Lost?

From beginning to end, he was willing to trap her in it.

Because only in this way can she stay by his side for the rest of her life and never leave him.

Her heart has always been so unstable, and she doesn't know how her heart can be safely entrusted to herself wholeheartedly. Only in this way, there will be no existing problems between the two of them.

She wouldn't be so anxious about one thing.

But sometimes when I see her anxious, I feel extremely unhappy in my heart. And this displeasure is not for her, but because I will also become anxious according to her state of mind.

"I'm afraid I won't be able to get out for the rest of my life."

Holding her hand, he sighed silently. There was a hint of sadness in his eyes, but his bitter smile was an understatement: "If I don't ascend the throne, I'm afraid you won't have the chance to do so."

So much pain."

Perhaps, this was the only thing that could open the knot in her heart.

And the vow she once made, "to be a couple forever", now he is fulfilling all the promises in her heart.

But no matter what his status is now, how many concubines he has. But after all, those are not what he wants, nor do he want to belong to his heart. Naturally, he can regard them as nothing, and he can ignore everything.

Just because I know in my heart that I only love one person in my life, I will never look twice at any other woman, nor will I have any change of heart.

But no matter what she did, she couldn't achieve what she wanted in her heart. There was no need to care about those concubines. As long as she loved one person in her life, that was enough, so there was no need to care about identity.

Her thoughts became increasingly difficult to understand.

pain?

It has only been more than a year in this palace, and those who have lived in the harem for a long time will spend their whole lives. Only you can know whether you have grace or not. Who can truly understand all the pain you have experienced.

If there is no grace, one's own palace will be the 'cold palace' of eternal life;.

"For you, Lan'er can endure anyone's criticism, but she won't allow anyone to take you away."

Now, I have always been worried about his identity. Sometimes, I will also have random thoughts that disturb my mind.

I don’t know if I should have this love in my hands, but it can last forever...

At this time, I have already thought about all this very clearly. I cannot keep asking him to make promises because of my obsession. On the contrary, the more this happens, everything will be counterproductive. Instead of doing this, it is better to

Let him go first and treat everything like a dream. Once he unlocks this dream, he will not be trapped here forever, and everything will be cleared away.

Once this cloud is cleared, and everything should belong to him alone, how can he give it to others? Even in his heart, he doesn't want to do this.

There are some things that I just hide from myself. I just don’t want to face what is happening now. I don’t dare to face it, but I want to live in a dream and don’t want to wake up. It will be like this for a long time...

Gradually she lay down in his arms, slowly closing her eyes, but the corners of her mouth could not help but raise a smile of secret joy in her heart.

Take away?

In the past, she couldn't say the word "rob" at all, because in her words, this word was extremely inappropriate, so naturally she couldn't understand it.

Now, I am more and more daring to say this. At that moment, when I heard it, it was extremely unbelievable.

An affectionate smile slowly bloomed in her eyes, and she teased the tip of her nose: "Lan'er is becoming more and more selfish nowadays."

"If you weren't selfish, how could I keep you here?"

Seeing that he was still smiling, he had no mood to play with him at this moment. On the contrary, he kept teasing himself.

"I'm afraid that I won't be able to keep you in this life. Why should you worry that you won't be able to keep me?"

It's not that she can't keep herself, but that she simply can't keep her.

Just because I know very well in my heart how deep my love for Ye Yilan is. But no matter how I change, I will never change my feelings for her.

And she had nothing to worry about, and she would never leave her.

"But I..."

Before she could finish her words, she was immediately covered by his kiss. The surprised look in her eyes slowly calmed down.

Their lips gradually parted from each other, but there was a tenderness and sweetness in their ears, whispering softly: "Don't worry, I will never leave you behind in this life."

In the past eighteen years, I have never seen her afraid of losing. This is because she is protected everywhere in Ye Mansion. She is held in the palm of her hand like a treasure and will not be touched at all.

