"What's wrong?" Jian Xi glared at her fiercely: "I called you to the United States from all the way to serve me! Are you embarrassed to let me serve you with a disabled and sick beer skewers?"

He raised his eyebrows and blinked his eyes: "What's that? You always sit down, I'll go bake it!"

After saying that, he got up and let Jian Xi go.

Yingnan picked up a piece of pork belly and sent it to Jian Xi's mouth: "Try it."

Jian Xi turned her head awkwardly, subconsciously trying to alienate: "I'll hold it myself."

Ying Nan refused: "You are in poor health and you can't eat too much of this thing. I can only pick it up for you. You are not allowed to take chopsticks!"

Jian Xi breathed, and for some reason, her chest was a little stuffy.

Logically speaking, is Ying Nan a bit beyond his friend's boundaries?

"Hurry up, my hands are sore." Ying Nan urged impatiently.

Jian Xi subconsciously looked at her back who was busy in front of the barbecue rack with her eyes. She hesitated for a moment, opened her mouth, and bit the pork belly with the tip of the chopsticks into her mouth...

Just eat this piece.

Ying Nan then withdrew his hand, picked up some freshly baked enoki mushrooms and handed them to her, and said intentionally or unintentionally:

"Simply put, you still love to drink strong tea now. Let's stop drinking it tomorrow."

Jian Xi frowned immediately. She had been drinking this tea for decades, but it would be broken if she said it was done for her.

Ying Nan looked at Jian Xi's unhappy face and sent the chopsticks forward a few minutes. The enoki mushrooms directly touched her mouth. There was no way, so she had to open her mouth to eat-

"There is no food in the refrigerator. You can go to the supermarket with me tomorrow." Ying Nan said, then picked up another piece of green pepper and handed it to her mouth.

Jian Xi turned her head and didn't want to eat anymore. She responded with a voice: "What do you expect me, a disabled person, to help you?"

Isn’t it a burden to take her there?

"I haven't run to the supermarket much and don't know how to pick up vegetables. You women have to come. I'll just be responsible for doing things later!"

As soon as he finished speaking, Jian Xi immediately retorted: "Who stipulates that buying vegetables in this supermarket must be a woman's job?"

Ying Nan chuckled and coaxed: "Yes, yes, no one stipulates it. But you can't just put your clothes on and eat every day, you have to do something!"

Jian Xi's face was a little unnatural. She lowered her eyes and looked at the chopsticks that were still stalemate in the air. She responded unhappily: "Then what are you doing now?"

It’s just that her feet are inconvenient and her hands can be used normally, so she doesn’t need to be fed by anyone.

Ying Nan's face looked a little embarrassed, "It's not because you are too willful. I'm afraid that you can't control your hands and mouth when you eat!"

"Don't talk nonsense!" Jian Xi said angrily: "I have my own hands, please go away."

"Don't, just two pairs of chopsticks, can you grab it with your hands and eat it!"

“I use simple ones.”

"It's not hygienic, she has bad breath."

Jian Xi: "..."

Will it be hygienic to use yours?

Simple:"……"

Yes, dad, it’s really drunk to cheat my daughter like this.

but……

I simply put my mouth gently on my lips, and my mood couldn't help but get better.

The love Chen Qingmin gave is gentle and pampering, and he will do his best to take care of it.

Ying Nan’s emotions are to place the other party on an equal level. Perhaps because of his military service, there are some big male protagonists on him...

Chen Qingmin has always done his best to give, but never asked her if she wanted it.

Ying Nan would not place Jian Xi in a position of obviously weak to take pity and care for him. His gentleness was a little cautious, but it made people feel a little cute.

This day was the latest time Jian Xi slept in the past two years.

They were eating barbecue, with flowers and insects around them, moon and stars accompanying them, and breeze blew by from time to time, which was so comfortable.

Until around eleven o'clock, the smile on Jian Xi's mouth stopped frozen, pretending to yawn in a sleepy yawn, and said softly:

"You guys keep playing! I can't hold on anymore, so I'll go back to my room to sleep first."

After saying that, without waiting for a simple response, Yingnan and others turned their wheelchair and left the garden.

As soon as Jian Xi left, Jian and the others were silent.

Yingnan finished drinking the remaining beer in the glass and stood up: "You clean up and go to bed early."

He responded simply and watched Ying Nan return to the house.

She collapsed on the chair, looking at the broken silver above her head, a drop of crystal clear at the end of her eyes, and her heart couldn't stop being hurting-

...

