Don't think about it anymore.

Some things, no matter how much you think about it, will have no result, or, no matter how much you think about it, there will be one result.

Just like him and Chu Weiwei, he no longer knows what to do to win her back. Some things will last a lifetime once he misses them, but he wants to have her by his side for the rest of his life.

Yi Beihan drank five drinks in a row, and now his eyes were a little dizzy. He sat quietly, without moving for a long time, like a Buddha statue.

"Han, if you still love Xia Yan, go and chase her back. Even if you die decadently here, she won't know!!"

After a long while, Yi Beihan opened his eyes with bloodshot eyes, looked at Mo Jiyan, and said slowly, "What would you do if your mother threatened death and did not allow you to be with Chu Weiwei?"

Mo Jiyan's hand holding the wine glass shook, but he couldn't say even a single word.

"There is a hatred between Xia Yan and I that can never be wiped out," the hoarse voice, every word dripping with blood, made people feel like they were pierced through the heart, "Five years ago, I thought her mother was responsible for my loss.

My father lived on the street and made my mother a crazy murderer, but now I know it is not like that."

"It's my mother. My mother is the murderer who ruined Xia Yan's family. Her mother was kicked out of the house by Murong Shang, and her mother had a car accident, making her an orphan from birth...these truths,

I don’t even dare to let her know.”

Mo Jiyan just listened and couldn't stand it anymore.

Every word he spoke was as breathless as a gossamer, but it clearly cut into people's hearts, but it was like a knife cutting through them. Just a few hasty words made people feel unbearable pain.

He opened his lips, but could not utter a single word. He reached out to take away the wine on the table, but Yi Beihan took it away first.

He poured a full glass of wine, and the light above his head shone on the golden and transparent liquid, making it look particularly desolate.

Yi Beihan drank it down and continued in a low voice, "The more I think about the days when I tortured Xia Yan recently, the more uncomfortable I feel. The more I think about my biological mother forcing me to choose, the more I feel that this life is too...

Unreal.”

Mo Jiyan frowned and stopped him, "Don't drink like that, it will hurt your health."

But these words even made him feel bitter and hurt his heart. Why should he be afraid of hurting his body?

"Maybe it would be better if you tell her. It is better than the torture between two people now. She thinks you don't love him. She is in pain and you are in even more pain."

"Have I told her to make her hate me? She will hate me to death. I failed to save her father. I also have to tell her that her mother was also killed by my mother. She will never see her again.

Me, you can’t even love me anymore..."

Memories of the past flashed through his mind one after another, as well as the truths that Yi Meifeng told him word for word. His brain hurt as if it was about to explode, and the pain made him want to die.

There was a violent dizziness in front of him. He closed his eyes and lay on the table, asking himself what to do, but he couldn't find the answer for a long time.

Because there is simply no way!!

"Han, her father's matter has nothing to do with you. Xia Yan knows this in her heart and will not hate you."

"But what about the others? So let's separate. She'd better not love me in the future. If not loving me can make her suffer less, I'm willing."

Mo Jiyan had always thought that Yi Beihan was a ruthless and cruel person, but it was only now that he understood the pain in his heart.
Chapter completed!