anxiety?

From beginning to end, there was not a lot of anxiety about this matter. After all, there are some things that cannot be concluded with just one word. But in the end, all I want to achieve is to not have many distracting thoughts.

But she was the one with too many distracting thoughts in her heart, not herself. She was the only one who was always willing to think randomly.

In the past, when she was in Ye Mansion, her carefree look would never look like this.

Regardless of her change of mood, all these "sins" were committed by herself. How can the inconsistent words and deeds in her mouth be used to judge her character.

Holding her in the palm of his hand and caring for her wholeheartedly are his promises to her in this life. However, there are only two things he can't give her now, and he can't tell her yet.

Maybe in the future, everything will gradually come to light.

When he held her extremely slender waist with one hand, his chin was clasped in the ends of her hair, and he sighed leisurely: "I just think of the past, it's okay."

"If it's really okay, why do you..." Halfway through his words, he gradually realized that what he said was obviously a deliberate attempt to bring up this matter. On the contrary, if he spoke about Murong Haoli, he would

Naturally, I didn't think anything strange happened. On the contrary, I didn't know that it was the uneasy feeling in my heart. Once I mentioned it, I felt guilty.

Subconsciously, he has been restraining his heart, and he must not let him see any suspicious eyes on him.

Pretending to be calm, he continued: "No matter what situation you are in, some things need to be considered in the long term."

Long term plan?

He has no long-term plans for this matter. After all, whether he is handed over to the military order or not, he will never give up. Now, he just uses the false accusation of Ye Xunyu as his only excuse in his words.

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He sighed indifferently, his brows still frowning: "Are you talking about the military order handed over by King Wenxuan?"

"But, shouldn't I ask?" Judging from the coldness in his words, it was obvious that he did not dare to speak. After all, the conversation between the two of them was heard inside, and they were clearly playing a game of chess.

That’s all.

This confrontation between the black and white boys is, for some reason, so exciting that it is easy to decide the winner.

Hearing this, Murong Haochen smiled tenderly. He held her waist and sat forward resolutely. On the contrary, he had no intention of letting her go. Instead, he sat her astride him.

Just on the body.

He kissed her forehead very affectionately, held her body tightly against hers with his hands, and whispered softly in his ear: "You can hear it from behind, so why should I hide it from you."

After hearing these words, the smile in his eyes gradually faded away.

If he hadn't been listening to what they were saying, he wouldn't have known about all this. And how could he be with him?

Just like what he said, if you hear this, you can't deceive him.

He couldn't help lowering his eyes and smiled helplessly. The corners of his mouth were slightly raised but he was so indifferent. He slowly said: "From that day on, I have been hiding, so that I know all your secrets."

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Seeing her raising her eyes, the smile was still raised at the corner of her mouth, but she didn't care much about the hidden thoughts in her smile.

He frowned and stared at her with great concentration. He had never known that she cared so much about her secrets and wanted to know everything. He didn't know where her curiosity came from.

"Lan'er, when did you care so much about my secrets that you have to know them all? For you, I can't have secrets?"

"That's not the case." There was indeed a lot of confusion and curiosity about his secrets, but he didn't let him have any secrets in his life. After all, how could he do something that he couldn't do?

imposed on him.

What's more, the things that I conceal have made my heart confused without even realizing it.

And the words he said had no other purpose at all, they were just casual words. On the contrary, this casual words were just him blaming himself indiscriminately.

"I just feel like I don't know you well enough."

"This year, you haven't gotten to know me at all. Do you know that I know you..."

It had only been more than a year, and she still didn't have any understanding of herself. On the contrary, after hearing these words, for some reason, she laughed at herself in a sarcastic way.

It only took a few months to get to know her. Just because she didn't say it out loud, it meant nothing to her. After all, there were some things she didn't really know yet, so naturally she wasn't in a hurry to join her.

What's more, there are some things that I really don't want her to know. In this way, perhaps the love between the two is the purest.

He reached out and stroked her face, not caring about anything. Just because, these are not worth caring about at all, and no small thing can hurt his love for Lan'er. Naturally, this love can last forever.

There won't be any damage.

She stared with affectionate eyes for a long time, and a warm voice slowly came into her ears: "For you, I have paid so much to understand you."

"It's my fault, I shouldn't have said this." Even though I knew that he had no anger towards me at all, I could hear the dissatisfaction in his heart from his words.

He has indeed sacrificed a lot for himself, but he is always relying on him and has never really understood him. But it is not that he understands too much that he can take the person in front of him into his heart.

