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Chapter 433 Sounds (4)

In the main city of Rongbian Mansion, Klein City, the main city of Rongbian Mansion, Li Qi has been standing on the small building for a long time.

At this time, the sky was getting darker, but Li Qi looked up at the sky, unconscious of the changes of day and night.

But when the last ray of afterglow of the West came, the sky was already blue and blue, and the stars in the sky were thousands of miles away, he blinked slightly, as if there were some fluctuations, but it was just fluctuations.

"I see the changes of the sun and the moon as if it were always."

Li Qi suddenly said this strange thing in silence.

After Li Qi said this, he didn't know why he started.

Just... I suddenly wanted to say it.

Continuing to observe the sky, Li Qi fell into silence again, entering a unique meditation that was only his own.

However, this kind of contemplation is not about thinking about the future or the various crucial things in the space of consciousness, because Li Qi is not thinking, he is just thinking about some things in the past in simple contemplation.

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If I hadn’t experienced time travel, what else would it be?

Li Qi was pondering.

Maybe he would follow the crowd like everyone at that time, oh, no, with everyone who was not a good person, graduated from the technical school, then entered the factory, and devoted all his youth to the extremely boring and tasteless assembly line.

"Why did I feel so confident at that time?" Li Qi thought about himself at the time, and he looked really disproportionate.

It's too confident.

But such confidence is still good. After traveling through time, those things are no longer his business, so there is no lack.

Li Qi didn't know whether to be grateful or sigh.

"No matter which world it is, people without ability have to put in more effort to change their destiny."

If you don’t travel through time and move forward on the journey, you will eventually encounter obstacles, but you will be at a loss because no one can help you, and I think you will be confused.

"If I hadn't come to this world and had the country established by time travelers, I could have some support, what ability would I have to gain a foothold in this world?"

In the past, I actually knew that although I had confidence, that confidence was enough to fail, because at that time, I had gradually lost confidence in success and had to doubt myself at the beginning.

Really, really, if it weren't for time travel, I wouldn't know how to solve it, because it's like putting more effort into what I get and the visible hope, but it's still hard to see the end.

After thinking about this, Li Qi suddenly realized that he had already fallen tears again at some point.

"Is this crying..."

Li Qi touched the tears on his face and looked at his hand. A trace was already in his hand. Looking at the tears, Li Qi chuckled gently, as if he had discovered something strange, and said, "Haha, I have not cried for a long time."

While speaking, Li Qi's tears were like a dam opening the gate, and it was blown down.

In the unstoppable tears, Li Qi looked up at the sky, and in his half-closed eyes, in his confused tears, he saw that the sea of ​​stars in the world is no longer the present day, but has returned to the past. When he was a child, he slept on the cold chair outside, and the child who was curiously counting the stars at the star.

The silent sorrow finally, at a moment, was filled with everything about Li Qi, from the throbbing of his soul, making his sorrow even more extreme.

Where does Li Qi’s sadness come from? After all, it comes from the world that cannot be returned to, the past that cannot be returned to.

"In fact, no matter what the future is, what can I do if my future is confused? What I want most is still the same as my childhood, the pure and uncensored past when the boy was ignorant."

"What I want is very simple. I just want more effort and dedication to let me make such a past and such a world become my life again, rather than, the sadder the older I grow, the more confused I feel."

Only Li Qi himself knows his desire. He never desires money, higher enjoyment, or worship from others. What he really pursues is always that sky, the sky with only the bright stars, the bright moonlight, very simple, and nothing mixed with anything.

"I just want only so much, but in fact, I have discovered that so much is the most precious thing now."

But such precious things are something I put in more effort and strong perseverance, and even more things I put in more precious things I can’t exchange.

I am really incompetent and incompetent. I don’t have the capital, but I want to pursue something that does not belong to me. In the end, I will only find that no matter what step I take, it will be wrong in the end.

Turn your destiny and change your life.

Am I just going to be a mediocre person?

I believe that no matter when I reached that time, I would still persist, and I would give up everything for that sky, but it was even more distant from that sky, and in the end it was only my loneliness.

"Haha, I'm so incompetent!" Li Qi suddenly started to laugh, with a broken smile in his smile, and the severe pain of sadness made him confused.

"The incompetent people have to pursue something that only those who are capable can reach. The final result is destined to be sad."

"I gave up a lot, so I gave up on myself, but I woke up in my heart and realized that I should not live my whole life in a mediocre way."

"But when I woke up at that time, everything was no longer the past, and there were no more opportunities to achieve them. The only opportunity to turn my destiny in the future has become a cruel path pursued by millions of people. What ability do I have to change this cruel path?"

"No, I don't have the ability, I can't change or turn my destiny."

"I have reached the point where I am doomed to fail, but I have to make more efforts to do such a doomed failure, because after this doomed failure, there is still hope that only I dare to fantasize about."

"That's the hope that only I dares to fantasize, or even dares to express, haha, I'm really incompetent!"

A person hopes that there are only the remaining fantasies, which is so humble that what others don’t care about is what he dreams of.

It's so sad!

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(End of this chapter)
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