Extra 1: Grief(2/3)
However, Zhao Peng just looked at her coldly.
It seems to be looking at a stranger.
Hu Li was very sad. She suddenly remembered that one of her cousins had recently divorced.
My cousin was very sad after the divorce.
Hu Li felt that she and Zhao Peng were like cousins.
Divorced.
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Fate always teases people.
After Hu Li and Zhao Peng came to junior high school, they were still in the same class.
And he's a deskmate.
Zhao Peng, who is in junior high school, has a more introverted personality.
And his introvertedness makes it easier for those classmates who like to bully people to be interested.
Therefore, it is basically common for Zhao Peng to be beaten and scolded.
Hu Li's father had a game console hall on the street and knew some people from society, so no one in the team dared to bully Hu Li.
Therefore, Hu Li helped Zhao Peng to block some bullying.
But after all, she is not a policeman and cannot protect Zhao Peng forever.
It is still common for Zhao Peng to be bullied.
In this way, Zhao Peng's personality became more and more silent.
In the team, I almost didn't speak much.
His study was particularly good, and it seemed that he closed other windows besides studying.
No one can get into his heart.
Of course, Hu Li can't.
After junior high school, the school charges more various fees than primary schools.
Every time he asked for a fee, Hu Li would secretly pay for Zhao Peng.
She secretly told the head teacher that Zhao Peng's family's conditions were not very good. Every time she received the payment, if Zhao Peng did not pay it, she would not ask him for it, and she would make a quotation for Zhao Peng.
The head teacher thought they were having an early love relationship at first, but later he found that Zhao Peng's eyes were dead and there was no one at all.
The sports meeting in the second grade of junior high school.
Zhao Peng was wearing a shoe that didn't fit in the guard of honor. Once he moved his foot, his shoes would fall to the ground.
It made the students laugh.
No one cared about the dead silence in Zhao Peng's eyes.
Hu Li saw a sense of despair in his eyes.
She was so sad that she wanted to cry.
But when she comforted Zhao Peng afterwards, Zhao Peng not only did not appreciate it, but also told her not to talk to him from now on.
She was very sad.
Later, because of exchanging seats in the form of columns, Zhao Peng and Hu Li separated.
For some other reasons, the two of them never sat together again.
Hu Li gradually had new friends.
Zhao Peng is still the same Zhao Peng. He lives in difficulty like a wild flower growing on a cliff.
Stubborn and stubborn.
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At the beginning of the first semester of the third year of junior high school, something happened to Zhao Peng's family.
This is a tragedy that everyone in the village knows.
Hu Li naturally knew very well.
She wanted to comfort Zhao Peng, but because the two had not had a close communication for a long time, they had a deep gap between them.
Then Zhao Peng dropped out of school.
Although Zhao Peng returned to school a few months later, his studies plummeted.
The spirit is not very good either.
The stubbornness on him disappeared.
The whole person is like a walking corpse, without a soul.
After several failed communications, Hu Li could only watch Zhao Peng and herself get farther and farther away from each other with sadness.
She couldn't bear the cold eyes all the time and continued to maintain the friendship between the two.
At this time, people in the class gradually became pairs, and a boy named Liu Longgang happened to appear beside her.
He looks OK, mainly because he is very gentle to her.
Hu Li has had enough indifference and needs a warm feeling.
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I graduated soon after the third year of junior high school.
A lean camel is bigger than a horse. Zhao Peng, who has been wasting his time for a long time, still entered a key high school and became the first high school student in the village.
Hu Li didn't get into high school, so she naturally separated from Liu Long. She had no feelings for Liu, so after she got a separation, she went out to work for a few years and then found a partner.
But that partner was like Liu Longgang at the time, and there were many dissatisfactions. The cruelest thing was that on the wedding day, he disappeared without a trace.
I heard that he went to the south with his friends.
Hu Li was a little confused. She felt that she couldn't understand a man, and even more so, she couldn't understand life. After a while, she had some psychological problems.
I feel that life is completely meaningless.
One night, she sat by the pit at the door of her house, with a bottle of paraquat placed beside her.
This is the rest of the medicine in the field, and it is said to be very useful.
She looked at the stars in the sky, and the stars dotted.
The wind was very cold at night, and she was as thin as her clothes.
She suddenly missed Zhao Peng very much.
Although Zhao Peng was the first high school student in the village, he was even more shameless in high school and brave. He studied very hard and had a good college entrance examination score. He went to another place for the exam.
Leaving this village.
After leaving, Zhao Peng never contacted her.
But she wanted to contact her, but she didn't know how to contact her.
During the summer vacation of Zhao Peng's sophomore year, Hu Li came back from the market one day and happened to meet Zhao Peng on the way.
I found that he was much happier than before, and he grew taller and turned white.
The two of them pushed their bicycles from the street to the fork in the village, and talked a lot about what happened to each other in the past few years.
At that time, Hu Li happened to meet her blind date partner. She was in a happy mood, so she shared her happiness with Zhao Peng without hesitation.
Zhao Peng smiled gently and said, "It's good that you are happy, but I'm afraid you are not happy."
Then the two were separated.
Hu Li walked a long way and turned around and found that Zhao Peng was still standing there.
She didn't think much at the time and walked a long way before she remembered that she hadn't asked Zhao Peng for a number.
But after thinking about it, I didn’t have a hurry. I went to Zhao Peng’s house to have fun the next day and asked him for it again, so I had time.
However, the next day she arrived at Zhao Peng's house and found that Zhao Peng had returned to school early in the morning.
She didn't know that she was the last time she had with Zhao Peng.
That night, she suddenly remembered Zhao Peng's eyes that day.
It seems to contain some other profound meaning.
But I was just filled with my brain because of my sense of happiness, and because I haven't seen Zhao Peng for a long time, I was so excited that I didn't notice it at all.
I thought about asking about the contact information from Zhao Peng's parents later.
But Zhao Peng doesn't have a cell phone.
So there is no further information.
To be continued...