3002. No matter how much it hurts, I won't sink
I held back my tears and encouraged myself to smile: "There is nothing to cry for... I know, he doesn't love me anymore..."
Finally, I couldn't help but snuggle in Bi Nian's arms and cried.
I never cried no matter how difficult it was before, because I knew that Bi Tian was waiting for me forever behind me. But now, he has finally let go of my hand. Love is so impermanent. Those who have said their whole life have forgotten their promises. If anyone really values feelings, it remains unchanged, and is destined to be abandoned.
Bi Nian wiped my tears and said, "I am a woman, so I naturally know your pain and tears. That day, I pulled him to a remote corner and asked him to make careful decisions. The family behind Yunluo cannot be provoked casually. He said that he doesn't care about the family, but his own feelings. He said that Yunluo is more suitable for his personality and knows how to take care of his feelings."
I sighed quietly: "Maybe~ He is very resentful to me in his heart." Bi Nian said with concern: "It is difficult for outsiders to interrupt the matter between you two, but Chuchu, why can't you change a little for Bi Tian? Why do you have to be so strong in your personality? This world is based on men's rules. Men are strong and let them be strong. That is nature. As long as women are gentler, life will be much better. I really don't understand you. Since you love Bi Tian so much, why can't you change even a little for him? No man likes women who are wronged, but women who are too strong are not pleasing to be too strong! Love is a school, and both of them have to accommodate each other. There is no perfect person, but to accommodate each other, so that they can get married!"
In fact, what Bi Nian said makes sense.
But, what was my fault?
"Sister, you don't know that Bi Tian and I have a problem with strong personality. I want to be strong, but I give men face and give men a step. I always treat him so softly outside. I just can't accept that he must make me the only man in my world, that's not me. Yunluo may be able to do it now, what about the future? There is really a woman with only a boyfriend and a husband, and the ending is only two different, either abandoned or a deceitful person. I don't want to deceive Bi Tian. My world has self in addition to love. I love him, but I also love myself, and love the people around me. The person who needs to grow is him. If he can't understand me in this regard and is too domineering, then we really have to break up and let other women learn to grow!"
Bi Nian said: "You are right. You are too real and don't want to deceive Bi Tian. But maybe love still needs some skills and cannot be so passive. Alas, if Bi Tian really likes Yunluo, it's really hard for us parents to persuade you in this matter. He has a deep misunderstanding of you."
If you love someone, you will have advantages in looking at him anywhere. If you don’t love him anymore, you will have disadvantages in looking at the other person’s strengths.
I said to my sister, "Don't worry, I will handle my own affairs myself. If he starts a new love, I will send my blessings. In fact, it has begun. No matter how painful it hurts, I will not sink into it, and I will not start a relationship easily. If Bi Tian and I are destined to be separated, I will not complain, just be yourself. If he loves me, he should accept such a tenacious me in his heart. I will never accommodate the principle issue."
Chapter completed!