Can an unpromising person become promising if he starts all over again?

A waste can be reborn and have a chance to become a pillar.

…

Zhao Peng was dreaming again.

I dreamed that I was back on April 11, 1998, the day before he dropped out of school.

He dreamed that Hu Li, who had committed suicide for more than ten years, was alive again, standing in front of him in a lively way.

Her long black hair was tied into a ponytail, her fair face turned red from the cold, she wore a green fleece jacket, a red cotton skirt, and small light boots of the same color as the skirt.

When people reach middle age, they are most likely to dream about things from their youth.

Dreaming about someone you loved deeply.

Zhao Peng felt that the dream he had today was quite beautiful.

The girl's eyes are big, like two pools of clear lake water, and her thin and long eyelashes are like the quills on the lakeside, soft and soft. Her nose is small and green, and her lips are bright red and soft, like cherries after the rain, sparkling and translucent.

.

"Zhao Peng, what are you looking at? Haven't you seen enough?"

"I can't see enough. I can't see enough in my lifetime. I wish I could keep you at home and watch you every day." Zhao Peng didn't want to move his eyes away. His dreams were just fragments. He was afraid that in the blink of an eye, Hu Li would disappear again.

Hu Li was angry, ashamed and annoyed, with a faint red cloud floating over her face, "Zhao Peng, you are crazy, you are not afraid that Liu Long will beat you up."

Liu Longgang?

Zhao Peng remembered this classmate, a transfer student in the third grade of junior high school.

People are a bit naughty.

I have been Hu Li's boyfriend for several months.

"Can he still care about my dreams?"

Zhao Peng has no scruples. This is his dream, and he is the absolute master. In reality, he is not satisfied. He finally dreamed of his childhood sweetheart, but he still doesn’t want to talk about it?

"If you keep talking nonsense, he will really beat you up."

Why is Hu Li so beautiful in the dream? Look at her rosy little face, which is full of collagen, and her bright Kazilan eyes.

"Nonsense...I still dare to do nonsense."

Zhao Peng threw away the bicycle in his hand, held Hu Li's face with both hands, and gave her a quick peck on her pretty lips.

Refreshing and beautiful!

Is this the legendary kiss?

What you didn’t have the chance to do in reality was finally accomplished in your dream?

Perfect!

The girl in my arms is a little confused.

After a while, Zhao Peng suddenly kicked Zhao Peng's calf hard. When Zhao Peng was so painful that he almost fell to the ground, he ran into the classroom with a red face.

"Zhao Peng, gangster, you are acting like a gangster, I want to tell grandma."

Xiao Nizi was not good at studying, and her feet were very strong, so she kicked Zhao Peng until he could not catch his breath for a long time. He was a little regretful, it hurt so much that he would wake up from his dream soon, and he wanted to catch up and kick Hu Li!

Idiot, what kind of boyfriend did you choose?

What kind of fiancé should I choose?

Is it worth it for you to die for these people?

There are so many good men in the world, but if you are not good enough, you have to jump into the fire pit twice.

If that doesn't work, you... just choose me.

he thought sadly.

When he woke up from his dream, Zhao Peng looked at his surroundings.

This is April 1998.

Spring in Qingcheng comes later than usual.

March has passed, and the snow on the roof of the classroom has not completely melted. Long icicles hang from the eaves, like sharp swords hanging upside down in the air.

There was an old "Forever" brand weighted bicycle lying on the ground, and he was standing at the door of the last row of classrooms.

In the distance, the construction site of the new teaching building is being worked on in full swing. Dust is flying everywhere. The school flag in front of the teaching building is already covered in gray and the word "Yucai" is almost unclear.

The teaching building that he had been looking forward to for a long time finally started to dig holes. Zhao Peng originally thought that he would not be happy after graduating from the third grade of junior high school, but unexpectedly, as fate would have it, he still wasted three years in it.

After taking the college entrance examination, I struggled to upgrade to two useless majors, and fell into the chemical engineering major, one of the four major sinkholes.

