52(1/2)
He was wearing a black suit and a black shirt, and a black coat was covered with it. The solemn black made him majestic and solemn.
At this moment, his eyebrows were slightly frowning, his face was a little tense, and his eyes were staring at her deeply, with complex emotions surging in his eyes.
He didn't say anything, just looked at her like this, and didn't know how long it took him to come in. He took off his coat, took off his suit jacket, then pulled the tie away and threw it on the table. His tall body sat down on the sofa. He took out a pack of cigarettes, lit it in his mouth, and took a deep breath with expressionless face. He closed his eyes and slowly vomited it, as if eased a certain emotion.
When he opened his eyes again, he curled his lips and chuckled, "Bad woman!"
He didn't look at her, but Bai Xue knew that he was talking about her. Bai Xue couldn't help but sneer when she heard this, "You are not much better either."
He turned to look over, still smiling, but his eyes were filled with a kind of depression and pain. He asked her, "Why did you come back? Didn't you say you don't want me anymore?"
Shiraki said: "My dad asked me to come back."
His smile grew deeper and bitterness appeared in his eyes, "So you don't want to come back?"
Bai Xue didn't answer.
He was silent for a long time, probably without waiting for her answer, and then he said again: "I plan to hate me like this for the rest of my life, don't forgive me, right?"
Bai Xue still didn't answer.
He put half of the cigarette out in the ashtray and stood up to walk towards her. He didn't say anything. He pulled her suitcase to the wardrobe, opened the box, put her clothes into the wardrobe one by one, and then put the suitcase in the corner of the cabinet.
After doing all this, he came over and sat down beside her. Both of them were silent for a moment, and neither spoke.
The room was very quiet, and he was sitting beside her, and she could hear his deep and shallow breathing. I don’t know if it was Bai Xue’s illusion, but she felt that there seemed to be a sad and depressed feeling lingering around him. Such a person who was confident, calm and ruthless was so incompatible with him.
Perhaps this atmosphere made Bai Xue too uncomfortable, and in the end she spoke and broke the silence. She said: "Why did you use 'Snow' back then? She obviously loved you so much. If she was still there, she knew you used her and didn't know how painful she would be."
He chuckled softly, and said with disobedience: "What does it have to do with her love for me? I made it clear to her early in the morning, I won't love her."
His disregarded look made Bai Xue angry. She sneered and said, "If you don't love, you can use it, right?"
He closed his eyes and seemed to adjust his breathing. His tone was still so calm, as if he was simply saying the facts, "I don't care about anyone I don't care about, I don't have any extra thoughts to consider her feelings."
Shiraki said: "So you won't care about my feelings, right?"
He opened his eyes and turned to look at her. Bai Xue took a deep breath and said, "She is Bai Xue, another me. You hurt her and you are also hurting me."
He smiled, with a bitter smile, "I did something wrong, I have nothing to say, now you just need to tell me what I should do to make up for the harm I have done to you."
"Did you do something wrong?" Bai Xue looked sarcastic. His look of taking it for granted just now didn't seem to be wrong. "I don't know where you are wrong."
"I was wrong that I didn't know I would fall in love with you."
“…”
He spoke calmly, not joking with her, Bai Xue said angrily: "What's wrong with you?"
But he said, "This is my biggest mistake. I don't know that I will fall in love with you. If I knew it in advance, I will protect everything related to you, and it is even more impossible to use it."
Bai Xue was silent for a while and asked him again: "If you said you didn't meet me, I'll give you another choice. Would you choose to use me to deal with my family?"
He nodded without thinking, "Yes."
Bai Xue: "…"
He said again: "Before I met you, I am here..." He pointed to his heart, "Only calculating. If I hadn't met you, I would not experience another better way of life. In my heart, there was only calculating and ambition. I would be ruined all the way. I don't take the 'Baixue' and the Bai family seriously. Whether it's dead or alive has nothing to do with me. I will even treat them as a piece of pawn in my grand career."
