2936. I won't let a man control me again
I scolded him even more hysterically: "How much do you know me? Do you think you control me? Do you think you know the whole world? Do you think you know you're all my world? I tell you, I won't let you understand me, and I won't let a man control me again. I think you are not mature enough and not the man I want. Bi Tian, let's separate for the time being, I'd better move out and live! I need freedom."
He sighed: "Well, maybe you have your ideas, maybe you are tired of me, maybe you think I am not the person you need... No matter what it is, I will wait for you here, you want to move out, I will give you freedom, I will arrange for you to live in a good place."
"No, I don't need your gift. I will have my own life. I am an independent woman and will not let anyone arrange my life. It's late today, and I will find a house to live outside tomorrow. Maybe we will think clearly about how our relationship will develop when we are separated for a while."
I opened the door and asked him out.
Bi Tian's eyes were so lonely and so hurt, but I could only harden my heart. I didn't look at his injured eyes because my heart was broken.
It is even more uncomfortable to torture the person I love. Moreover, Bi Tian and I have experienced so many storms and we have been together. Moreover, he actually hit my mind. I know more about this man being a target and we are people who can share the storm.
But I agreed to Biye. I couldn't betray Biye or the promise to betray. If that person was not Biye or the man I abandoned, I could ignore it and would not quarrel with my favorite man for this irrelevant person. It was just because the other party was Biye. I was sorry to Biye. At his most difficult moment, I abandoned Biye and stabbed him in his scarred heart. I had to pay the price for my guilt.
Bi Tian stood at my door for a long time, and I knew that through the door, I could hear his sigh, but I was so helpless and had no choice.
Sorry, Bi Tian, I will definitely ask you to explain when the matter is resolved.
The next morning, I really moved out. Bi Tian watched me clean up my things at the door. He looked helpless and said, "Chuchu, do you really need to be so heartless? What did I do wrong?"
"It's not that I'm heartless, it's that I don't want to be bound by you again, and I don't want to be bound by any man. Give me some time to think clearly!"
"But where can you live?"
"Don't worry about this anymore. I will arrange it myself."
I was driving a car, and I was really worried. I didn’t know where I could live. Suddenly I remembered the small apartment sold to Bi Nian. I guess my sister would not live there for the time being. I called Bi Nian, and Bi Nian was slightly surprised: "What, you have ended your life with Bi Tian, Chuchu, what are you messing around? Are you going to quarrel with everyone around you? This is not your personality."
"Sister, I can't tell you too much. I'm homeless now. If you don't live in a house for me, I can only stay in a hotel for the time being and find a house for me."
Chapter completed!