After graduation, I started working in the formaldehyde workshop of a state-owned enterprise. Although I was a small leader in the workshop, because I had to work in three shifts to manage production, my health became worse and worse. In the end, I had no choice but to run away with a bucket.

As the first college student in the village, he did not dare to tell his parents about his unemployment, and he did not want to go back and be looked down upon by the villagers, so he rented a house in a small county in the south and made a living by writing online novels.

The beautiful scenery in the good time was in vain, he saw Qingqing, but remembered that he had lost his life long ago. He looked at the western sky, the setting sun was like blood, and quietly waited for him to wake up from his dream.

for a long time.

The sun moved further to the west, and the campus suddenly became empty, so quiet that you could hear the sound of snow dripping on the ground.

Zhao Peng had been waiting for a long time. His expression became more and more solemn, his breathing became more and more rapid, and he finally realized that something was wrong.

The world in dreams is all montage fragments, which will not be so slow and continuous. Dreams are also full of high-frequency switching pictures, and will not maintain one shot for more than ten minutes.

If this is not a dream...

"Let me check, am I really...reborn?!"

What about Hu Li just now...

It’s really become a lunatic——

Zhao Peng, you gangster!

If you still want to kick someone else’s girl, can you do that?

No face left.

…

Rebirth, Zhao Peng is very familiar with him.

It is said that a long-term illness makes a good doctor, and a long-term illness becomes a good doctor.

A novice writer who knows about rebirth novels is more than knowledgeable, he is at the level of an expert and scholar.

Unexpectedly, this kind of thing would finally happen to him.

Slowly, Zhao Peng calmed down from his excitement and began to think about the current situation.

The sun sets behind the dormitory in the west, and the weather gradually gets colder.

His heart is colder than the sky.

He will never forget April 11, 1998, because the suffering and difficulty in the rest of his life were all due to a stupid and cowardly decision he made today.

He dropped out of school.

The reason why he dropped out of school was not because he was not good at studying. He had always been good at studying and was always among the top ten in his grade. It was not because he didn't like studying. He especially liked studying and worked very hard.

Did you drop out of school because you were poor?

yes.

Zhao Peng's father, Zhao Zhengzheng, was a worker at a state-owned forest farm. When he was 40 years old, he accidentally fell into the river one night while patrolling the forest. Although he managed to climb ashore, his left leg was frozen at temperatures of more than ten degrees below zero and caused muscle atrophy.

, the movement is fine, but cannot exert great efforts.

Before reaching the retirement age, he could only take sick leave. With a monthly pension of 80 yuan, he could not even feed himself, let alone take care of his family.

Zhao Peng's mother, Zhang Yali, was an ordinary rural woman, kind, kind and gentle, but she had no skills and could only farm.

Zhao Peng has an older sister and a younger brother.

This sounds like a story of hardships and triumphs.

Actually...no.

Just after the Spring Festival in 1998, Zhao Peng's mother was injured in the face with a shovel by Zhao Peng's uncle. The doctor said that the artery would be severed if it was only 5 millimeters away, and there would be no way to save her life. Because Zhao Peng's uncle worked in the Municipal Public Security Bureau,

This triggered a series of disputes, causing Zhao Peng's grandmother's family to almost cut off relations with Zhao Peng's family.

As for my father, he was also the one who was missed by all the uncles.

Zhao Peng's mother spent all her family's savings and borrowed more than 10,000 yuan to treat her illness. It was his father who went from house to house in the village to beg for help, and finally managed to scrape together the surgery fee.

Zhao Peng was in the third grade of junior high school at the time. He was troubled by trivial matters at home and had to drop out of school. After the matter was resolved, he returned to school, but his studies plummeted. His grades in provincial key points were stable, and he was barely able to attend high school in his school.

My grades in high school were also unsatisfactory, and I could only study for a junior college in the college entrance examination.

In short, life is nothing but bullshit and chicken feathers.
To be continued...