As the eldest lady of the Ouyang family, her room should be full of luxury style as Mu Lin imagined, and it should be full of luxurious decorations. However, when Mu Lin walked into the room, a girlish room appeared in front of her.

The pink and white bed leaned against the wall, and the bed was filled with all kinds of puppets, and a small desk was placed beside the bed. The frame of the desk was also a pink color of the girl's heart.

There is a computer on the desk, and the bookshelf is not placed on the bookshelf, but there are comics and books such as love. On the other side of the room, an ancient piano stands on the other side of the open side. A large floor-to-ceiling window stands next to the piano, so that people can also look at the scenery outside while playing the piano.

There are several piano scores on the piano, and the simple style contrasts strongly with the other side.

"My room was designed by myself, so it may be very different from what you imagined." Ouyang Lan said hurriedly when Mu Lin looked at his room.

Hearing Ouyang Lan say this, Mu Linbian took back his eyes and looked at Ouyang Lan.

Today, Ouyang Lan wore a pink-bottomed white hollow dress with a skirt that was above the knees and stood barefoot on the wooden floor. Her long black hair at waist was more attractive after repair. Her unmodified face and a concave and convex body that began to develop were more attractive.

Looking at Ouyang Lan's outfit, Mu Lin couldn't help but look at it twice. Ouyang Lan's face turned red when she saw Mu Lin staring at her like this, and she hurriedly said, "I usually wear this way at home. Is it really strange?"

Mu Lin discovered his disobedience, shook his hand, and said, "No, it looks very good. This combination is very suitable for you."

Seeing Mu Lin say this, Ouyang Lan calmed down and asked Mu Lin to sit on the floor and on the bed.

Both of them were suddenly silent for a while, and Ouyang Lan took the lead in breaking the silence, put away the smile on her face, and said to Mu Lin seriously, "Brother Mu Lin, since you promised my grandfather to be my teacher, you should know what happened to me, right?"

Mu Lin nodded as he saw Ouyang Lan say this.

"If you are me, do you choose to resist this kind of life, end your mistakes at the age of 20 or live in eternal sorrow, and face your inexcusable self?" Ouyang Lan said, his voice changed from his previous lively tone and said coldly.

"I will choose to live because no matter what, only living life makes sense. Thinking of completely blaming your mother's responsibility for the death of yourself, it seems so naive. I believe that your mother will not complain about you before she dies, and it is exactly what she does not want to see because of her death." Mu Lin said softly.

"And, I think that the result of resisting this tragic life is to end your life at the age of 20. This is not a manifestation of resisting fate, this is a complacency with fate, and this is an identification with fate. In this era, how many people are constantly resisting in order to survive and resist unfair life. And your compromise with fate is just a matter of rebellion, that is, I am sorry for my grandfather who wants to protect yours, and even more so for yourself." Mu Lin said, his tone became more and more excited. He didn't want to see Ouyang Lan like this.

As Mu Lin finished speaking, Ouyang Lan hugged her legs with both hands, leaned her back against the wall, and placed her head on her legs without replying to Mu Lin's words.

Seeing this, Mu Lin knew that Ouyang Lan had touched what he said, Mu Lin quickly continued, "Actually, you don't want to end it like this, right? You don't want your grandfather who loves you to watch you leave, you don't want to see your school partner lose a friend in the future, right? Since God has told a 20-year-old lie, then let's expose the lie and resist this unfair life. As you just sang, on the other side of sadness, you must also find the courage to wander back!"

In fact, when Mu Lin saw Ouyang Lan's room decoration, Mu Lin had already noticed it. Ouyang Lan himself was actually divided into two parts. The first part is Ouyang Lan, who is usually exposed and contains the girlish heart. She is positive and optimistic about everything, kind and cute, and is loved by her family and partners. This is also Ouyang Lan's original appearance. This can be seen from the part of the room full of girlish artistic conception. Ouyang Lan also longs for her campus partners, a warm family and a future to live.

But the decoration of the other part is Ouyang Lan. On the other side of the empty side, there is only a piano standing on the wooden floor. Through this scene, Mulin can see Ouyang Lan playing alone in the moonlight. There is no obsession with life, only the expectation of death. This is exactly the part that Ouyang Lan distorted after killing her mother. As long as Ouyang Lan in this part cannot let go, Ouyang Lan on the other side actively cannot resist the death that will come sooner or later.

"I know everything you said, and I know that everyone can't bear to leave me, and I don't want to leave everyone and end my life like this. But I can never forget the eyes of my mother when she passed away. She looked at me, and her eyes were filled with fear and regret. It was me who killed my mother, and I can never forgive myself. When I knew that if I didn't turn on the rise in my body, I would die at the age of 20. In addition to the fear that appeared at the beginning, I felt a long relief in my heart. Perhaps this is my final destination with a feminine and cold body." Ouyang Lan said hoarsely, which not only contained his inner struggles, but also expressed his enlightenment.

"Can you never forgive yourself?" Mu Lin asked.

"I can't forgive myself, I can't forgive myself who hurt my mother," Ouyang Lan said, shook her head.

"So what if your mother forgives you?" Mu Lin asked again.

"Mother...forgive me?" Ouyang Lan's face shook a trace of expectation, but she shook her head again. "Impossible. I will never forget the look of my mother looking at me when she died. She will never forgive me."

"On the contrary, I think the fear and regret of your mother when she died is the regret of her own inability to protect you and the fear of you not growing up well." Mu Lin continued, "I believe she has actually always loved you."

"Love me... Mother is gone anymore. I won't believe whatever you say, unless you can hear her say it myself, but this is no longer possible." Ouyang Lan lowered her head again.
Chapter completed!