Jian Xi cried. She had been strong for too long in her life, but she took off her disguise in front of this man who felt similar, showing her weakness.

"I shouldn't have written that diary, I shouldn't have recorded those unattainable pasts. I have discarded that diary countless times and wanted to start my life again, but..."

But every time, she would find it back in the trash can, holding it in her arms like a treasure, as if she was still there.

"I've been in Hengyuan for more than two years, but I've been in a coma for more than two months. I dare not think about whether you have already..."

As he said that, Jian Xi's tears became even more fierce.

Ying Nan sat quietly, letting Jian Xi in front of him cry sadly.

He couldn't understand what Jian Xi was saying, but he felt very uncomfortable.

She was afraid that she knew that her life would not last long, so she would be able to say the words in her heart that had been suppressed for a long time.

That man named Nan Jingchen is really an irresponsible man.

I actually had the heart to leave her behind...

"Nan Jingchen, would you blame me for not going to find you earlier?" Jian Xi sobbed, tears completely blurring her vision.

Ying Nan couldn't help it, and reached out to put his hand on the back of the hand that was stroking his cheek, and whispered softly: "No, as long as you are well, nothing else matters."

As soon as he finished speaking, Jian Xi was suddenly stunned and then suddenly pulled back his hand.

"Sorry, I remembered some old past events and couldn't help but lose my composure for a moment."

Jian Xi smiled gently and returned to her previous quietness.

In terms of intuitive feeling, even though she had forgotten what Nan Jingchen looked like, when she saw Ying Nan, she felt that Nan Jingchen must be like this.

Even if they look similar, their personalities are completely different.

Yingnan is a soldier, like a general who goes to battle to kill the enemy.

Nan Jingchen is a noble emperor, and his dedication to her, his love for her, and his favor for her have always been tough and domineering.

If he wants to give it, you have to bear it.

"People need to learn to compromise and bow their heads. After so many years, won't they let themselves go at this time?" Ying Nan said helplessly and sadly.

"Ying Nan." She called his name softly, but she was not as gentle as before and had feelings.

"Some things will pass, and some people will never be able to pass."

Ying Nan frowned and did not speak out again.

The laughter and joy on the TV continued, Jian Xi rubbed her eyebrows tiredly and turned her wheelchair:

"Sorry, I'm a little tired. Let's take a break first, you can do it yourself."

After saying that, he had driven the wheelchair and slowly left the living room.

Ying Nan looked at the figure in the wheelchair and suddenly felt at a loss.

Suddenly he didn't know why he was here...

...

After lunch, I simply sat on the dining table, looked at Ying Nan sitting opposite me, and then looked at Chen Qingmin who was serving dishes from the kitchen, which was a little embarrassed.

After all, she is a kind-hearted person who calls her two fathers.

As the saying goes, there are no two tigers in a mountain, how can two fathers sit on this table?

"Ahem." Jian coughed dryly, looked at Ying Nan, and asked, "Well, I'm very busy in the hospital and I don't have time to see you. How are you doing recently?"

OK! She admitted that the beginning was quite nutritious.

Yingnan responded, moved his chopsticks and picked up a vegetable dish, a little absent-minded: "I am in good health. I usually fish for fishing when I have nothing to do, but it's a bit boring. Didn't it mean that Gu Qing and Yiyi want to join the army? After I go back, you let them stay with me for a while."

As long as she is happy.

"It's different. You are her husband, you have to be responsible for her." Ying Nan said, a little angry.

Without a good body, how can you spend the rest of your life together in the future?

Chen Qingmin was silent for a moment, then raised his head and poured the red wine in his glass, took a deep breath, and said in a low voice:

"no."

Ying Nan frowned, a little confused: "What?"

"I'm not her husband, we're not married."

Ying Nan was silent.

He knew Chen Qingmin's efforts. Over the years, he thought that the two of them had long...

"It's very funny! For the sake of such a nihilistic man, I kept her and waited for her for forty years. She refused to even give me a title, for fear that I would be sorry for that man and for him to ask for guilt..."

After saying that, Chen Qingmin laughed while pouring wine.

Yingnan didn't know what to say.

Is Jian Xi wrong?

Maybe it's wrong.

The fault is that she is too persistent.

But Chen Qingmin was also wrong.

The fault is that he is too infatuated.

They were all wrong, they were all tied up in their own cocoons. Even though they knew there was a good way to get rid of them, they just refused to let themselves go or others.

Another glass of wine was empty. Chen Qingmin looked at the empty wine glass and continued: "Actually, Jian Xi also wanted to let herself go, no, she should want to let me go. She could see some familiar shadows in you, and she really wanted to treat you as him, but she would relieve her affection..."

What he knew was that Jian Xi wanted to approach Ying Nan from the first sight...

"It's me, it's me who dragged her and tied her to my side with her guilt."

Forty years of love! How can she repay it? How can she repay it?
Chapter completed!