And she is not that arrogant woman who relies on favors. Even if she is a high-ranking woman, she will become arrogant and rude if she is held in the palm of her hand since she was a child, and she will not put anyone in her eyes at all.

But she would not be like this.

Just because I fell in love with her temperament, and I don’t know why, everything was decided from the first sight. More or less, it was because I was very close to Ye Xunyu at the beginning, and I was gradually getting closer to the rest of the people.

Distancing them gradually.

It was this obsession in my heart that actually made me have more affection for her.

"But you will think that I am too selfish, and I will not be myself in the future."

This is the only thing that matters to me the most. What remains unchanged has always been my own heart, and I don't want to let myself become any less like myself before.

But once it changes, I am afraid that I will live in pain for the rest of my life.

"No matter what kind of temper you become, I, Murong Haochen, will only love Ye Yilan after all."

Just because he understands her.

Naturally, no matter how indifferent she is to others or how ironic her words are, there will be no prejudice against her.

I love her not only for her temperament, but also to my core. I have no regrets at all. I have never had any prejudice against her, nor have I the slightest dissatisfaction with her temperament.

And she has indeed changed a lot.

Not only her behavior, but also her temperament became more and more like her.

I always feel that sometimes, she is looking at her own appearance. Instead of doing this, she looks like this, which makes me no longer have any worries.

Sometimes, he really wants to let her go, but once he lets go, not only he will feel uneasy and unable to let go. Rather than doing this, it is better to force her to stay by his side, so that he can have her and accompany her for the rest of his life.

Instead of doing this, she will not have any worries in her mind, nor will she have random thoughts that disturb her thoughts that she has always adhered to.

She hugged his neck very coyly, pretending to be coquettish and said: "You can only say these words to me."

"how about you?"

After hearing his question, the smile in the corners of his eyes gradually disappeared.

I don't know why, but I dare not say the words in my heart. Once I say it, everything will be overturned.

It's not that I don't love him, it's that I don't have any confidence in myself.

I am afraid that I will be the one who gets hurt in the future.

All unknowns will happen. If you don't want to have any worries, you should throw away all the worries in your heart.

But this question made him even more unable to confirm what he was thinking.

"I think, isn't it good for us to do this?"

"Indeed, it's pretty good."

After hearing her words, my heart was filled with mixed emotions. I didn't know whether it was happiness or sadness. Instead, all the expectations I had in my heart completely disappeared.

She already knew it well in her heart, but she still had to ask herself. Instead, it was her own fault, and she couldn't get anything to say about what was on her mind.

The slightly raised arc at the corner of her mouth made people think deeply, but he kissed her neck affectionately.

"Your Majesty, King Wenxuan wishes to see you."

After hearing the sound outside the door, Ye Yilan pushed him away in panic.

The moment Murong Haochen saw her standing up, he laughed softly in confusion: "Why are you so flustered?"

His eyes glanced at the figure outside the door. He himself didn't know about Murong Haoli's arrival.

The frown in her eyes gradually faded away subconsciously when she looked at Ye Yilan.

Flustered?

This panic was not because of seeing Murong Haoli, but because the two of them behaved so intimately just now and did not want others to notice.

But it happened that that person was Murong Haoli.

"If we teach others to see the two of us like this, wouldn't it be..."

Seeing how scared she was, he still held her hand and joked: "You and I are not having an affair, so why should we be afraid."

Fear?

What he said was an understatement.

"The emperor has important matters to discuss, so I naturally have to leave." She leaned over and whispered in his ear and continued. "Is this reasonable enough for me to leave?"

The moment Ye Yilan saw that he had been holding her hand and never let go, she didn't know how to make him let go.

Just because he waited outside the door like this, it was a bit...

However, as an emperor, naturally no one can disobey him. But no matter what, he is her husband after all. Naturally, whatever he does can be done in front of himself, and it is more real than in front of others.

"Just wait for me inside for a while."

"moment?"
To be continued...