1392. Chapter 1392 I'm just afraid of losing you
He wanted to rush up and kiss her hard, but he was afraid that she would be angry, so he could only peck her gently.
Xia Yan only felt sad now. She struggled and twisted her body, mumbling for him to get out.
Yi Beihan's heart was broken when he heard that. In order to stop her from continuing to say these words, he simply covered the two soft red lips, rubbed them gently, and sucked them.
Xia Yan whimpered and swayed back to hide.
As if Yi Beihan had expected it, he directly held the back of her head with his big hand and pushed her head towards him.
"Baby, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I love you... I miss you, don't let me go..."
Yi Beihan traced her white teeth with the tip of his tongue, and swept his powerful tongue back and forth across her pink gums, trying to get Xia Yan to open her mouth.
Xia Yan had lost her mind a long time ago. All she could think about was hating Yi Beihan, hating him for torturing her for no reason six years ago, and herself for shamelessly falling in love with a man who only abused her.
After so many years of entanglement, it’s time to completely break off the relationship.
"Yi Beihan, get out! Don't touch me. I think you're disgusting. Get out!" Xia Yan struggled and screamed at him to get out.
The more firmly Yi Beihan restrained her body, the harder she struggled.
She cried loudly, kicked Yi Beihan's body with her hands and feet, and screamed at him to get out.
Yi Beihan suddenly stopped and looked at her with a embarrassed expression, his eyes filled with incredible pain.
Could it be that she hated him and her so much?
It's just like this now. If she knows the truth, will it mean... that there is no possibility that he will see her again?
During the five years she disappeared, he spent every day and night missing her crazily.
These days, he has been tortured every day. He loves her, but he has to push her away cruelly.
"Xia Yan, do you really hate me so much?"
Xia Yan endured the pain of tearing her lower body, bit her lip, and answered word by word, "Yi Beihan, before this, I just felt that I hated you, but from now on, there is no possibility for us anymore!
!I will not be with a man who abused me for a year for nothing!!”
The corners of Yi Beihan's eyes twitched fiercely. He was immersed in what she said for several minutes, and then murmured for a long time, "But, I am willing to let you torture me back..."
"Yi Beihan, stop playing such childish tricks. I am no longer the Xia Yan I was six years ago. Besides forcing me to hurt me, what else do you have?"
Yi Beihan lowered his head in pain, rubbed his painful forehead with his thin fingers, and regained consciousness.
"I'm sorry, I won't force you anymore."
Yes, he won't do anything else except force her.
However, he was afraid that she would not love him and that she would reject him, so he could only force her.
"Xia Yan, I'm just afraid, afraid that you don't have me in your heart, afraid that I will lose you, so I use these harsh methods to imprison you. I just want to get closer to you... I'm sorry, it's me who is sorry for you..."
Xia Yan was completely stunned by these words.
She never knew that Yi Beihan would say these words.
She never knew that he forced her just because he was afraid of losing her.
Xia Yan bit her lip and became determined.
"We were wrong from the beginning, Yi Beihan. It's impossible for us to be together, even in this life... Just let it go, okay? I can't be with someone who doesn't know how to cherish and keeps hurting me.
People who are together..."
Chapter completed!