"What should come is still coming. I can't save Rins, nor can I save myself. All I can hope for is not to meet him on the battlefield."

"Yes, as I expected myself, I was sent to the battlefield again by the church, and this time, I had to kill as many people as possible. As an Iron Fist nun, sanctioning heresy is the only opportunity to promote me and make me stand out."

"In a few days, I may meet him on the battlefield. I hope that by then, he will be ready to escape to Wanye Kingdom."

Sure enough, Jin Yu's situation was not optimistic at that time.

"This is also impossible." Xie Lan sighed, "After all, she was just a little nun at that time, and she could not even save the person she liked. It's so sad."

"You are wrong Xie Lan." I looked at Xie Lan beside me and shook my head. "Even if she becomes the pope, she still cannot save her lover, right?"

Xie Lan seemed to be choked by my words, and she didn't come back to her senses for a long time. After a while, he murmured.

"Yes... So why is Jinyu working so hard, what is the purpose of?"

"Maybe what the young Jinyu wants is love and freedom, but what Jinyu wants now should be more than that." I turned my head, looked at the power station outside the window, and sighed.

...

"I'm pregnant, it's ridiculous."

After turning over the diary, the first sentence that Xie Lan blurted out made me feel a little overwhelmed.

Although I understand that this was written by Jin Yu, it still made me feel a little out of the way by Xie Lan.

"A person like me who has countless blood debts on me is qualified to get pregnant, and it is still at this time. Sometimes I really can't believe it, but this happened naturally."

"Today is Monday, and there are five days left before the next rest day. Can I really tell Rinsi this news before the next witch hunting operation begins? Will Rinsi be happy if he knows this? Half of this child of heretic blood in unclean relationships will be blessed when he is born?"

"Will I be issued a church?"

“Life is really hard.”

Then, the next page is blank.

Very rare blank space.

"Strange, it seems that there has never been a blank space in her diary." Xie Lan was a little confused, "So keep turning down."

I nodded and continued to flip through Jinyu's diary.

Blank, blank, blank, or blank.

From that day onwards, the contents of the entire ten pages were blank.

But it is worth noting that although nothing was written on these papers, there were traces of ink traces and some yellowed wrinkles left.

"That's tears." Xie Lan analyzed at the yellowing mottled spots.

"It's hard to guess what Jin Yu had experienced during that period, but I guess her mood at that time should be extremely sad, even close to mania."

I reached out my hand and rubbed the tears on the paper, trying to feel Jin Yu's surging sadness at that time.

Of course, I can't feel it.

After all, these historical things are always pale, and it is difficult for people who have not experienced these stories to understand what storytellers are saying.

That is why there are people who disrespect the martyrs, those who speak out loud, those who are arrogant, and those who distort history.

Because they haven't experienced it, they can't feel it.

It is precisely because they cannot feel it that they cannot see it with their heart.

After I kept turning over ten pages of paper, I finally saw the words.

"I let Rins go, I got a promotion, and I will never have to go to the frontline as a nun again."

"I am now the bishop, the bishop of Yuege City, not a Iron Fist nun."

"I got what I wanted, and the child lost a father."

"I don't know what I'm writing or what I want to express. Although I'm very sad now, my tears can't flow out at all."

"Maybe it's because I haven't written many days before, or maybe it's because my feelings are too surging, but I don't think these are the main reasons."

"I think the real reason is that today is Sunday."

"It's obviously such a bright sunny day and such a suitable day for going out for fun, why am I still sitting in the room doing nothing?"

"I think I should have someone to meet today."

"But where is that person now?"

"I killed the dragon with a high head and a strolling head, but I couldn't even put out the flame in my heart."

"That's the flame of love."

"May all be well for him."

When she read this, Xie Lan closed her eyes.

He seemed to want to feel Jin Yu's mood when he wrote these words at that time.

"These words really make me feel a little... I won't say it anymore, sorry." Xie Lan waved his hands with his eyes, looking a little embarrassed.

"It's okay, you keep reading, I'll turn the pages for you." I looked at Xie Lan and expressed my understanding.

Xie Lan nodded, waiting for the movements in my hand.

At the beginning, I thought these words represented Jin Yu's loyalty and sadness.

But what I didn't expect was actually still behind.

From this day on, Jin Yu began to blank again.

However, this time the blank space lasted only for one page, but from the next page, it was a hell that was repeated one after another.

"On X, I sent someone to inquire about Rins today and found nothing."

"On X-X, I still found nothing today."

"On X-X, Rinsret was not dead, he had arrived in Wanye Kingdom."

"On X, nothing was found."

"On X, nothing was found."

"On X-X, Rinsret's mage association in Wanye Kingdom was able to gain a foothold."

"On X, nothing is found..."

"Get nothing..."

From this day on, I have gained nothing for almost dozens of pages. I even doubt whether Xie Lan has taken seriously.

"Yes, she did write that." Xie Lan replied, "I think it can be seen that since Jin Yu became a bishop, he has already started to use his position to pay attention to the affairs of Wanye Kingdom."

"This shouldn't be focusing on the matter of Wanye Kingdom." I shook my head, "I said I was investigating Wanye Kingdom. In fact, she still cared about only one person."

"I always feel that things will change a little later." Xie Lan said, "It is recommended that you continue to turn the page."

"good."
Chapter completed!