In the next two years, Murong Shang would come back occasionally, but for her, she had more freedom.

For example, she is allowed to go out once a month, and she can also go for a walk after meals.

When he saw the news that Murong Shang and Yi Meifeng were having a tryst again, Zhao Ruoshan just laughed it off.

If he wanted to use his relationship with Yi Meifeng to take revenge and provoke her, that would be really ridiculous.

Four years ago, she had already been stimulated once, and after that time, the former Zhao Ruoshan died.

On this day, it was finally my turn to have free time once a month.

Zhao Ruoshan plucked up the courage and went to the hospital.

The doctor saw her examination results and looked at her curiously, "Ms. Zhao, do you know your condition?"

Zhao Ruoshan nodded bitterly, "I know. I had an examination four years ago. Doctor, how are you doing now...?"

"It's a miracle that I can last four years without any chemotherapy. Miss Zhao, are you still determined to have the child in your belly? I believe the previous doctor also told you that pregnancy is a very dangerous thing for you."

Huge shock exploded in his mind little by little, Zhao Ruoshan's eyes were scarlet, "Doctor, are you saying I'm pregnant?"

"Yes, it's been four months. It depends on you whether you want to keep the child or not."

She was living in a state of confusion, and then she remembered that her period had really not come for a long time.

Zhao Ruoshan stretched out her hand to touch her lower abdomen, her eyes filled with pain, "Doctor, can I give birth to the baby?"

The doctor was stunned for a moment, "You should know that giving birth to this child will kill you, or you may not be able to wait until the child is born!"

"What if I don't give birth? How long do I have?"

"...Ms. Zhao, if you insist on doing this, you'd better maintain a good attitude, so as to buy more time for you and your child."

Zhao Ruoshan knew that even if she gave up her child, she would soon die.

In front of her children, any other sufferings are nothing to her.

After taking a taxi back to the villa, Zhao Ruoshan's mood suddenly improved.

But when she thought about the baby losing its mother as soon as it was born, her heart hurt like a knife.

And Murong Shang, will he be good to this child?

He is surrounded by warblers and swallows every day, how could he love their children so much?

The child no longer has a mother and can no longer live without a father.

For the first time, Zhao Ruoshan had the desire to win back Murong Shang...

But if she spoke to him, he would definitely laugh at her and scold her for her wishful thinking.

But she waited for three whole months, and Murong Shang didn't show up.

In the past few years, the only chance she had to communicate with him was when he came back.

She is weak, and pregnancy is much harder for her than for normal people. However, there is no one to take care of her, so she can only buy all the things she needs on the day she goes out every month. She even walks with extra caution.

Because if something happened to her, no one would take her to the hospital, and it would be impossible for her to do so due to her own physical condition.

When she was seven months pregnant, her belly was already a lot bigger. The doctor said her condition was likely to lead to premature birth, so she should come to the hospital as soon as possible if she had any abnormalities.

And she didn't even know how long she could sustain it.

The hospital has called her several times to ask her to undergo chemotherapy.
Chapter completed!