Chapter Five Hundred and One: Fu'an One Thought
The person on the bed was curled up, his hands still holding the quilt tightly. His eyes were staring at the eyes with such hollow eyes for a long time.
Unknowingly, the tears in his eyes fell slowly and involuntarily.
I don’t know how many tears fell from these eyes last night. Among them, if I dare not sit in front of the mirror and look at what I am looking like now, it must be extremely difficult to see.
With such a slumped body, he was already unable to move around in any way when he got out of bed.
After gradually hearing the sound of the door opening, he slowly closed his eyes and said angrily: "Get out."
go out?
The moment he closed the door, he heard her words, and his heart was suddenly stunned.
"Who are you doing this hunger strike for?"
I heard the news about her hunger strike early this morning and rushed here in a hurry. I saw her curled up slumped on the bed, not wanting to show her face at all.
I couldn't see her appearance clearly at this time, but I felt a lot of helplessness in my heart.
Treating herself like this is nothing more than hurting herself cruelly. Anyone who doesn't look at her like this won't feel sorry for her.
When he heard that extremely familiar voice gradually approaching, his heart felt like heart-wrenching pain. For some reason, he had to shed tears in the corners of his eyes when he came, instead of being happy.
It was really difficult to speak with a choked voice, but after it calmed down a little, he slowly said, "I, my concubine, it's not that I have no appetite and can't eat."
When Murong Haochen listened to her choked words, he resolutely held her body in his arms, lying in it with her, and slowly said: "Listen
Say, you haven't eaten all day, who are you trying to kill?"
The sound of his speaking words reached my ears. The more I wanted to push him away from my arms, the harder it became to turn around and face him, but I didn't know how to push him away.
"If the emperor feels that this matter is forcing you, he can just leave. Why stay here."
"Lan'er, after one night, you still haven't woken up yet?"
I thought that if I gave her just one night, she would be able to realize everything. But unfortunately, she still had the same temperament, and it had always been the same without any change.
"How can I come to my senses, my concubine? Does the emperor think that I was at fault for what happened yesterday? As for the emperor, he has never said a word of comfort. After suffering such injustice, the emperor can only blame me."
What Ye Yilan has always been thinking about is his relief, but yesterday he didn't mention a word about it. Among the many things he said, he was the only one who criticized it.
The reason why I treat myself like this today is just to let him show up in this way. It's not just to keep myself stuffy in my heart and unable to let go.
Murong Haochen hugged her body tighter and tighter, stretched out his hand to gently tease her hair, and his lips slowly traveled around her neck. Then he sighed:
"Sometimes, I have been regretting that there is no right or wrong in doing some things. Now, I think it through."
This matter was on his mind, and he thought about it very thoroughly. After thinking about it yesterday, he finally put an end to this matter.
Sometimes, he was also thinking about this matter. If this had never happened, the hatred in her heart would not exist. Now, even if she rarely speaks about this matter, it still remains.
It still exists in my heart. After all, the origin of all causes and effects comes from myself. These causes and effects should be borne by myself.
Sometimes, everything has to end.
"What do you mean by this?"
What he said at this time was becoming more and more difficult to understand. When I heard it in my heart, I was filled with panic. I don’t know why, but this panic never settled down, and my rapid heartbeat became increasingly difficult to stabilize.
Come down.
What makes her uneasy is that she can't help but move in his arms. When she faces him, her eyes have never been as good as they are now, wanting to take another look. She is afraid that at any moment, he will not be in front of her.
"Your body is inherently weak. If you are going on a hunger strike just because you want to see me, I don't think it is necessary."
Regarding her question just now, there was no explanation to her at all. Instead, he was inadvertently and deeply attracted by her eyes.
It became increasingly difficult to resist anything her eyes brought, and I don't know why she stared at it with such reluctance for a long time. At that moment, it hurt the apex of my heart.
"How did you know that I..."
After listening to his words, he revealed all the plans in his mind. But in his heart, he knew that he had seen through everything, but he still came. And his thoughts became increasingly difficult to see.
Just understand.
Seeing this, Murong Haochen smiled lovingly, leaned over and kissed her forehead affectionately, saying tenderly: "My Lan'er, how can you not recognize the general appearance of a person now?"
.Now, there are various ways, just to force me to come back to you."
From that moment on, the tenderness in the corners of Murong Haochen's eyes gradually faded away, but his expression became unusually cold.
"You know it clearly, but you still treat me like this."
