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Chapter 18

On the way to Qingguang Temple, Yingying looked pale and was in a trance, sitting motionless in the carriage.

Xiaodai was hurriedly called by Queen Gu to accompany her. She sat beside Yingying and held her hand, asking worriedly: "What's wrong with the girl?"

Yingying was very active. Her hands were warm all year round, no matter winter and summer, and they had never been as cold as they are today. Holding Yingying's hands, Xiaodai rubbed them up and down. Seeing that she was always warming her, she said anxiously: "Is the girl sick?"

Yingying came back to her senses for a long time. She slowly withdrew her hand and closed her eyes, and said tiredly: "It's okay, I'll just take a break."

She was not sick, but was scared by the nightmare after returning.

When Gu Lingxiao died in her previous life, she had been lingering in her bed for a long time before she recovered. Today, she was just scared by a nightmare, and it was still a bargain.

Qingguang Temple is built halfway up the mountain outside the city. It took a long time to arrive. Yingying closed her eyes and wanted to rest for a while, but the bloody picture in her mind could not be gone, so she simply opened her eyes and stared blankly.

It is difficult to walk on the mountain road, and it is not easy to get on the carriage. When we arrived at the foot of the mountain, Yingying lifted the curtain and saw the feldstone steps, and told the coachman to park the car.

"Let's walk up." Most people who come to worship Buddha sincerely want to choose to walk up the mountain. However, the stone steps circling halfway up the mountain can't see at a glance. It is difficult for ordinary women to reach the old and weak, so there are not many people who choose to walk the stone steps.

Xiaodai looked at Yingying's pale face and hesitated: "Why don't you go on a carriage? Although the mountain road is bumpy, it can save you a lot of time."

Yingying shook her head and got out of the car alone, "I want the Buddha to see my sincerity."

This time she came to Qingguang Temple not just to escape Gu Lingxiao.

It was still early in the morning when Yingying stepped on the stone steps step by step to reach the temple gate. It was already noon.

When she went to donate incense money, Yingying met Qiu An'an here. Qiu An'an was hanging a wish sign on the ancient tree. When she saw Yingying, she was stunned at first, and then frowned and sarcastic: "Oh, isn't this Miss Gu? What wind has blown you to Qingguang Temple?"

Yingying's mountain road has been walking for so long, and her pale cheeks have become red. She looks complicated and dodged.

If it were before, Yingying would have been talking, but this time Qiu Anan waited for a long time but had not waited for Yingying's counterattack. She looked at her strangely and became angry, "I haven't seen you for a few days, can Miss Gu be mute?"

Qiu Anan thought Yingying was deliberately ignoring her.

Looking at the entire imperial city, the children of powerful families were not disgusted with Gu Yingying. Qiu Anan had always been unable to stand Yingying's arrogant behavior. In addition, Qiu Yu's incident happened, and the two became mortal enemies like water and fire.

"You won't... come to pester my brother, right?" Qiu An'ann hadn't thought about this yet, and saw that Yingying's expression was wrong, he realized that her face changed directly.

Xiao Daihu retorted in front of Yingying: "My lady didn't come for Mr. Qiu, she is..."

What is her lady here for?

Seeing Xiaodai suddenly choked, Qiu Anan smiled and curled her lips: "Tell me, why don't you say it anymore? What's your lady here for?"

"She, she is here to worship Buddha sincerely!"

"Bah!" Qiu Anan didn't believe Xiaodai's words.

Qiu Yu was in poor health since childhood, so it was not a secret to come to Qingguang Temple to stay in a small place every once in a while. Judging from Gu Yingying's temperament, she was not a person who would run to Qingguang Temple, let alone come here to stay in a small place.

"Why are your lady coming sooner or later, but she just came when my brother came to stay?"

Qiu Anan snorted coldly, "The imperial city is full of your lady's 'beautiful name'. Any fool can guess any idea she has made."

"You!" Xiaodai was about to refute, but was suddenly grabbed by Yingying.

"Forget it." Yingying only looked at Qiu Anan and looked away. She explained angrily: "This time it was a misunderstanding. I don't know that Qiu Yu is here, and I didn't want to come and disturb him."

"It sounds nice, then you're leaving, why did you even bring you a burden?"

"I'm putting the ugly words in front of you. If you dare to step closer to my brother, I will break your legs no matter who supports you!"

Yingying looked at Qiu Anan's aggressive look, and didn't know what she thought of her eyes, so dry and red. She was not angry or explained too much, but just repeated the words just now: "Qiu Anan, I'm really not here to pester Qiu Yu."

Yingying today is really too good-tempered, or she has been like this after she was reborn, but because the many evils before her rebirth were wrapped around her, everyone could not see her changes.

Qiu Anan was only concerned about targeting Gu Yingying at first, but didn't even look at her carefully. Now seeing that she had a very good temper, she finally took a look. Only then did she realize that the girl in front of her had a red cheek, but her face looked a little pale.

The weather in early summer began to be stuffy. Qiu Anan couldn't think of Yingying who came in a carriage. She did something like "stealing chickens, cats and dogs" to make her hair so hot that she was sticky and wet. Even her eyes were red, as if she was bullied and wronged.

Is she going to cry?

Qiu Anan looked at Yingying's misty eyes and was stunned for a moment. The weak and tearful Gu Yingying in front of her was something she had never seen before.

"You, don't pretend to be pitiful to me." Qiu Anan was still very alert to Yingying.

Xiaodai didn't understand why her lady stopped her and refused to let her speak. She had been with her lady for so many years, but she had never seen her lady get so angry.

