Chapter 632: The Light and Shadow of the Past
Although this knife was a partner for Xinghuan who had been with him for a long time, after he obtained the knife, he did not stay in that country for a long time, but left the next day.
Because he felt a dangerous aura spreading to that country.
Then, after a while, he heard that the country was destroyed.
"I remember it's called Yaoyang Kingdom." Xinghuan leaned against the back of the chair, murmured at the top of his hand, "As a result, I have even forgotten where that place is now."
Although there is no longer any more, Xinghuan occasionally wants to go and see that place.
Even if it is just a ruin.
"Cruff." At this moment, the sound of pushing the door sounded from behind the star ring.
The person who came in was Nangong Zaye.
"Ah, am I disturbing you?" Looking at the star rings of the long sword in her hand carefully, Nangong Zaye was embarrassed to take the door and go out again.
"It's okay, living people are always more important than dead people." Xinghuan shook his head, "If you have anything, just say it directly."
After hearing this, Nangong squeezed in through the crack in the door again at night and carefully brought the door with him.
"Actually, I want to ask... The Edge Night has come back now, and the day we go to war seems to be close, so... I want to know, if, I mean, what should we do if, if we fail this time?" Nangong Zaye's voice seemed to have trembled slightly.
It can be seen that she was scared, just like she was pre-exam phobia.
"You." Xinghuan turned his head slightly and looked at Nangong Zaye behind him with the edge of his vision. "The way of thinking is really strange."
"Hey?" Nangong Zaye didn't understand what Xinghuan meant.
"Before you start doing something, you think of the ending after you fail to do it." Xinghuan shook his head, "What benefits can you bring to you if you think about it like this? There is nothing except pre-war concerns and despair."
"As far as I say, you might as well think about it and think about what will happen if you succeed." Xinghuan looked at Yaya and said, "Besides, you are a player, I am an NPC. No matter how you look at it, I should be more scared than you, right?"
"After all, you can be resurrected without limits, but our lives are only once."
Xinghuan rotated the long sword in his hand twice in the air, and then retracted it into his cloak.
"I...I..." Nangong Zaoye, who is heartless on weekdays, acts like a kitten at this time, "That's why I'm afraid of your departure. Even if Teacher Seer leaves me, I will be sad."
"Tsk, you little girl." Xinghuan glanced at her helplessly, "Did you start cursing your teacher dead while you are still resting?"
"No, no, I don't!" Nangong Yaye tried his best to defend himself, trying to use pale words to defend his more pale words just now.
"You are!" Xinghuan stood up from the chair in an instant, turned around and looked at Nangong Zaye and said, "If you put it in a regular military camp, your performance just now is enough for your commander to pull you out of the tent and shoot him. Do you know?"
"I, I..."
"Do you understand the harm of spreading this kind of thought before the war? Even if you are the only one who enters the constraints of this kind of thought, it will affect the environment of the entire military camp?" Xinghuan frowned and made a preaching gesture. "You should be glad that what you said just now was to me, and this is not a military camp."
"To be honest, I want to order something good." Xinghuan turned the seat in front of him and then sat on it again. This time, he faced Nangong Zaye.
"There will not be any benefit to you when you have these negative things in your mind. I don't know if you are the only one who will do this or all necromancers will do this. In short, Sere will definitely not do this." Xinghuan shook his head.
"I've thought about what you said, too." Nangong sighed, "I know it's not good, but I can't help but think about these things."
“Because I’ve experienced a lot of this in real life.”
When she said this, there was tears in her eyes.
Star Ring looked at the female player in front of her and couldn't help but feel silent.
He is just an NPC and an AI. Although he has seen a lot of birth, old age, sickness and death around him, he has nowhere to count the dead souls who died under his sword.
But there are only a few people who can touch their heartstrings when they die.
Thinking of this, he suddenly remembered why he followed the long night on the edge, and also suddenly remembered why he followed these people to attack Yuege City.
"Rinslet..." he murmured at the ceiling, "Is what I am doing now the right thing?"
Will such a thing be allowed to kill his brother's wife to avenge his brother?
Thinking of Rin Slater, Xinghuan suddenly understood Nangong's pre-war phobia.
He understood that Nangong was not afraid of war, but fear of losing the people around him in the war.
Because no matter whether the war is victorious or not, there will always be someone who will die because of it.
Whether it is an enemy or a relative.
"Maybe I haven't said it before." Nangong said slowly, "I was not from Wanye Kingdom since the beginning. I traveled all the way from another country far away from the other end of the Star Weaving Kingdom."
"Because of the people around me, they usually play this game." She said slowly, and the tears in her eyes gradually disappeared. "So in order to prevent myself from seeing them in the game, I chose to leave my country."
"Now it seems that this is right." She suddenly smiled.
"You just said that in the real world, you have experienced many such things. What exactly do you mean?" Xinghuan showed a concerned expression.
"Anyway, this is a game, so it's okay to tell you." Nangong said, wiping his tears, "Our family is a gangster family that has been passed down for generations, so in conflicts with other gangster families, deaths are inevitable. My brother, my younger brother, and my uncle, have all died in the gangster fire."
"I understand." Xinghuan lowered his head slightly towards Nangong Zaye, "I'm really sorry for not understanding before."
"It's okay." Nangong waved his hand early and continued sob.
Looking at the girl with pear blossoms in front of her, Xinghuan's thoughts seemed to have changed.
"Maybe it is because there are things that are hard to give up that we fight bravely for others on the battlefield."
Star Ring thought this way.
Chapter completed!