When Yingnan pushed the door open, Jian Xi had already taken medicine and received an injection, and curled up on the bed in discomfort, making a slight moan.

He turned on the light, sat by the bed, reached out to tease her forehead with sweat-soaked hair, and softened her voice: "It's so uncomfortable!"

Jian Xi did not respond.

Without empathy, no matter how heart-wrenching pain is spoken from others, it has no meaning.

As early as decades ago, she stopped crying for pain to others.

Yingnan leaned against the head of the bed, patted her shoulder gently, and said, "Jian Xi, I'm very curious about him. Tell me more about him!"

Jian Xi was stunned for a moment, and naturally knew who Ying Nan was referring to.

After hesitating for a long time, Jian Xi still spoke: "It was a very long dream, a dream that he didn't want to wake up..."

This story, accompanied by physical pain, passed little by little, until the medicine attacked, before she knew it, she had fallen into the so-called dream...

Chen Qingmin never wanted to hear her telling Nan Jingchen a word. If possible, he wouldn't even allow her to think about it.

But the more you suppress some things, the deeper you will see them.

After a long time, Ying Nan suddenly interrupted her memory: "What you said is all the content in the notebook. Jian Xi, do you know how funny you are? You fell in love with the male protagonist in the story."

It’s like when we look at the story of Cinderella and the prince, she regards Cinderella as herself and falls in love with the handsome and tall prince.

Jian Xi's body suddenly froze, suddenly came to her senses, and responded excitedly to Yingnan's gaze: "No, that's my own experience, the feelings of every word are so real..."

"Then can you tell me what's happening and feelings outside of your notebook?"

Jian Xi: "..."

The beginning of the notebook states that since she woke up, her memory slowly disappeared, so she wanted to record it with a pen, and repeatedly reminded herself that the truth in the notebook was not forgotten, don’t forget Nan Jingchen, don’t forget Nan Jingchen….

But after all, she forgot everything in the notebook, so why would there be anything other than the notebook?

Jian Xi's silence made Ying Nan smile, "It's okay Jian Xi, you are willing to live in a self-built cage. If you don't want to come out, no one will force you. However, I have a small request. In the past few days, please let me live by your side as Nan Jingchen, okay?"

Jian Xi let out a sarcastic sneer, closed her eyes lightly without making any sound.

Yingnan is Yingnan, and Nan Jingchen is Nan Jingchen. How could he live as Nan Jingchen?

When Jian Xi woke up, it was already past nine o'clock in the morning. At this time, as usual, breakfast should be finished.

But when she woke up and left the room, she was stunned by the things in front of her.

The original pastoral and warm decoration style changed drastically, and it became a Chinese classical style, with a bit of antique and fragrant charm.

But probably because the time is too hasty, there are still many modern places that have not yet been repaired or replaced...

She was a little surprised, looked around and saw no one. As soon as she left the gate, she saw two figures riding a horse not far away-

Maybe they noticed her at the door, turned her head and ran towards her...

Ying Nan got off the horse, looked at Jian Xi with wide eyes on the wheelchair and was stunned, making fun of him: "You can really sleep. We have been riding for an hour before you get up."

Jian Xi seemed to have not heard it at all, and looked at Ying Nan in front of him in a daze. He was wearing an ancient man's headband and a black black robe. Silver piping patterns appeared faintly between the hem of the clothes. His waist was tied with a belt tied with the same color, and a jade pendant carved with the word "scarcated" carved under the belt was hung under the belt...

‘Please let me live by your side as Nan Jingchen, okay?’

Jian Xi suddenly remembered this sentence, her chest slumped and she said in anger: "Have you read my diary?"

Ying Nan did not shy away: "Well, what Chen Qingmin gave it to me."

Jian Xi looked at her ancient costume and was almost completely close to Ying Nan, who was described in her diary. After a moment, she turned her wheelchair and wanted to go back to the house.

Ying Nan quickly shouted: "Didn't you always miss him?"

Jian Xi paused: "He is him, you are you, do you want me to deceive myself or you?"

After saying that, he went back to the house.

Ying Nan frowned immediately and said nothing.

He simply patted Ying Nan's shoulder in ancient costume and persuaded him: "Everyone says this woman's heart is under the sea. Dad, don't take it to heart."

Ying Nanshen sighed, feeling helpless and angry: "When did I have such a woman in my life? She doesn't appreciate it..."

He is a big man who wants to dress up as another man to please her. God knows how much courage and shameless he has to have.
To be continued...