2689. Let him accept a woman with only a body but no soul
I said calmly: "You can reject me, I will give you the initiative. I have never thought of cheating you. I can return to my family, but I don't give you feelings. If you can't stand it, just find a woman who loves you and live! I can't give you more. I'm very tired, and I'm all over. All I have to live is to live. You think I owe you what I owe you, so if you want to divorce, I will still leave and don't leave you." I don't feel guilty about him at all, and he has hurt me too much. As long as I don't cheat on my body, I will be worthy of this person.
He sat silently, his palms trembled.
He has a man with possessiveness, demands perfection and is arrogant, and makes him accept a woman with only body and no soul. It is really a very difficult thing for him, but he has been trying hard to keep me. Wouldn't he realize this?
"I am naturally happy when you return to the family, but I live together and have their own children. You take care of my children. There is no difference between such a wife and a nanny. What I want is not like this. What I want is you love me. It is you who gave birth to me."
I shook my head and said, "I said everything I should say. You know my temper. Don't force me to do things I don't want to. You already have a daughter and a boy. It's enough. Why do you have to give birth to a baby for you? I'll live a peaceful life. If you meet a girl you like, you can break up with me. I still don't want your money and I can be independent."
He said: "Well, as long as you don't divorce, I agree with everything now. I naturally know your temper. I will not force you. If you are unhappy, I will not be happy either. The family is uneasy, and I have indeed done something that I am sorry for you. We all need time to reflect on it."
I said, "I know what you think inside. I hope to change me. I can tell you that if I make a decision, I will not change. Even if I have your child, it will force me to give birth, and I will not want it. We will not have any physical contact anymore. You can think this is cold violence, and I don't mind."
"Does your separation from Bi Tian have such a big impact on you? Is it so great that you can give up on me completely? Then you still say you have to return to your family? Well, I will give in. As long as you are willing to continue to be my wife, I can tolerate it. Now let's go home. At least when it comes to the outside world, you are my virtuous wife. You will not change this, and I will be satisfied if you can do it."
Bi Ye is still tolerant of me, why don’t I understand?
But I really love Bi Tian. I can't accept other men. I can only wait for the years to fade away my longing, which may be much better. I do this because I understand so well that Bi Tian will treat me like this. Even if he returns to his family, he will live a life like an ascetic!
We returned home.
Seeing us go home together, Mrs. Bi was surprised. Xiao Ai ate alone and thought that the air did not exist.
Bi Ye said to Mrs. Bi: "Mom, after the matter between Xiaoai and I was resolved, let's go on a trip together. Chuchu and I made up, and she decided to live a peaceful life. We will live a good life."
Chapter completed!