"I am not a good person, nor a gentleman." Speaking of this, there was a deep sense of nostalgia in his smile, "But after meeting you, I want to be a good person."
Bai Xue didn't know what to say for a moment. She knew very well what kind of person he was, right? He would do his best to protect the people he loved, and he refused to even look at the people he didn't love, let alone pity him.
But even so, she still couldn't forgive what he had done so quickly.
Perhaps because she didn't speak for a long time, he said, "Do you hate me so much? Even if I have done so much for you, can't you offset your hatred for me?"
As well, he had done a lot for her. He used Bai Xue and wanted to annex the Bai family. He was so bad, but he saved her and helped her again and again.
Thinking of this, she didn't know whether to hate him or continue to love him. If you want to say that you love him, that's too sorry for yourself before, but if you hate him, he did do a lot for her.
Bai Xue shook her head and didn't want to think about it anymore. She said, "I'm hungry."
After Wei Jiaming finished speaking, his eyes kept staring at her. He was waiting for her answer, but he was afraid of her answer, and he was afraid that she would say anything like him.
So he seemed calm, but in fact his hands placed beside the bed had subconsciously grabbed the sheets, but he didn't expect that as soon as she opened her mouth, she told him that she was hungry.
So, she won't leave anymore, right?
The hand that grabbed the sheets and wrinkled it, then relaxed. The originally solemn gaze also faintly filled with smiles. He hurriedly stood up and softened his voice and said, "I called Aunt Li to come back. I want to be alone for a while, so I gave them a vacation."
Bai Xue nodded at him, and then he walked aside and called. After calling, he said to her again: "Are you so hungry? If you are so hungry, I will make you a bowl of noodles first."
Bai Xue looked at him with a suspicion, "You can still make noodles?"
Wei Jiaming said: "You can only make beef noodles."
Beef noodle... Her favorite food is beef noodle.
Seeing that she had no objection, Wei Jiaming turned around and went out. Bai Xue didn't believe that this big boss who was dressed and reached out to eat and opened her mouth could really make noodles, so she quietly followed her over and took a look.
At this moment, he was standing in the kitchen with his shirt sleeves rolled to his elbows. Their kitchen was quite big, but his tall figure stood inside, making the originally wide kitchen narrower. He stood tall in front of the chopping board and cut the beef piece by piece. Although he was a little slow and unskilled, the cut beef still looked quite good.
I don’t know what he would do, but Bai Xue is mentally prepared.
Bai Xue was reading a book in the living room for a while, and then he came out with a bowl of noodles. He brought it over and placed it on the coffee table in front of her. He sat down next to her and said, "Try it."
On the bowl of noodles were a few slices of fried beef and an egg, and a small poke onion and herbs were piled up next to it. Because she likes spicy food, he also added some spicy food.
It looked quite like the same thing, but I didn't know if I could eat it. Bai Xue looked at him suspiciously. He seemed to be in a good mood and smiled at her, "Try it quickly."
As he said that, he picked up the chopsticks and picked up a piece of beef and handed it to her mouth. Bai Xue subconsciously frowned and made a while before biting it.
It was not as if the soul was twitching as she imagined. The beef was fried very well, 70% cooked, very tender, and very tasty.
Bai Xue looked at him and couldn't help but find out a little more. He didn't explain too much. He rolled the noodles with chopsticks and handed them to her mouth. Bai Xue opened her stutter and ate it. The smell was...
To be honest, Bai Xue was amazing. The noodles were cooked just right, very refreshing, and the taste was well-tasted.
Bai Xue really didn't expect Wei Jiaming to make such delicious noodles. She wondered: "When did you learn how to make noodles?"
Wei Jiaming rolled up another chopsticks of noodles and handed them to her mouth, saying, "Not only can you make noodles, but you can also make large plates of chicken, shredded pork, steamed pork ribs in rice noodles, and prawns with garlic, a lot of them."
