Only Chen Zhaoyi?

But no matter how you think about it, there is only one result. The more you think about it, the same is true. You simply won't change it for anyone, and you can't let it go.

If you can really let go of a relationship, you will never have loved again.

But seeing her eldest grandson Guanji become so ruthless for love, there was indeed not a trace of blood on her hands. But her heart did not want to get rid of Ye Yilan.

I'm afraid that if I get rid of it this way, I might just want to kill someone with a borrowed knife.

This knife was probably meant to be used by her own hands to kill the person she wanted to get rid of the most.

Why, I don't want to be so cruel. Just because I know in my heart that the more cruel you are, the more cruel you will be, the more you will be rejected by the one you love. Instead of doing this, the best way is not to fight or grab.

She saw this point more clearly than her eldest grandson Guanji, but she was blinded by her family's power.

And I have never been blinded by anything.

Now, Ye Yilan is pregnant, so nothing can go wrong. At this time, she is no longer the emperor's favorite, even the Empress Dowager cherishes her belly.

No matter what you hear or see, you must calm down your heart. Only in this way will there be no hatred or jealousy.

After going through this every day, there was no point in arguing. After all, if he wanted to talk to her, he didn't dare to get close. She had the emperor by her side, so there was no need to be lonely.

Even if he pretends to go to look for her, it is just to take one more look. Even if there is only a back view, he is satisfied.

Sometimes, I feel like my eldest grandson Guanji, so eager for his attention. Even if I don't see myself in his eyes, as long as he speaks to me, my heart will feel warm.

From the first moment she saw him, she had already decided in her heart that she would become his woman in this life. Whether she was his wife or concubine, as long as she could be by his side, it would be enough.

But I don't know that he is so infatuated and not a sentimental person. It is because of him that he is so desirable, and he wants to have everything like Ye Yilan.

In this way, all fantasies become a lifetime of extravagant hopes.

"At the beginning, you once told me that no matter how much you love someone, the person you love the most is someone else. You have to know how to take it easy, and you cannot give your love wholeheartedly."

They were words in the past, but they are still in my heart now. The doubts I had about her at the beginning, and everything I experienced in the future, she helped me survive safely in the palace.

Even though she seduced the emperor and gave him the title of concubine, she could not hold back the hatred in her heart. Once she hated him, everything she had given would be in vain.

And every time I think of her words, I can't help but think about it. But, how can I know whether what she said is true or false? After all, she has never tried her best.

She raised her eyes with a silent sigh and looked at the clear sky. It was so blue without any clouds to decorate it. But when would she be able to have a pure land with no distracting thoughts in her heart.

The corner of his mouth raised a slight arc, but he mocked himself sternly: "But once you give it, it's hard to take it back. I'm afraid you have never had this kind of love, so naturally you can't understand my state of mind."

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Never owned?

When Lan Shan heard these words, she was extremely ridiculous.

But unfortunately, I have really owned it before, and it was an unforgettable possession for one or two periods.

At the beginning, she was so stupid that she attributed everything to Murong Haoli. In this way, no matter whether she was a concubine or a slave, she never complained at all as long as she was by his side.

But when he sent him to the palace, he didn't have any hatred, but was puzzled. Everything was done according to his orders, so naturally he didn't dare to show any neglect.

But when I met Ye Yilan and remembered what he had said that day by the stream, everything suddenly clicked into place.

I am not one of those women who are completely devoted, so naturally I will not let this love become the stain of my eternal life.

Instead of this, fortunately, in this lost relationship, I found someone I wanted to belong to.

Even though Xia Qianyi also has Ye Yilan in his heart, now there is no possibility for him to be with her again, or even have the slightest chance to keep her.

Now, the place in his heart can only be himself. What's more, what he is carrying is his flesh and blood, and he cannot abandon himself. The promises he made before are all remembered in his heart. Even the jade pendant he gave him has long been

Let yourself follow with all your heart.

Naturally, nothing will happen in the future, and he will become stronger and will never let any harm come to his flesh and blood.

The thoughts in his eyes gradually gave way to a faint smile.

All these experiences were more unimaginable than she could have imagined.

If she sees through everything, it is only a small part of everything. If she wants to experience everything that has happened to her, she probably does not have such thoughts.

