes.

Those who have no need or need will live in peace and contentment.

The water stains on the fingertips were traced on the stone table one stroke at a time. Watching himself write down each word, he shook his head and smiled helplessly.

Laughing at myself, how could I still write poems and think about him like this?

I clearly promised this morning that I would not be troubled by many worries in the next six days, nor would I be worried all day long just thinking about him.

What else does she have left worthy of inscription now? Leave these on the stone table.

The corner of her bitter mouth smiled brightly, but only a drop of tear fell from the corner of her eye, slowly sliding down her fingertips. At this moment, no one was around to wipe away the tears from the corner of her eye, except herself.

Resolutely, he also erased the mentioned poem on the table slowly, just for the last time tonight.

She shouldn't be so weak and incompetent, relying on everything.

She shouldn't have a heart as fragile as Liuli's, but it is even more so. Even after being broken into pieces, she still gets back together, but in the end it is not the same as before.

For her, the best things should be in the present moment, not today and tomorrow.

I looked up at the moonlight tonight, but it was not as good as last night. The glass jade pendant in my hand illuminated it, but the dazzling light was always dazzling.

A faint smile couldn't help but appear at the corner of his mouth, and he resolutely put down everything in his hands, flicking away the dust on his body.

The moment she got up, she saw a man coming with a heavy body, so she stepped forward to greet him.

"Man'er, since that day, you haven't come to the palace for a long time. Tonight, why..."

The moment she saw Su Xiaoman, her heart was extremely happy. After all, the two of them had not seen each other for a long time. It can be seen that her hair was messed up by the wind and she had no intention of arranging it.

The look on his face was extremely ugly.

He looked worried and asked, "But what happened?"

From the moment Su Xiaoman came in and waited, she saw that she was here alone, either waiting for her cousin to come. She couldn't help but asked in confusion: "Cousin, will my cousin come over tonight?"

"He will not come after these six days."

Six days?

She needs to stay in the palace for six days to avoid meeting her cousin. But how can she hide here for a lifetime? What's more, entering the palace this time...

Seeing her abnormal expression, Ye Yilan did not dare to touch her casually. Her trembling hands stayed in the air and she called softly: "Man'er, Man'er——"

Seeing that she was acting unusually tonight, she just asked Murong Haochen if she would come. I was afraid that he didn't know about her coming this time, and it was impossible for him to not know about her coming into the palace like this.

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She gradually came back to her senses, holding her hands tightly with slightly trembling hands, and pleading with urgent eyes: "Cousin, can you help me again?"

"But there is something difficult and you don't want to speak?" Seeing that she was deliberately avoiding her eyes when she heard her asking. At that moment, what she should do was not to say too much, but to let her

Meditate, hold her body and sit down slowly, then ask softly, and continue. "If there is really something difficult to say, tell me what to do, and I will help you."

Unspeakable and hidden?

I am afraid that this matter is not unspeakable, but shameful.

But in this matter, she never expected that the two of them would be so dirty. When she thought of that scene, she felt extremely sick.

There were layers of tears in her eyes, and she said with a self-deprecating smile: "Cousin, if my cousin is an ordinary person, once he is addicted to beauty, you will not know that he is secretly having sex with her in the house.

, he secretly told her that his wife was dirty. If it were you, would you expose her, or would you run out and pretend that none of this ever happened?"

Regarding this matter, Ye Yilan couldn't give her the answer she wanted. In these words, she roughly knew everything, but she was very calm and relieved: "Now that you have seen it, you have to face the facts."

"Just tell me, what would you do if it were you?"

For herself, she didn't want to face the fact. Once she faced it, she felt that the two of them were extremely disgusting. What kind of destination did she find? Not even a year after getting married, everything changed.

What if it was me?

She really had never thought about this. She smiled and said extremely apologetically: "I'm sorry, I have never thought about this."

Naturally, Ye Yilan would not know about something that had never happened. As for her, she would not think about it either. Just because she knew that no matter what the situation, he would never betray her.

No matter who you are, you won't.

After hearing this, she smiled disdainfully. Because her cousin couldn't do such a thing, she naturally never thought about it.

Now her state of mind was like being pierced by several sharp swords, with wounds all over her body. She said with a bitter smile: "Even you don't know, so what should I do?"

Seeing how excited she was now, Ye Yilan couldn't help but stretched out her hand to comfort her back. She was at a loss and forced a smile to comfort her softly: "Man'er, once you want to recognize the reality, you should know whether he is the good friend of your life."

If so, there should be no escape. In case, he is drunk and acts recklessly."

"impossible."

If he was drinking and acting recklessly, she still didn't want to believe it. The first time, she could think so. Then how to explain it the second time.