Bai Xue: "…"
Why are all her favorite foods? This guy is usually very busy and is also tired of being with her when he is not busy. When did he learn to do these things?
Wei Jiaming said again: "When I go to your house in the future, I can go to the kitchen to cook with you."
Bai Xue: "…"
Bai Xue remembered that once Wei Jiaming went to the Wei family with her. The servants at home were not there that day. The food was made by her and Yan Feibai. Later, after the two of them were together, he even brought up this matter and seemed to care about it very much.
Could it be that he had secretly started learning to cook since then?
Bai Xue was a little uncomfortable being fed by him. She took the bowl and said to him, "Grand Chairman, you don't need to do these."
Wei Jiaming said, "It's nothing, I just can't stand Lian Jingcheng showing off that he can make what you like to eat."
Bai Xue looked at him in surprise and said, "When did Jingcheng show off to you?"
Wei Jiaming said: "I also heard from his brother. His brother said Jingcheng because you learned how to cook."
Bai Xue: "..." That person is not showing off, right?
Wei Jiaming said again: "I am your husband. I don't want to be compared by irrelevant people. Why can't others make the dishes you like to eat?"
Bai Xue was speechless even if she was so competitive.
But I have to say that the noodles he made were indeed delicious. When she was eating noodles, he sat beside him and took a magazine to read it. He would look at her from time to time. Seeing that she was so delicious, he smiled, his smile was very bright and seemed to be a little proud.
Bai Xue accidentally swept to him, but saw that there were a few oil stains on his shirt. The black shirt was not very obvious, but Bai Xue still saw it when he was so close to him, and there seemed to be a bubble on his back.
Although I can do it, I may not be proficient. Not only did I say it after getting oily, I also burned my back of my hands.
In her impression, Wei Jiaming has always been the kind of clean and meticulous. He always appears in front of others and is always glamorous. He is strict with others and is strict with himself. But now he is covered in oil for her and does not care about his image at all.
After a while, Aunt Li came back when she helped her servant. Aunt Li was very happy to see Bai Xue, so she hurriedly washed her hands and cooked for them. In order to save time, Bai Xue went to the kitchen to help her.
After asking about her recent situation, Aunt Li said, "Mr. must be very happy when his wife comes back. My wife is not here for this period, and my husband has not eaten well, so he didn't even have a sip of water. Now that I'm done, my husband can eat more when his wife comes back."
Bai Xue was a little confused when she listened to Aunt Li's words. Is Wei Jiaming so bad? But she saw that he had a slightly pale complexion and everything else was fine. She went to and from get off work normally, and although the servants were not around, everything at home was in order.
Because of Aunt Li's words, Bai Xue couldn't help but look at Wei Jiaming a few more times while eating. He still ate slowly, but he did eat more than usual.
After looking at it carefully, Wei Jiaming was indeed thin, and his eye sockets were sunken, and there was a light brown shadow on his lower eyelid, which looked like he hadn't had a good sleep.
After dinner, the two went upstairs one by one, and Bai Xue said to him: "I'll stay in my room during this period."
He was stunned for a moment, as if he was a little disappointed, but then he smiled and said, "Okay, I will rely on you."
Bai Xue was thirsty at night and was about to go downstairs to pour a glass of water to drink. Unexpectedly, he saw Wei Jiaming lying at the door as soon as he opened the door. He actually made a floor outside her room.
Wei Jiaming had a light sleep. He woke up as soon as she opened the door. He hurriedly asked, "What's wrong? Can't you sleep?"
Bai Xue said in surprise: "Why are you coming out of my room?"
He sat up with support, and he smiled, his smile was bitter, "I just wanted to get closer to you, I didn't disturb you. Isn't this possible?"
Bai Xue: "…"
Bai Xue really doesn't understand this person anymore. She is so scheming, so cruel and so proud, but she has done this for her.
Bai Xue smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "Wei Jiaming, what kind of person are you?"
To be continued...