"I have never experienced any of this. These are just words from my heart. If you feel that these words are wrong, you don't have to listen to them. Just follow your own heart."

Since in her heart, she was so unwilling to believe her own sarcastic words, she would not force her to do so, nor would she give any lectures to her.

After all, her life has nothing to do with her.

The road is made by her step by step, not by others.

But my own path was achieved through my own obsession. I got rid of my lifelong status as a slave, but I still have to rely on my status as a concubine to survive.

According to the past character of mind, there will definitely be jealousy and the desire to compete for favor. However, here it is simply impossible to compete. The more you compete, the more you lose.

Instead of doing this, it is better to live peacefully like this and give birth to Xia Qianyi's flesh and blood safely. In this way, there will be no pain of displacement in the future. In this life, it is enough to have the family love that I have never received.

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"If you follow your heart, you can really do anything. I want to see more than this."

For herself, she can do everything according to her own will, but it is not possible to be perfect.

looking with both eyes

He had been observing her behavior with concern, but a meaningful meaning flashed in his eyes subconsciously. The corner of his mouth raised a slight arc, and a light smile slowly came: "But you have been here all your life."

No worries, it’s time to be satisfied."

Hearing this, he shook his head silently and sighed leisurely: "But some people can live the rest of their lives peacefully without worrying about anything."

Her eyes slowly looked at Xia Muling, her thoughts slowly returned to her senses, but she didn't know why she came today.

Instead of talking about this, it has no purpose.

He slowly stood up and pretended to leave: "Concubine Shu came here today to chat with me for a while. If there is nothing else to do in the future, I would like to take a rest."

"That's right, your health is important, so naturally I won't bother you too much. In the future, you must be more careful about this body, so as not to be taken advantage of by someone with ulterior motives."

Seeing her words, it was natural to hear that this was an order to expel guests.

He couldn't help but look at her belly again, and gave some warnings. After all, he knew the plan of the eldest grandson Wanji, but no matter what, this child was the emperor's flesh and blood, so how could there be any mistakes.

But no matter what, since she has been told to be careful at all times, it is best to take precautions before they happen.

Someone is taking advantage of it?

The only person who can take advantage of her is Murong Haochen, not the reminder from her mouth.

From beginning to end, he didn't care at all about her words.

Putting the clothes into the basket, he bowed slightly and said, "If I don't take good care of you, I can't send you out personally."

"It doesn't matter. Today, I am not sentimental."

Now, the fact that she keeps saying she is unwell makes people remember that she is pregnant. In fact, the last thing she wants to hear is the word "pregnancy" being mentioned in her mouth.

The disgust in Xia Muling's eyes gradually revealed...

Uninvited?

Hearing this, Lan Shan secretly scorned her with all her heart. Until Xia Muling actually left, her eyes remained on where she was sitting.

But what she did just now is really thought-provoking. It becomes increasingly unclear what she meant by what she said?

Now that I think about it, the word "utilization" is more of a warning.

But no matter how much you warn, some things have nothing to do with you at all.

On the contrary, here, it is more peaceful to raise a fetus. And those so-called disputes naturally have nothing to do with me.

Now that Ye Yilan is pregnant, all eyes will be on her, not herself.

This seemingly safe place turns out to be more conspiratorial...

After a while, Xia Muling stepped forward to greet the oncoming person.

"I haven't seen my sister for a long time, but I see that she has lost a lot of weight."

Looking at her at this time, she really had the face of a spring Buddha, but her body had indeed lost a lot of weight.

elder sister?

Ye Yilan felt a little surprised when she heard her calling her like this.

"My dearest concubine, please don't forget the rules in the palace."

rule?

"There are so many rules in the palace, which restrict many people's worldliness."

It is rare to see her. After all, she has never been willing to take a step out of the palace. Even if she could, she would not walk such a long way.

But now that she has the real power of the queen, she can naturally enter anywhere she wants. Of course, there is no need to worry too much about how she is living in the palace.

Nowadays, no matter who it is, she must have some distance, because there is not anyone in the palace whom she can completely trust.

After all, the two of them couldn't talk as freely as before. Let alone have a single word to say.

Except for Chen Lan Dian and Qin Lan Dian, no one has ever believed it.
To be continued...