The person above is naturally the one you love, and there are no words to describe everything.

Putting down his soothing hand on his face, she lay snuggled into his arms and said leisurely: "Actually, I don't care at all whether I know you or not. Just because I know that you

Your love for me and your care for me are enough. But all those illusory things are not what I am obsessed with at all. It’s just that sometimes I want to talk to you, but I don’t want to see you in the court.

Sometimes I am worried and frowning. To me, it is just a few words of tenderness."

These words have never been told to him, because sometimes he doesn't pay much attention to them. Sometimes he says those words casually, and it does come from his own heart, but the truth is not his own.

Just like that.

What's more, if I want to change all of his xinxing, even if these are just delusions, I simply cannot let him change them at will.

But once he changed it, he would no longer be Murong Haochen.

After all, he has always been unwilling to say much and has always been just an indifferent person.

Gradually she got down from his arms, resolutely picked up the cake she had prepared for him, and when she put it to his mouth, he held her wrist tightly.

When Murong Haochen saw the cake in her hand, he walked up and put it in his own hand.

He sighed indifferently and said: "Lan'er, in this palace, I have to be like this. I think you know the reason."

The reason?

Standing beside him, she silently looked into his thoughtful eyes. Under those cold and arrogant eyes, there was an unknown side.

From beginning to end, he hid everything in his heart and never revealed it. How could he not make people feel distressed when he was like this?

But sometimes, he always made people alienate, but he got used to this alienation. Gradually, he never felt any alienation. Just because he knew at that moment that he should not have any feelings for him.

Indifference. Once indifferent, the two of them will eventually live an unsatisfactory life.

Gradually she got closer to his shoulders, and hugged him tightly from behind affectionately.

Seeing this, Murong Haochen raised a warm and gentle smile on her lips. She took a bite of the cake she made by herself. The sweet taste lingered in it for a long time and never dissipated.

In fact, he has never liked sweets, just because the sweeter things make him feel more miserable. But ever since he ate the cakes made by her, the sweetness was not too sweet, but the moment it was put into his mouth.

Everything about the sweetness is just right.

Gradually, she started to like the pastries that only she made. And she didn't even know about this. If she knew about it, everything would change.

For example, she had always worried that everything in the harem would turn her into another Ye Yilan, a stranger to her.

But he has been warning her that nothing will change. Even if it changes, she is the only one he loves.

In fact, I know very well in my heart that Ye Yilan is Ye Yilan after all, and she will not change herself because of anything.

But there are some things that she naturally doesn't need to know.

After all, once everything changes, the taste will also change.

"Just now, Murong Haochen deliberately mentioned the fact that my father neglected me back then. Apparently he was telling me that no matter if I sit on this dragon throne, my power is still not as powerful as the Changsun clan behind him. If I didn't care about this in the past, how could I?

I secretly cultivate my own power. Just because I don't want to be bullied in any way."

When he thinks of what happened back then, mentioning it again now can be regarded as an understatement for him.

He glanced at the cake in his hand and reluctantly put it down. He kissed the back of her hand affectionately and said tenderly: "Fortunately, I met the master and you. That changed my life."

lifetime."

This life has changed because of her, and she has made me what I am today. If I hadn't met her in this life, I don't know what would happen today.

All illusions are just a hurdle that cannot be overcome in the heart, so why bother and worry.

Ye Yilan didn't know anything about what happened before, nor did she know anything about what he had experienced.

But without knowing it, everything becomes as alive as a blank sheet of paper. I don’t know the world, but I wish I could fill it up. It’s like a picture scroll, unfolding one by one in front of my eyes.

The perfection of this life may not be expressed sincerely, and it cannot describe everything. Tao can draw everything into a picture, so that everything can be seen at a glance.

"Perhaps, my appearance will make you change." However, you should be thankful for all this. Meeting each other will lead to a marriage and bond for the rest of your life. Looking at his side face, his eyes

Everything in his heart was so profound, even though he had no warning whatsoever, only he knew it in his heart. "Haochen, if you had never met me in this life, would you..."

"How come there are so many ifs."

Every time I heard her "if", I was extremely unhappy. After all, the two of them finally got together, and there was no such thing as "if" to categorically define everything about the two of them.

"Don't worry. Even if I don't meet you, I will definitely meet you in the future."

Will we meet in the future?

I'm afraid that nothing he said could be as engraved in my heart as these words.
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