Listening to his sweet words, I felt even more secretly happy in my heart. She shyly snuggled into his arms. "Murong Haochen, I will force you in this life, force you not to leave me."
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Murong Haochen looked back at the imperial edict he had placed on the table. He would rather be forced than love in such a resigned way.
In the past, I just felt that she had never loved me, not even in this life, but only what I loved.
Now that she is in love, it becomes more and more difficult for her to let go of this matter, and she wants a lot. But now, she can only let go of these many wants temporarily.
The gentle body gradually left her arms, walked forward step by step, picked up the imperial edict in front of him, held it high and said, "Do you still remember this imperial edict?"
"This is the imperial edict written by the late emperor, and it is also the imperial edict that I must not violate while being trapped in the palace."
Ye Yilan has never forgotten this matter, every word in this imperial edict. At first, she hated him because of this matter, but now she doesn't have that hatred.
Regarding this imperial edict, from the beginning to the end, I have never seen him take it out in person. Now, he has left his body, but at this moment, he takes it out at this moment.
I don't know what he wants.
Ye Yilan looked at this imperial edict and couldn't help but lie down on the mattress. With her feet on the ground, she reached out and picked up a piece of clothing at random and put it on her body. She said slowly and leisurely.
"I asked for this imperial edict from my father, so that you could be locked up in this palace for the rest of your life. It was because you had feelings for Murong Haoli at that time, and I also risked letting you.
He did this because he hated me." At that time, he would always remember that when she was holding this imperial edict, those eyes were looking at her with hatred. Only her hatred was that
It is something that she will never forget. Even if she throws the imperial edict at herself in anger, she will still feel that the matter itself is unfair to her. She does not know anything and is controlled by herself everywhere.
She hates, she is annoyed, these are all excusable things.
Nowadays, this is the only thing that she has never let go of in her heart. Sometimes when she mentions it accidentally, she feels regretful about it in her heart.
Now, taking this opportunity, everything should come to an end.
"Now, I give you your freedom."
"free?"
The moment I heard this, I felt not joy, but inexplicable uneasiness. I don't know what he meant by this freedom.
I don't dare to speculate about this matter casually, nor do I dare to disturb it with any thoughts.
The forced smile in the corner of his mouth asked: "Hao Chen, what do you mean by this? Why am I like this..."
"Someone is coming——"
The moment you heard him calling someone, you were completely unaware of his every move.
But when he brought the brazier, his eyes couldn't help but look at the imperial edict in his hand, and the uneasiness in his heart gradually surged into his heart. Pretending to be calm and composed, he asked: "Haochen, are you like this?"
What is it for?"
When Ye Yilan saw him throwing the imperial edict into the brazier without any hesitation, it was too late to stop him.
The moment she wanted to rush forward, Zi Ling stepped forward to stop her.
"Mother, I beg you to calm down. How can you hold the stove with your bare hands?"
Just because, the emperor's order must not be violated. After all, the emperor burned this imperial edict. If the empress rushed forward like this, if she was extremely hurt, how could the emperor not feel distressed?
"I said that if I give you freedom, I won't let you be locked up in the palace again."
Murong Haochen saw that she was so determined not to give up. This imperial edict itself was a 'cage' that trapped her throughout her life. Now that it was destroyed according to her wish, why should she be so unwilling.
"Murong Haochen, how could you be so cruel and destroy it——"
"From today on, Chen Zhaoyi can regain her freedom and will never have to return to the palace again."
Now, she would rather not have this freedom than leave the palace like this.
I never expected that he would actually chase her away.
At first she begged him to let her go, but now she asks him to stay in the palace. Everything is so ridiculous.
His body gradually became weak and limp on the ground. Looking at him from above, he had the final say in everything, but he never asked his own heart whether he was willing or not.
"You can't treat me like this. You were the one who got the imperial edict to trap me in the palace, and you are the one who restored my freedom now. What do you think of me? You can't treat me like this. You can't—
—"
The moment she saw the late emperor's imperial edict burning up one by one, she never imagined that the imperial edict she hated at the beginning would be so reluctant to part with it.
Only then did I realize that love hurts so much.
I thought that after today, yesterday's events would no longer be a thing of the past. But I didn't know that I was abandoned by him.
The moment he crossed the threshold, Murong Haochen could hear her crying voice, which was so heart-wrenching.
At the beginning, this happened because of a thought on her part. To give her freedom now is to give Ye Yilan the freedom she had back then.
Chapter completed!