She clearly remembered that she had returned to her home after learning that her cousin-in-law was safe and sound, but she accidentally saw Xi'er coming out of the room where the two of them were sleeping, and Cui Hao followed closely, and the two of them were talking intimately.

Hugging each other. At first, she didn't want to believe it, and she didn't want to know whether Xi'er had seduced him.

From that day on, that night, he treated himself as usual, but since he felt that he was not as happy as before. I don't know if he thought of the scene that happened this morning, or...

After this thought lingered in her mind for a long time, she didn't know how many hours had passed before she felt abnormally that the people beside her stood up and left. At that moment, she had already made enough preparations in her heart, so she followed them secretly. Then she saw them.

The two of them were so bold in the blazing sun in the jungle. I didn't want to believe that it was because of drinking.

Every day, I see the two of them acting like normal people. Since that night, he has not behaved in any way. But tonight, before going to bed, I went to the study to look for him, and heard something in the room.

The charming voice can also be heard from the conversation between the two of them.

——"Uncle, aren't you afraid of the young lady breaking in?"

——"I haven't seen you for so many days, but I can't bear it for a moment. What's more, his health is not much better. I don't believe that she went alone to discuss something that night and had nothing to do with that man.

"

These words were like a thunderbolt hitting her body. She couldn't believe that these words came from his mouth, words that she deserved the most love for. If it were anyone else,

Nor will it be the case.

There was no such extreme intersection between them, so why did it become like this...

After that scene, she left everything and ran out of the house. At that moment, the only thought in her mind was to enter the palace. She wanted to seek justice from her cousin, but when she thought about it carefully, once the matter was revealed, it would not be him who would be embarrassed.

, but herself. After all, he is just a married woman, and all rumors and rumors will attack the Su family. In this case, she must not be so decisive. So she came alone to find someone.

Ye Yilan heard that she now firmly believed that if someone asked her the same question, she would naturally not believe anything but what she saw in front of her.

And she couldn't tell that Cui Hao and Murong Haochen were not the same kind of people after all. If Murong Haochen was really like Cui Hao, she would naturally not have chosen him when she made the choice.

But after thinking about it, she really didn't know how to comfort her current mood.

On the contrary, when I was most helpless, wanting him to appear became a luxury. But in the end, he still could not know about this matter.

The reason for this has been roughly understood for a long time. After all, as she just said, anyone can know what happened.

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She didn't want to say it, so naturally she wouldn't ask any more questions. Just because no one wanted to mention it.

Su Xiaoman slowly looked at her, knowing that such a thing had never happened to her, so how could she help herself. These words she said now were just to make herself feel better.

"Sister-in-law, you don't want to ask more, you just don't want me to mention such an unbearable thing. But if I don't say it, no one will really listen to my complaint. I don't want to hide this pain in my heart all the time. It's too tiring.

Already."

"If you want to say something, I'll listen. If you don't want to, I think you're tired from walking all this way and you should take a good rest."

From beginning to end, she never forced anything she said. After all, such things cannot be forced. If he were here, I am afraid that according to his temperament, he would go there in person tonight, and he would not make the matter a storm in the city.

In fact, he would know about this matter whether he informed it or not. After all, he had an informant in the Su Mansion, so it was only a matter of time before he found out.

Seeing that she was in so much pain, I didn't want to comfort her too much, for fear that it would only touch the pain in her heart.

"One thing, I just want to ask you, do you still love him?"

like?

At that moment, countless scenes flashed through her, and she was afraid that she had admired him from the beginning. It was only because of this face that...

Now that I think about it, it was because I was too impulsive at the time. Or maybe, the reason why he became what he is now was just because of his high status, which made him so unscrupulous.

"Love is too humble."

Humble?

If you don't love humblely, how can you capture someone's heart?

For Ye Yilan, she never wanted to capture his heart, just because his heart was with her from beginning to end, so there was no point in her trip.

"If I let you separate, wouldn't it be too cruel? After all, it's up to you to make your own decision on this matter."

Ye Yilan was also thinking about what her words would be, and what the consequences would be.

Decide?

If there is really a divorce letter, then it is union and separation. But the most perfect moment in a woman's life is the moment when she puts on her wedding dress, which is only worn by one person, just once.

Once separated, you have to find a new beginning. On the contrary, everything will not be as perfect as before.

Looking up at the missing corner of the moon, if you want to make up for the missing corner, you have to end everything and start over.

She sighed sadly and said, "Cousin, I don't need you to hide this from me. I want to tell my cousin personally."

"Have you thought it through?"

For the first time, she had no needs and no need to hide them.

"I haven't thought about it clearly now, but I will in the future."

She has never been a weak woman, so she would not tolerate certain things. But in the face of love, she chose to do this.

And now that she has her cousin's support, she has nothing to fear.
Chapter completed!