"Even though a few days have passed, it's hard for me to calm down again and again..."

It was late at night, the train was still driving, and the destination was still out of reach. However, Li Qi was lying on the iron rack where debris could be placed, holding a pen in his hand, writing constantly on a notebook. What were he writing? He was writing a diary.

When you do nothing, time will become very slow. In the past few days, Li Qi found something for himself to do and read books, but now there is no book. Today, Li Qi can only look out the window in a daze, otherwise he will sleep. Boredom is today's theme.

As for eating? Just like these few days, when time comes, someone will bring the meal. When Li Qi finishes eating, someone will clean up immediately without Li Qi doing anything.

On this day, Li Qi did not feel that it was so good or comfortable, but instead felt that it was illusory and unreal!

Because of this, Li Qi couldn't sleep anymore and he had insomnia.

After tossing and turning, Li Qi still felt that he should do something, so he started writing a diary...

I don’t know what I am thinking now. A few days ago, I could focus entirely on those books and force myself to have something to do. However, until today, when I was sitting on this train belonging to another world, and had nothing to do, and felt that everything was so boring, I realized that my heart was extremely empty now!

In fact, I could have talked to them and communicated to understand the world better, but I didn’t do that. Putting aside all excuses and quibbling on this topic and looking straight into my heart, that’s because I was scared!

I was scared, really, I didn’t deceive my heart. I wrote it out one by one with a pen, I was scared!

Why am I afraid? Why should I be afraid?………

After writing this paragraph, Li Qi's pen paused. Then, he put down his pen, said nothing, covered his eyes with his hands. After a while, he continued to pick up the pen and continued to write...

I am confused about the future and confused about it, and I am confused about it! I am confused about myself knowing that the future is very confused but I don’t want to work hard, but I go with the flow, and I feel powerless to let him go! I still have a trace of fantasy in my heart, and I am even more afraid of what I hope to do!

Having written this, the pen in Li Qi's hand trembled slightly, but he continued to write.

From childhood to adulthood, I have never fought for it or fight for it! Whether it is suffering losses or whatever it is, I will listen to it and let it go.

And precisely because of my idea of ​​leaving everything to fate, otherwise, otherwise I would not be...

Having written this, Li Qi's hands were trembling so hard that they could not even write their words. He wrote about the depression and sorrow that had been hidden in his heart for a long time!

After taking a few deep breaths, Li Qi tried hard to calm his excitement. Then, he typed an ellipsis after that paragraph and did not continue writing. He was afraid that if he continued writing, he would not be able to control himself.

And he turned his direction and began to write the story that happened to him in just a few days from time to time.

And all of this was on that day, exactly, five days ago! I traveled through time!

On that day of traveling, I remember that the weather was good and it was a sunny day. I was wearing work clothes to prepare to go to the training class held by the factory, walking on the way to class………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………

Li Qi wrote down everything that happened in the past few days, like writing a novel, in detail until...

…………And on the train tonight, I was extremely irritable and couldn’t fall asleep. Since I couldn’t sleep, in order to find something to do, I troubled the staff on the train, asked them for a pen and a notebook, and started writing a diary that I hadn’t written for many years.

Li Qi, who wrote this, couldn't help but look at the words on his notes and couldn't help but feel a little funny. What's this? Is it a turnover?

After writing this, Li Qi was not only funny, but also stopped the pen in his hand, frowned slightly, as if he was thinking about something.

After a moment, his frown stretched out, as if he had figured out something before he began to continue his diary.

After writing this, I could have stopped writing, but although I vented a lot of my annoyances in the past few days through words, there were still some remnants and I couldn't help but think about it. Then, I thought again, diary, isn't it just a record of what you see in your daily life and what you think in your heart? Since I have already written this, why am I wandering around?

Sure enough, the disbelief in my heart accounts for the majority. Although I have nothing but nothing in the past twenty years, I care about everything, so I obviously want to fight for everything, but I care about those things and nothing. On the contrary, in the end, I have nothing to care about because I care about.

But I have already traveled through time! Think about it a different way of thinking, even the people and things I care about are gone, just like, the saying goes, dust returns to dust, earth returns to earth! Everything has turned into the past and the clouds and smoke have disappeared in a blink of an eye. Why can't I start my own life?!

Having written this, Li Qi had stopped writing his diary, stood up, looking at the dark outside the window and the lights, and the mirror of his own outside the window was silent.

"It's just like traveling through time is another kind of death, living another kind of rebirth, but whether it's death or rebirth, the past cannot be repeated with you. The same is true for traveling through time!"

"I couldn't look back yesterday, so why didn't I cherish the present?! Why can't I, or the past, pass by, die, or be reborn?!!!"

At this point, Li Qi's original mirror image, which had a somewhat turbid gaze suddenly lit up!

Too much irritability, troubled confusion, and problems that Baisi cannot understand, at this moment, at this moment, the smoke and clouds disappear!!!

Li Qi looked at the "Li Qi" outside the window and laughed silently. While smiling, Li Qi wiped the tears flowing from the corners of his eyes.........

"Why do I cry? Shouldn't I laugh?" This thought just emerged in Li Qi's mind and was immediately dispelled. That's because.

"I am still me, but I was no longer me in the past. I have been reborn! And rebirth means saying goodbye to the past! Goodbye, in the past, this time, it's really goodbye!"

Late at night, the train was still running, and it had not reached its destination, so it could not stop. Even if it reached its destination, there would be another destination waiting for it, and it would go back and forth until it could no longer work.

When the train is running, except for the continuous rhythmic sound of the carriages due to the operation, there is no more noise around.

But in this environment, there was a person who had thoroughly understood his past self after writing his diary……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………

(End of this chapter)
Chapter completed!