"Girl!" Xiaodai was a little anxious. She was the personal maid given to her by His Majesty. Since childhood, she was inculcated to protect her master from being angry.

Yingying comforted her and patted her, she didn't talk to Qiu An'an anymore. She just lowered her eyelashes and spoke: "Stop talking, let's go in."

Anyway, she is notorious and can't explain it clearly.

When she turned around and left with Xiaodai, Qiu Anan was about to be angry to death by her, and her heart was filled with anger. She felt that she was completely ignored by Gu Yingying.

"Gu Yingying!" Qiu An'an couldn't help but call her again.

She stomped her feet, "This is Qingguang Temple, not a place where you do anything wrong!"

Yingying still looked lukewarm when she didn't look back. Xiaodai was puzzled by her master's behavior and said depressedly: "Why should a girl tolerate her? As long as you say something, Xiaodai will make her cry and apologize to you."

Yingying has done this a lot before.

The rich children in the imperial city disliked her and hid from her, and the ladies from various families naturally didn't like her. Yingying had heard several ladies gathered together to talk about her more than once. She ignored her when she was in a good mood, and when she was in a bad mood, she would always arrest all the people.

Once, a lady not only talked about her behind her back, but also spoke sarcastic in front of her. Yingying tied up the man without saying a word. She slapped the lady several times, until she cried and knelt down on the ground begging for mercy before she spared the man.

In Yingying's eyes, Qiu Anan is no different from those of those ladies with different appearances, otherwise she would not...

With a sour feeling in my heart, Yingying breathed steadily and gave an order: "No matter what Qiu Anan said in the future, she will not be allowed to contradict her again."

"girl!"

"Listen to me." Yingying's words were unstable and she trembled.

After donating a lot of incense money, Yingying asked Xiaodai to go to the dormitory to clean up first. Xiaodai had no choice but to obey her master's arrangement. Before leaving, she looked at her master's increasingly thin figure and lowered her head in a depressed manner, "Girl, have you become stupid?"

"I don't know when it started, but I'm increasingly unable to understand the girl."

The sound of footsteps gradually faded away, Yingying bowed her head and bowed to Heng Sanshi Buddha again and again, and her hand holding the incense pillar shook slightly.

It’s not that Xiao Dai has become stupid, it’s that Gu Yingying has made too many mistakes before, but it’s not that easy to make a comeback now.

Kneeling on the cushion with her knees, Yingying closed her eyes with her hands together. In fact, she was not because she became weaker and began to indulge others to bully her and wrongly accused herself, but because she felt guilty in her heart and guilty towards Qiu Anan.

If Gu Lingxiao is the person Yingying dares to face the least now, then Qiu Anan is the second one.

The eyes were getting more and more painful, and Yingying could still feel the aching and sourness when she closed her eyes. Last night's nightmare awakened Yingying's deepest sin. In the dream, Gu Lingxiao's cold and hatred eyes pierced her heart like a needle.

He should hate her and should kill her.

Yingying's body shook, and the blood color spread in her memory. After all, she... killed her brother's wife and unborn child.

Dad Gu is busy all year round in a high position, and because his wife passed away early, it can be said that Yingying was led by Gu Lingxiao. Yingying has a memory of floating for a hundred years, so even if she was just a baby when she first entered the main body, her thoughts and consciousness also exist.

Since she was still a little baby, Gu Lingxiao came to talk to her every day. The little boy smiled very warmly. He couldn't speak clearly and called her sister, and would coax her at a loss when she cried.

Yingying grew up being spoiled by Gu Lingxiao since she was a child, so she couldn't accept that her brother would share her love with her to others, especially that person was Qiu Anan who was incompatible with Yingying.

Qin Rong said nothing wrong, she killed her brother and the entire Gu family. Qin Rong always said that she was ignorant and had no conscience, and what he said was really nothing wrong.

After Gu Lingxiao married Qiu Anan, he rarely let Qiu Anan face her head because he knew that the two of them were not in the process. However, both of them deliberately disgusted each other, and Yingying refused to let Qiu Anan feel comfortable. Qiu Anan always approached Gu Lingxiao in front of her, stimulating her.

"...I'm sorry." During the long silence, Yingying suddenly whispered like this.

This sentence was owed to Gu Lingxiao, and also to Qiu Anan and the unborn child in her belly. No matter who was more wrong in the quarrel at that time, Yingying pushed Qiu Anan downstairs, which was true.

Now when she recalled the situation at that time, she remembered the thick blood all over the ground, and Gu Lingxiao's broken and shocked expression. She could clearly remember that after she pushed Qiu An'an down, she lowered her eyes and looked down and snorted coldly. The innocent smile in her tilted head made people shudder.

Yingying felt trembling all over when she thought of this, and even felt terrible, let alone she did something even more excessive later, forcing Qin Rong to break her hand.

In fact, Qin Rong should be more ruthless.

He should have pulled her a few slaps on the wall like Gu Lingxiao, and asked her wildly if she was a madman. Qin Rong should have strangled her to death. If she died at that time, there would be no more trouble in the future.

The memory cannot be removed, and Yingying did not notice the person standing outside the door.

Qiu Yu had been watching here for a long time. At first, he didn't expect Gu Yingying to appear here. He felt disgusted and bored. He wanted to avoid waiting for her to come out before going in, but he stood here for a long time and the man had not yet gotten up.

"How long has she been kneeling here?" Qiu Yu glanced at the trembling figure in the hall and asked the little master beside him impatiently.

The little master folded his hands and bent over, looked at Yingying with a smile and said, "Amitabha, that female donor, it's time to kneel."

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