"Talk back to the past few more experiences I have had in the past."

Late at night, no one went, but he was still lying in front of the table and began to write his own diary with his pen.

"But before that, let's write down what you see, hear, experience and opinions today."

When Li Qi wrote this, he paused for a moment, as if he was recalling today's experience again in his heart, making his impression more profound.

Then, Li Qi started writing after he had a memory.

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Today's experience actually continues yesterday's process. If time comes, it should be between three or four o'clock in the morning.

At that time, I completed my previous plan and successfully arrived at the end of the plan in more than ten hours, Mu Xuguan without stopping.

When I arrived at Muxu Pass and just got off the bus, my mental fatigue could not help but cause me to faint, which ended yesterday's arrangements and started the premise of today's passing.

This premise leads to a series of things that happened today seem to have exceeded the normal range and lost control.

For example, I once again started a three-hour pursuit with the Tian-level cultivator team in Beilian.

But why do I write again? So if my memory is correct, and when I flipped my diary in front of the diary, I wrote more than ten days ago, I had already had a long-distance pursuit.

Of course, I am still the one who is being pursued, and the identity I pursue is the team of cultivators.

Of course, this time, this group of cultivators is not from Zhenbei Pass, but from Muxu Pass.

However, judging from the final result, these two pairs of identities are actually the same, but there is still no big difference between different teams of cultivators.

Still can't catch up with me.

But I am not complacent about this... Well, maybe when I wrote these sentences, I was indeed vanity in my heart, which must be admitted.

And the pursuit ends and some things that happened afterwards may not allow me to keep it in my diary like this.

Because this information, like a period of limitations, is enough to remember it in your mind now. Perhaps fifty or sixty years later, when I really pass, and I am old and don’t have to worry about anything, I will write it out and leave the past things.

After all, no matter how I say it, I actually value fame and fortune and other external things.

But as the saying goes, people do not have a goal, so what are you doing in this world?

Mediocre and mediocre as a walking zombie, leaving only an empty shell and aimless work without pursuing?

What's the point of living in this world?

But there is also a saying: If you don’t have fish, how can you know the joy of fish?

I just look at these things from an unobjective perspective.

Let me look at these in another way. Those who walk with me are like-minded comrades who are in the same way. Those who walk with me are enemies who attack each other. The three views have neither the same or the same or the same oppose them, but they also have their own meanings, that is, friends and partners who need cooperation.

And is there anything I have said but not done about my own three views?

This will definitely happen, but I just selectively don’t want to talk about it, forget it, and even don’t want to care about it.

And I don’t want to care about it now, because I just write, just like I just joking around after drinking, and then after sobering up, I don’t take it seriously before and just talk and joke about jokes.

But it seems that as I was writing, I have written it a little further. The topic should not be this, but what is my experience today.

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"Well, since Cheko's days, it's like this almost every day, and it's a difficult time again."

Li Qi put down his pen, grabbed his head with both hands, looking like a headache.

What he had a headache about was that he had clearly described a lot and had many things to finish, but when he started writing, he lost the consciousness and continued persistence.

Faced with such a headache, Li Qi found that this was even more painful than the pain that penetrated into his bone marrow when the consciousness entered permanent darkness in that mysterious space, or the huge spiritual power that baptized him in the past.

This is a terrible torture. The terrible torture is not the pain caused by direct damage, but the kind. When you want to complete a goal, it will appear in the process of completing this goal, causing you to enter a trance, your mind is blank, and suddenly lose the power of passion and struggle. It seems that you are taking time out of your soul and letting your laziness spread throughout your body. From the bottom of your heart, you don’t want to complete this goal anymore, and don’t want to continue, because that will make you unhappy and unhappy.

It’s just that happiness and happiness that don’t achieve your goals are the depression caused by laziness. This is not what you really want, but what you think is what your opponent wants.

This kind of thinking is terrible because you can't find a way to cure it, you can only try to suppress it and then control it.

"Suddenly I realized that the real opponent I was facing along the way was actually not the unknown void thing, but the one that was close to me!"

Li Qi looked at his hand that was too hard and turned white, and all kinds of things suddenly flashed through his heart, as if some inexplicable anger from the past, and those actions that even he didn't know what he was doing, were actually controlling him so much, not something, but himself.

But I need to put quotes on this myself!

Because "self" is not Li Qi's consciousness that controls the whole body, but the kind of personality, the mysterious thing like a demon in his heart.

Yes! The inner demon!

"Maybe it's the inner demon."

Li Qi seemed to be a little clear.

"Why do I have to keep writing a diary every day now, no matter how late I am or where I am."

At first, I was just at a loss because of my confusion.

Now I have developed a habit because I need to write down my own experience through it, and then from my own experience on this day, I know some mistakes and understand what is right.

It’s just that the problem is, why can’t I continue writing and even have a headache?

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(End of this chapter)
Chapter completed!